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i have been treated like garbage in the past, it doesn´t matter where, real life or on the internet
i have been dealing with so much stuff, people stealing my art, others not appreciating my hard work, or just straight up manipulating me
and i have been either just sad, passive or even submissive to a point so i wouldn´t get in trouble for having my own values and thoughts
it went so far that even my art didn´t feel like me anymore, so that people would like me more
and i think after all this shit, i deserve to be angry
angry at others, angry at myself
i keep shaping my personality so that others would accept me
i´m sick for botteling my true feelings
i want to be angry now, not sad