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mylilbruderlien — I feel
Published: 2006-12-26 02:15:11 +0000 UTC; Views: 110; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 1
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I can't think,my head is so clouded with too many thoughts.
I have so many things to say,
but I don't know what to say.
But you sit and you wait.
I want to scream,
I want to cry.
But I don't make a sound.
I feel sick.
My mind racing,
the room is spinning.
I can feel my body crashing to the floor,
but I put in no effort to stop myself.
I feel, not cold tile but, a warm embrace.
Your arms wrapped around my body I hear a whisper,
"Don't worry, I've got you."
"But why?” I asked"Why would you stay?"
He responded, " Because I care for you,
too much to let you fall, too much for you to be alone."
He hugs me deeply.
I feel my heart speeding.
"I could help you,
but only if you let me."
"But you'll be merisble if you try." I said.
"It's worth it see you smile again."
I feel...as if I could trust him.
I looked into his eyes,
those dark brown eyes.
Ones you can get lost in,
if one wonders too long.
I feel embarrassed
He smiles,"Tell me something,"
I nod, face now staring at the floor.
"How do you feel when we're together?"
In my mind,'Happy.'
"How do you feel when I hold you?"
'Safe.'
"How do you feel...when we kiss?"
'Wanted.'
I feel protected.
He laughs,"You don't have to answer,
I already know."
I give him a questionable look.
He leans to my ear whispering.
"You're just not use to being around the 'talented'."
I feel secure.
Lying on his shoulder, I think,
'He may actually help me.
And maybe he does care, I mite tell him.'
'But first...'
Sitting up I lean in,
so our faces may meet.
Slowly we inch closer and closer,
leaning in I kiss his cheek.
Closing my eyes I fall asleep.
I feel complete.
