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Published: 2015-11-24 07:16:29 +0000 UTC; Views: 9445; Favourites: 296; Downloads: 11
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Description *Takes place after Beyond The Known Universe*

He was in his room, at his desk as he pulled out his secret journal Diary which says "Keep away! Especially YOU MIKEY!!". He grabbed a pen, and sat there... thinking... until he finally knew what to write

"Dear Master Splinter,
I remembered the last time I saw you a few weeks ago... as a body with no soul...
I hope you are doing well now, at least... for the 6 months Earth has left
I just want to say... I'm sorry

I'm sorry... for not taking your advice seriously. Yeah I know, you told me to control my temper, not to be rude, not to harm others when it isn't necessary, not to seek revenge... I get it now... you didn't want me to end up like the Shredder... 

I'm sorry... for all the times I had argued with you, I still remember a few years back, I threw my bowl of ramen and smashed it against the floor and screamed  in front of you and my brothers during dinner because I didn't want to listen to what you had to say about my actions. Yeah,I know, I was acting stupid...

I'm sorry... for not being there when you needed us most, like the time you were defeated by Shredder as he threw you into the flushing pool... we could have saved you if we got there sooner...

*tears start forming in his eyes* 

 I'm sorry... for not being there during the time of your deathbed... I never did get to hold your hand and give you strength to face death... that was the most regretful day of my life... I never get to whisper... "Thank you, for everything " into your ear before you were gone... your death was similar to your wife's... Tang Shen...You never got to say the last important words to your loved one… and now I know how you feel… And I never knew it hurts really bad… I never knew… 

*He allowed his hot tears to fell... sobbing quietly...*

Thank you... father
Thank you for raising me
Thank you for providing the care I needed
Thank you for all the lessons you had taught me

*he looked up, tearing, gazing at the stars.. his vision is now in blur... his face felt really warm, he sniffled...*

And now, I have this 1 out of 99% chance for me to reverse this incident... and by the time you see me, I will be the son that will make you proud...like you always wanted. We will start over again"  

“I Love You…”

-Hamato Raphael- 
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Thanks for reading this lil drabble of mine in Raphael POV  . Haha, English isn't my first language , so I'm sorry for any stupid grammatical mistake  I wanted to make Raph’s backstory even more realistic. You know, arguing with parents and stuff… I think it would be him out of his brothers 

And I shall give you the moral: “You never know how much you love your family until you lost them… so treat them with the best manner when they are still here” 


Also this is my first realistic drawing I had done... And man... it took me almost a week.  So many tutorials I have to look up, as well as brushes to download... Even till the point when I started to wonder "why did I started this painting again?"  Haha.
I also made a speedart for this (not full but some parts), I might consider to upload if you guys want. Also if you want to know the tutorials I used is here: myrza289.deviantart.com/favour…

I'm terrible at backgrounds ... and tears

A feedback would be nice  

Here's part of my speed art: www.youtube.com/watch?v=_XxrGZ…
This is a redraw from the official episode: sta.sh/01656bxavdgq
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Comments: 76

rosewitchcat [2019-04-12 01:10:51 +0000 UTC]

 

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Hexidextrous [2018-05-04 00:00:09 +0000 UTC]

DAMN YOU, SHREDDER!!!

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KameBoxer [2017-02-03 12:45:32 +0000 UTC]

This is the most sad and gorgeous picture I've ever seen. I can't accept Master Splinter's death but this is very amazing. Touching my heart so bad. Beautiful!  

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myrza289 In reply to KameBoxer [2017-02-04 05:20:10 +0000 UTC]

Yeah I think that show went too far  But its a good thing they brought him back. 
and thank you  

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TalonMoon133 [2016-08-31 06:07:54 +0000 UTC]

THE FEELS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love it!

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myrza289 In reply to TalonMoon133 [2016-08-31 14:28:16 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much! 

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HallloweenTown [2016-08-30 12:06:53 +0000 UTC]

i cant MY POOR FEELS

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myrza289 In reply to HallloweenTown [2016-08-30 13:53:06 +0000 UTC]

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HallloweenTown In reply to myrza289 [2016-08-30 20:11:51 +0000 UTC]

           

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Shade-Tee-234 [2016-07-08 11:24:02 +0000 UTC]

The night after the episode came out, I had to cry myself to sleep. I couldn't get the death of splinter outta my head.

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myrza289 In reply to Shade-Tee-234 [2016-07-11 11:21:28 +0000 UTC]

It is pretty horrifying... I can't believe the show was actually THAT dark... ._.'

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Shade-Tee-234 In reply to myrza289 [2016-07-11 11:31:26 +0000 UTC]

Well it's Nickelodeon for ya. They brought back RaMona and that is killing my soul right now. Nick always has to make chaos, first the death of splinter, then RaMona. I bet that they won't bring back the nightwatcher and the ghost of the jungle from 2007.

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myrza289 In reply to Shade-Tee-234 [2016-07-11 15:56:43 +0000 UTC]

Haha! Oh My goshhh I'm such a Ramona shipper and was so glad that they bring her back! I literally screamed when they first announced it

All I have to say is that Nick really gives justice to the turtle fans by bringing back those characters/plots and creating new cool characters too! Maybe the nighwatcher wont be back but I'm thinking they might just bring back some characters from the comic, lets say Alopex . Who knows  

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MoonMaiden2 [2016-05-31 21:22:14 +0000 UTC]

I almost made my lip bleed from biting it in order to keep from crying. I thought someone was playing a joke on me when I first saw the episode, but I felt my heart shatter when I watched the episode for a second time. I still can't think about it without choking up... excuse me.     

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LadyCelestialStar [2016-02-04 21:57:55 +0000 UTC]

I can't watch this episode...I just can't
I hope they bring him back, somehow...someway...I hope they do.

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myrza289 In reply to LadyCelestialStar [2016-02-05 15:46:36 +0000 UTC]

Me too   
But I do have high hope that he will come back someday

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FavoriteArtMan [2016-01-29 03:04:01 +0000 UTC]

I remember watching this.

The only thing I ever liked hearing from this episode were the voices of Iago from Aladdin, and Mr. Worf from Star Trek: The Next Generation.

When Shredder killed Splinter, I just closed my eyes for an honored silence.

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myrza289 In reply to FavoriteArtMan [2016-01-30 00:14:35 +0000 UTC]

I agree, tmnt 2012 does have some amazing (guest) voice actors

And Splinter's death is really sad... I can't believe they messed around with our feels  

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BlueRoseKelly [2016-01-12 18:21:08 +0000 UTC]

So sad! D: D: D: D:

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myrza289 In reply to BlueRoseKelly [2016-01-13 08:04:32 +0000 UTC]

It was meant to be sad  

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BlueRoseKelly In reply to myrza289 [2016-02-02 05:00:51 +0000 UTC]

Very nice work with emotion.

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SMDKFan [2016-01-09 05:27:57 +0000 UTC]

Poor Boys......

Raph's EXTREMELY angry
Leo, being close to Splinter, is crushed
Donnie is wishing none of this is real
yet the hardest to look at is Mikey whose cries just scream heartbreak
Yet all together....a horrible feeling of pain and sorrow.
Even April and Casey in that episode were heart broken.

Splinter may have been tough on the boys and strict with their trainning, but he was STILL a loving compassionate father, who only wanted to protect his boys and see them mature into young men.

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son-tina112 [2015-12-03 13:08:50 +0000 UTC]

SENSEI!!!! TT0TT

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myrza289 In reply to son-tina112 [2015-12-03 18:31:31 +0000 UTC]

 

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tmntfungirl12 [2015-11-27 16:59:55 +0000 UTC]

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO        
I want him back!!!

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myrza289 In reply to tmntfungirl12 [2015-11-28 17:30:23 +0000 UTC]

Everyone does...

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tmntfungirl12 In reply to myrza289 [2015-11-28 18:11:13 +0000 UTC]

yah...

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Parrthurnax105 [2015-11-26 22:47:57 +0000 UTC]

He was a good father..and mentor

He will be missed

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myrza289 In reply to Parrthurnax105 [2015-11-27 04:24:17 +0000 UTC]

Yes he was... 

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Parrthurnax105 In reply to myrza289 [2015-11-27 11:48:05 +0000 UTC]

Amazing work with colors and the light. amazing.

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myrza289 In reply to Parrthurnax105 [2015-11-27 15:02:51 +0000 UTC]

Thanks a lot!  

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Parrthurnax105 In reply to myrza289 [2015-11-27 15:19:49 +0000 UTC]

does he really dies in the show?

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myrza289 In reply to Parrthurnax105 [2015-11-27 15:42:03 +0000 UTC]

Yes he did, and it was really really shocking to see. I'm not gonna give much spoilers but if you haven't seen it yet, you can watch it here: kisscartoon.me/Cartoon/Teenage…
you can skip to 39:30 , thats the part when he dies

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ilovemikeyomg [2015-11-26 00:10:37 +0000 UTC]

Aww, the drabble was so sad and cute...and the drawing...woah...imma go cry..in a corner now

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myrza289 In reply to ilovemikeyomg [2015-11-26 02:41:28 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much!  

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ilovemikeyomg In reply to myrza289 [2015-11-26 20:56:56 +0000 UTC]

You are very welcome

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tmntloverlee [2015-11-25 11:24:47 +0000 UTC]

i....i.. gonna cry.... 

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myrza289 In reply to tmntloverlee [2015-11-25 12:48:45 +0000 UTC]

Awhh... don't be sad.. come give me a hug 

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BlueNightingale01 [2015-11-25 04:03:20 +0000 UTC]

Ohmaigod this came out beautifully!! Well done!!

Im gonna go cry now after seeing this and reading the drabble

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myrza289 In reply to BlueNightingale01 [2015-11-25 05:59:31 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much!   

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Mara86 [2015-11-25 01:56:45 +0000 UTC]

This is so perfect...
now if you excuse me... I need to cry in a corner :'v

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myrza289 In reply to Mara86 [2015-11-25 05:59:42 +0000 UTC]

Thanks!

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spiderxand [2015-11-25 01:07:15 +0000 UTC]

No. Not Splinter. No.

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EpicSmurfGirl [2015-11-24 23:51:28 +0000 UTC]

OH god I hated this part Q.Q it was so sad! I couldn't believe Nickelodeon would actually do that

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myrza289 In reply to EpicSmurfGirl [2015-11-25 00:31:51 +0000 UTC]

I knoww rightt??!!   When I first saw that flashback I was like   

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OzoIndi [2015-11-24 20:43:49 +0000 UTC]

Lovely work. And timely as my own father just passed away a little more than a week ago. I would not have imagined in a matter of weeks after the season 3 finale I'd be able to relate to what the Turtles must have been feeling, as well as your Raph POV. At the very least they have the opportunity to change things; I wish that worked in the real world. This made me tear up, but not in a bad way.

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myrza289 In reply to OzoIndi [2015-11-25 00:59:37 +0000 UTC]

Thank you, I'm very sorry your father passed away... Thats really heartbreaking to hear, come give me a hug    I pretty much understand how you feel, its sad that we can never escape death, we will never know when are we or any of our loved ones are gonna die right?   but to make things brighter, just be thankful of what you have now  , you still have other family members to love, you're still alive, still be able to make things right. Don't let a death of a loved one breaks you down forever, it has/will happen to everyone at one point... we're all here for you 

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OzoIndi In reply to myrza289 [2015-11-27 02:13:46 +0000 UTC]

Thank you

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myrza289 In reply to OzoIndi [2015-11-27 04:24:29 +0000 UTC]

Your very welcome!

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Dominique-Lefalle [2015-11-24 19:36:27 +0000 UTC]

This is heartbreaking beautiful...

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