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For me, I think an alcoholic lifestyle is a sad lifestyle and yet I feel happy with an alcoholic lifestyle. Has my life become so sad and daunting that every time I get drunk I feell happy. Everytime I’m drunk all my sorrows goes away. I just don’t know. Maybe because I’m actually drunk as I write this but I just feel I have no way of fixing my sorrows and depression. I want to do my best for people but yet I don’t feel I earn the credit I get from the people I help. What has happened? I just don’t know. Why aren’t I happy. I’m always usually happy but sometimes or nearly always, I’m not. This is something I must fix immediately or is it too late?

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For me, I think an alcoholic lifestyle is a sad lifestyle and yet I feel happy with an alcoholic lifestyle. Has my life become so sad and daunting that every time I get drunk I feell happy. Everytime I’m drunk all my sorrows goes away. I just don’t know. Maybe because I’m actually drunk as I write this but I just feel I have no way of fixing my sorrows and depression. I want to do my best for people but yet I don’t feel I earn the credit I get from the people I help. What has happened? I just don’t know. Why aren’t I happy. I’m always usually happy but sometimes or nearly always, I’m not. This is something I must fix immediately or is it too late?