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muddledmind — I'm not okay
Published: 2006-09-11 06:27:02 +0000 UTC; Views: 3263; Favourites: 58; Downloads: 6
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today like tomorrow i'll die in my thoughtslaughing at your jokes
as my heart shatters
smiling at you
as i watch the janitor sweep up my bits
loving you
as my heart is thrown into the garbage
but its okay
cuz you cant see that i'm slowly dieing
its okay
cuz I'm not crying
infront of you
its okay
cuz you dont know
I'm not okay
Just keep assuming i'm alright
then i wont have to deal with my feelings either
cant you taste my bitter sarcasim?
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Comments: 30
I really like this.Im sure there is people who can relate to this.
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I like your facial expression a lot. This photo really sums up the way I've been feeling lately, good job.
It portrays a realistic emotion.
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i would fav. this picture but my computer's too retarted to fav anything.
I like this picture alot, it remindes me how i feel alot of the time, its too hard for me to cry, now because i'm not crying no one ever asks. They asume i'm ok or that things aren't that bad. It's a horrible feeling.
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for too hard to cry i was the same way for 7 years. untill i found the one thing that tore at me the most and in the same way as 7 years ago. finally i have found a way to cry.
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i cry.. for one person.. and its because i love him.. . i cant cry other than that.. even when im under alot of pain
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love is the strongest emotion. the world was created by it, sustained by it, and will eventually be destroyed by it. makes sence to me.
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thank you my dear
just make sure you arent putting on a fake front
I have that prob... I dont cry, I hide it all with a smile so no one even has an idea they should be askin bout anything
or just tell someone you want to talk
I know its hard I sturggle with that ALL THE FREAKING TIME
and so do a lot of others
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Yea i can't cry it really dosn't matter anymore i just can't. it's not an option. i just can't no matter how bad things get i haven't cried in 10 years, not since i was 4 3/4 years old. i never smile it's just not in my expression anymore either. i don't really know why i just don't. it's not that i'm never happy its just me. Its what the twisted turns of life do do a single human child i supose.
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wow thats really sad
I mean I have a hard time crying.. it only happens when i have NO REASON to cry then i get confused cuz i dunno why i am crying and blahh blah blah
but anyways
not being able to smile
tis a shame
the highs and lows that come with smileing and crying are what make life AMAZING
I dont/cant really show sad emotions to people but i still have them which makes life worth living in a way... means i still FEEL if nothing more
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I know. I can still feel. Just i can't express it.
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the photo and the poem go together so well. i love them both.
*faves*
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Thank you my dear
thank you VERY much
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Its such a good picture, and I love the poem accompanying it.
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I took it for the bwood photo class and finally scanned it!!! It was my first photo to go up in the "fletchers Favorites" as photo of the week... and it was the first photo i ever turned in... so i'm pretty partial to it!
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well its SUPER good. i looove it!
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HEY
you promised me a shoot where you write all over me. you better be holding up that promise. since the happy face one didn't work out.
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Either when i come visit you... or a while after that when you visit me... it will be done!
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I like it.. alot.. but... damn its a huge image.. you might want to resize it.
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ahahaha sorry i uploaded it LATE last night... and I'm using a new comp (i dont like Apples so far)
So thankyou for reminding of that... sorry i am will resize it immediately!
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I hear ya... late nights.. all i do.
lol
Apples arent bad..
Just remember in PS... Look at it in *actual pixels* that'll show you what it looks like on a screen, save your original and then resize it
usually i do
dpi at : 72
then resize it agian to 50% to 75%
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okay but i havent found where I can Resize it yet... i'm working out of iphoto because my comp is currently not letting me add Adobephotoshop it.... arg i am calling the apple company
Its a bandnew spankin computer and its kickin my ass
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oooheww..
i dono much about iphoto
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and you shouldn't .... it sucks
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