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I'm a careless guy with
Big hands,
A giant crashing into a
Glass store,
A man losing all control,
A Hulk on a rampage,
Desperate for something to hold onto

It hasn't been so long,
I remember when things were okay,
It feels like just yesterday,
Am I bound by those days?
Like glue to my back
Paste June 27th,
Scarify it into my veins
I wish I could forget those days
My memory is hazy about everything else,
I can't remember chemical names or
Algebraic equations,
Why am I so stuck on this?

Like a fly onto honey,
Eaten by a Venus
I wish I could rot away like everything else
In God's malefic Earth
But I'm scalding,
Melting into nothing in acid,
The world is spinning so fast,
What is left to me,
If you're not there?

It's funny,
We haven't spoken in months,
But that was more comfortable than saying goodbye,
Sometimes I feel nothing at all,
No hunger, no desire for sleep,
Dehydration. Headaches.
What do you feel?
Do I have a right to ask?

If this bottle reaches you,
Deep out in the ocean,
If you aren't dead from war and violence,
If you're still okay enough
To walk along the ocean's edge,
I hope you understand I never lied about a thing,
That I'll always be you