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n1saxmds β€” Understanding Me by-nc-nd

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Description Have you seen my scars?
How many have you seen?
Do you know how I got them?
Do you know what they mean?

Do you know how it feels,
To truly hate yourself,
To be afraid to open up,
Though you know that you need help?

Have you ever felt the pain,
Of being left behind,
As one by one your friends disappear
And dark thoughts fill your mind?

Have you ever confided in,
A friend you thought was true,
Only to realize you scared her away,
And she no longer talks to you?

Have you ever blamed yourself,
For simply being you,
For all those stupid things,
You always seem to do?

Have you ever been called ugly,
By some guys you barely knew,
And started to believe,
That what they said was true?

Do you ever wonder,
That if you were not there,
If those people you call friends,
Would notice or even care?

If you looked into my eyes,
Could you understand,
That all I've ever needed,
Was for you to hold my hand?
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n1saxmds In reply to ??? [2017-10-27 02:04:12 +0000 UTC]

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NatfromGameFire [2015-12-01 05:51:47 +0000 UTC]

What you've written rings so truly. I was nodding my head the entire time, because every single emotion in this beautiful poem has applied to me at one point or another (if you count seeing "scars" more in the metaphorical sense than in the literal sense).
Thank you for writing this.

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n1saxmds In reply to NatfromGameFire [2015-12-05 00:37:01 +0000 UTC]

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midnightrayne91 [2012-05-27 03:50:42 +0000 UTC]

While reading this poem, I felt it was wrote for me.
Each verse has a special and hurtful meaning because of the memories it brought up. Don't get me wrong though, reading this has done far more good than harm, and I thank you for sharing this with us.
For me though... all those lonely years through depths of depression and despair, something finally snapped these days. Almost no emotion left to give, and not desiring any back.
This poem is shockingly beautiful. I wish you all the best, and much happiness in your life. This poem really shows emotion behind the eyes of the silent sufferer. Something... many people wont understand, simply can't fathom.

Be well and prosper my friend.

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n1saxmds In reply to midnightrayne91 [2012-05-30 20:30:06 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much

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midnightrayne91 In reply to n1saxmds [2012-05-31 00:42:28 +0000 UTC]

Np sweety

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WingedJedi [2012-03-10 15:50:54 +0000 UTC]

Absolutely stunning! Unfortunately I can relate to this - apart from the talking to a friend. I never did that, but somehow I made it through intact and turned into a very happy and positive person.
I'm hoping that you will come out of your depressions as well, find true friends and find reasons to smile every day.

Excellent rhyming, btw. And I agree with the others: Very brave of you to put up a picture.

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n1saxmds In reply to WingedJedi [2012-03-10 18:26:22 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much I actually do have true friends now and I've been a lot better as of late

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WingedJedi In reply to n1saxmds [2012-03-11 14:31:45 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome. That's so wonderful to hear. I hope this will continue for you. Keep smiling!

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WilliamRobertJoseph [2012-03-09 08:34:48 +0000 UTC]

More than half of that applies to me. This is a very impressive piece and you should be proud of it. And it was very brave of you to put up your picture with it, that's more than I've done with anything of mine.

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n1saxmds In reply to WilliamRobertJoseph [2012-03-09 18:21:32 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much

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WilliamRobertJoseph In reply to n1saxmds [2012-03-10 04:48:35 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome.

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olivia8383 [2012-03-01 05:42:22 +0000 UTC]

OOOOO!! Omg I love this so much, it's so real, this really happened, this really happened to you p^q I wish I could have been there for you..

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n1saxmds In reply to olivia8383 [2012-03-01 05:54:46 +0000 UTC]

aww well thank you I appreciate it

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RosaEnora [2012-01-22 05:22:29 +0000 UTC]

You know... It really is almost frightening on how much this poem relates to me.... I'm so sorry you feel the way you do... Its a pure hell right?... I love this poem... Helps me think...

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n1saxmds In reply to RosaEnora [2012-01-22 06:57:25 +0000 UTC]

Thank you Yes it was a very difficult time for me, and I still struggle with such feelings once in awhile, but I am getting better I wish you the very best with your struggles and hope that you will one day be able to overcome them

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RosaEnora In reply to n1saxmds [2012-01-24 00:49:43 +0000 UTC]

Your welcome and thank you

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amy-WednesdaysChild [2011-12-27 23:12:56 +0000 UTC]

I hope this note finds you somewhat happier. I know the feelings and take one minute at a time.

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n1saxmds In reply to amy-WednesdaysChild [2011-12-27 23:22:31 +0000 UTC]

thank you

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nlcrj [2011-10-07 05:06:07 +0000 UTC]

I've been there my whole life, but I can say without a doubt in my mind now, it does get better.

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n1saxmds In reply to nlcrj [2011-10-07 05:07:21 +0000 UTC]

I'm glad thanks for commenting!

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Beffer95 [2011-09-24 22:41:56 +0000 UTC]

Amazing..<3

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n1saxmds In reply to Beffer95 [2011-09-26 01:48:55 +0000 UTC]

thanks

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wind-of-shadows [2011-05-27 03:30:37 +0000 UTC]

This poem is so heart-wrenchingly accurate. Beautiful. Great poem.

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n1saxmds In reply to wind-of-shadows [2011-05-29 18:30:50 +0000 UTC]

thanks very much

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Screamoshock [2010-12-22 03:15:17 +0000 UTC]

trying to have friends is not to hard, but having them understanding you...that is though. it's so stupid you know...why do most people have to judge everyone while they only see the outside and not the inside..
this poem really touches me, 'cause it describes me a bit of how i am.

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n1saxmds In reply to Screamoshock [2010-12-23 22:08:10 +0000 UTC]

thanks very much
yes, it is indeed difficult to find friends who truly understand you but when you do, it is a wonderful feeling

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chloex08 [2010-12-05 23:20:43 +0000 UTC]

beautiful work. very well done <3

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n1saxmds In reply to chloex08 [2010-12-06 20:01:56 +0000 UTC]

thanks very much

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ChocolateQuill [2010-12-05 06:29:34 +0000 UTC]

absolutely love this poem.

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n1saxmds In reply to ChocolateQuill [2010-12-05 23:09:24 +0000 UTC]

thanks so much

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ChocolateQuill In reply to n1saxmds [2010-12-05 23:38:07 +0000 UTC]

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AleciaMaria [2010-12-05 03:46:18 +0000 UTC]

The poem was so beautiful and trueβ€”just like you! I, and so many others, know that the world can be painful and unfair, but still, never forget to hope, and treasure everything you've been blessed with; stay strong and know you're not alone. My brother once said to me "don't forget to hope, no matter what the sun will always come up".

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n1saxmds In reply to AleciaMaria [2010-12-05 23:11:58 +0000 UTC]

thanks very much and thank you, i am trying hard to keep on hoping

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AleciaMaria In reply to n1saxmds [2010-12-06 01:44:17 +0000 UTC]

You're very much welcome! Keep hoping no matter how tough it seems; it's what makes us mature and strong. Happiness and warm blessings to you!

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n1saxmds In reply to AleciaMaria [2010-12-06 20:01:36 +0000 UTC]

i appreciate it

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CursorCure [2010-12-03 00:07:27 +0000 UTC]

I think the picture compliments it very well, especially for the mood it sets with the piece. The name of the piece also ties well. I can also understand the feelings shown in it perfectly. Beautiful.

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n1saxmds In reply to CursorCure [2010-12-03 06:11:06 +0000 UTC]

thanks very much

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peacoc-feathers [2010-11-30 03:46:27 +0000 UTC]

this is great, i understand just how you must have felt when you wrote this

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n1saxmds In reply to peacoc-feathers [2010-11-30 04:08:51 +0000 UTC]

thanks very much

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peacoc-feathers In reply to n1saxmds [2010-11-30 06:12:06 +0000 UTC]

your welcome (:

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SilentOSunshine [2010-11-30 03:27:09 +0000 UTC]

This poem speaks of how my life used to be.
Beautiful write, thank you for sharing

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n1saxmds In reply to SilentOSunshine [2010-11-30 04:09:39 +0000 UTC]

thank you for reading it and commenting on it

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SilentOSunshine In reply to n1saxmds [2010-11-30 16:32:53 +0000 UTC]

no problem

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freddet [2010-11-23 08:21:37 +0000 UTC]

I WOULD UNDERSTAND

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n1saxmds In reply to freddet [2010-11-23 17:03:26 +0000 UTC]

thank you i appreciate it

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freddet In reply to n1saxmds [2010-11-23 18:11:38 +0000 UTC]

yayness

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crazylacey [2010-11-12 20:08:59 +0000 UTC]

I like it.It show my life pretty well.

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n1saxmds In reply to crazylacey [2010-11-12 20:27:10 +0000 UTC]

thanks

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crazylacey In reply to n1saxmds [2010-11-12 20:27:30 +0000 UTC]

your welcome

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