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Never understanding
not really caring
not wishing to die
but not loving to live
there is an inbetween
where everything is nothing
love, hate, anger, and pain
all fade away
as I try to preserve my sanity
to grip what is left
after the emotional storm ripped through and over me
leaving scars
some seen and some secret
but all a memory,
a taunting memory of horrible unspeakables
that have clawed and demanded
my blood and tears
but they will never again scrape my heart
or tarnish an already bruised and beaten spirit
i will beat my worst enemy
I will beat me...