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I can’t say goodbye
But here I am
Standing three feet away
And I’m trying so hard to take on that task
Of actually saying goodbye, of pushing you away

Spitting on the ground and muttering to myself

‘Good riddance I didn’t need you anyway’

I turn slowly away from you, my friends in front of me
And I turn back to you
I could run to you
Grasp you and never let go
But my heart’s torn in two
And I don’t know who to decide

Them or you

It’s tearing me up inside
And I don’t have any where else to hide
I can’t run away from this decision anymore
I have to decide

I thought I loved you
I want to go my own way
But not without someone

Anyone

There by my side
And I know
I can no longer hide
And yet I still want you by my side

The sky is dark and I do nothing but stand in the rain

Looking at you
My friends are still behind me
Sitting and lounging on those cold steps
And you’re standing in the rain
Just as I am

I’m about to laugh and cry at the same time

You’re waiting for me to hop in the car
I know it
I can’t abandon them
But I want you
They won’t come because they don’t accept you

I’m torn in two
And I don’t know who to decide

Them or you

I’m panicking now
And I’m trying to run
But I’m a mouse, they’re the cat

I love you

Yes, I do so very much
But here I am
Standing three feet away
And I’m trying so hard to take on that task
Of actually saying goodbye, of pushing you away
Spitting on the ground and muttering to myself

‘Good riddance I didn’t need you anyway’

Goodbye. There I said it

I winced. I said it in my head
And now to say it aloud
And turn back to them

Why do I want to jump in that car?

I said I’d leave you alone
You love me
I know you do
Still, we are meant to be apart
But we both want to be together

I said my goodbye
But you’re still standing there
Saying I love you

Yes, you love me

I know you do

But here I am

Standing three feet away
And I’m trying so hard to take on that task
Of actually saying goodbye, of pushing you away
Spitting on the ground and muttering to myself

‘Good riddance

I never needed you anyway’

I could run to you
Grasp you and never let go
But my heart’s torn in two
And I don’t know who to decide

Them or you

Description
I can’t say goodbye
But here I am
Standing three feet away
And I’m trying so hard to take on that task
Of actually saying goodbye, of pushing you away

Spitting on the ground and muttering to myself

‘Good riddance I didn’t need you anyway’

I turn slowly away from you, my friends in front of me
And I turn back to you
I could run to you
Grasp you and never let go
But my heart’s torn in two
And I don’t know who to decide

Them or you

It’s tearing me up inside
And I don’t have any where else to hide
I can’t run away from this decision anymore
I have to decide

I thought I loved you
I want to go my own way
But not without someone

Anyone

There by my side
And I know
I can no longer hide
And yet I still want you by my side

The sky is dark and I do nothing but stand in the rain

Looking at you
My friends are still behind me
Sitting and lounging on those cold steps
And you’re standing in the rain
Just as I am

I’m about to laugh and cry at the same time

You’re waiting for me to hop in the car
I know it
I can’t abandon them
But I want you
They won’t come because they don’t accept you

I’m torn in two
And I don’t know who to decide

Them or you

I’m panicking now
And I’m trying to run
But I’m a mouse, they’re the cat

I love you

Yes, I do so very much
But here I am
Standing three feet away
And I’m trying so hard to take on that task
Of actually saying goodbye, of pushing you away
Spitting on the ground and muttering to myself

‘Good riddance I didn’t need you anyway’

Goodbye. There I said it

I winced. I said it in my head
And now to say it aloud
And turn back to them

Why do I want to jump in that car?

I said I’d leave you alone
You love me
I know you do
Still, we are meant to be apart
But we both want to be together

I said my goodbye
But you’re still standing there
Saying I love you

Yes, you love me

I know you do

But here I am

Standing three feet away
And I’m trying so hard to take on that task
Of actually saying goodbye, of pushing you away
Spitting on the ground and muttering to myself

‘Good riddance

I never needed you anyway’

I could run to you
Grasp you and never let go
But my heart’s torn in two
And I don’t know who to decide

Them or you