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MyTraptSoul — Sick of It
Published: 2007-08-10 04:04:32 +0000 UTC; Views: 1659; Favourites: 53; Downloads: 10
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Description I’m sick of wanting truth
Only to be fed lies

I’m sick of always wishing
Only to be let down

I’m sick of dreaming
Only to wake up

I’m sick of reaching
Only to grasp air

I’m sick of acting
Only to realize I’m not

I’m sick of looking
Only to see through a window

I’m sick of wanting
Only to realize what I can’t have

I’m sick of believing
Only to be proved wrong

I’m sick of hoping
Only to see fear

I’m sick of crying
Only to be mocked

I’m sick of trying
Only to fail

I’m sick of pain
Only to become numb

I’m sick of screaming
Only to be silenced

I’m sick of running
Only to be caught

I’m sick of standing
Only to fall

I’m sick of waking
Only to fall asleep

I’m sick of fearing
Only for them to solidify

I’m sick of being
Only to fade away

I’m sick of everything
Only to have it all shoved in my face

I’m sick of living
Only to die
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Comments: 19

Retaliating [2016-12-07 19:54:32 +0000 UTC]

Hmmm.. You sing?

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Hannahgirl5 [2013-03-28 23:16:05 +0000 UTC]

Heart braking..

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Frankinsense [2010-07-26 10:09:32 +0000 UTC]

I can agree with all that. God I hate when family just don't think you're good enough or they try and push their ideas onto you. It's frustrating.

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SatinBerry [2010-05-12 19:08:36 +0000 UTC]

so true....so sad...

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oceansdeep [2009-09-04 22:40:49 +0000 UTC]

that was awesome i loved it.....

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chiyna [2009-04-21 15:04:39 +0000 UTC]

Who did this to you? It doesn't really matter. These feelings will pass in time as you move on...you must move on.

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fallen-angel-24 [2009-02-10 15:18:42 +0000 UTC]

That's so ... blah .. touching =/

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Carurisa [2008-12-01 22:59:49 +0000 UTC]

The world is so serious that most don't realize what's going on in someone's head. You poem was how I really felt. Good job. I can't express myself even alone.

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Ferelwing [2007-08-11 03:32:06 +0000 UTC]

This is going to sound really weird, but we all go through those moments. Lonlieness in a crowd or at home. No one ever talks about them though assuming that they're alone. You're not. I promise you're not alone.

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MyTraptSoul In reply to Ferelwing [2007-08-15 03:06:03 +0000 UTC]

Thank you for that. I just needed to vent, and poetry if the best way for me to do it.
thank you.

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Ferelwing In reply to MyTraptSoul [2007-08-15 03:08:51 +0000 UTC]

Understood, it works and I think sometimes we just need to just let it all go!

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MyTraptSoul In reply to Ferelwing [2007-08-15 03:21:33 +0000 UTC]

Yeah. I'm trying to do that. Let it all go. But it's hard. A lot harder than I thought.

Your comment before this almost made me cry. Thank you for your support.

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Ferelwing In reply to MyTraptSoul [2007-08-15 23:06:39 +0000 UTC]

Yeah it always is .

It's what I'm here for!

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MyTraptSoul In reply to Ferelwing [2007-08-18 02:55:29 +0000 UTC]



And I'm truely glad!!!

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Ferelwing In reply to MyTraptSoul [2007-08-23 17:55:30 +0000 UTC]

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penguin-lover [2007-08-10 15:48:00 +0000 UTC]

Aww...Dev. You maybe be the only one in your family that feels this way, but you are not the only one that feels this way. I know how you feel. And Heather does too...I think...Idk. I can't speak for and and b/c I can't read minds, idk. But, Us Emos need to stick together.lol But really, Who knows the point of life? We don't but, I want to find out. Aww...It'll all be okay. I promise.

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MyTraptSoul In reply to penguin-lover [2007-08-10 17:28:49 +0000 UTC]

Yeah. I know I'm not the only one, and I don't claim to be. It's just so frustrating for me.

Yes. Us emos need to stick together. x3

Awww, thank you.

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penguin-lover In reply to MyTraptSoul [2007-08-10 20:47:27 +0000 UTC]

okay. emos for life XD

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MyTraptSoul In reply to penguin-lover [2007-08-15 02:57:20 +0000 UTC]

Yup!

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