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Neko-Fayth — It hurts to breathe
Published: 2007-07-30 01:14:11 +0000 UTC; Views: 866; Favourites: 16; Downloads: 5
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Just another one of those days, where it hurts to breathe, it hurts to look past the tears, and it hurts to watch the day go by slower and slower without even a glance.I don't think I ever mentioned this to anyone till today, to *sethron to be exact, my biggest fear, bigger then my xenophobia, my arachnophobie, my fear of the darkness, my fear of failure, all of them combined, cannot compete with my fear of not exsisting. I am so scared to not be noticed and to not be there, to just be a recollection of other people. I mean, even my first name and my three middle names all belong in memory of someone, it's like I really don't even have a real name. No identity, like I don't exsist. And it is really really scary.
That's why I work so hard to befriend you lot, to get you to see I'm here, that's why I always try to smile when it hurts the most so maybe someone will fall in love with part of me and want to acknowledge me forever.
So please, don't ever forget, it's not so bad following you behind you, I mean, at least I'm still there.
Akairo Fayth
Thanks, to everyone who even gave me that glance.
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And that's not a sarcastic comment, right?
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What? No! O_o
I was serious!
You're really talented! And if life punches you in the face, you keep on going!
That's really something.
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LOL I don't know where you see that talent, but I figure the world isn't going to stop for me, so I'm not going to stop for it. You just have to learn to pick up and move on and not stop for silly things.
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OMMMMMMMMGGGGGGGGG >_______________________< <3333333333333333333333
I DON'T THINK HEART SPAM CAN COVER THE LOVE I'M FEELING FOR THIS AND FOR YOU RIGHT NOW ;-; <333333333
GOD YOU GET EVERYTHING SO PERFECT ;-; and the colors are absolutely beautiful! So talented with Colored Pencils, you are! <333
Gosh I absolutely speechless. SRSLY O__o;;
Just take my comment from before and put sprinkles, icing, chocolate, vanilla, bubble gum, and ALL THE SWEETS IN THE WORLD ON TOP. PLUS HEART SPAM.
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Ahh, that's a pretty picture. n___n
And of course I acknowledge you, mmmh.
Though, sometimes I wonder, who's my friend and who's not, but.. * shrug *
You're really nice, mmh.
... Hey, you know what? I'm kind of scared to look someone into eyes (aldjfldigmyenglishsucks). It hurts, really, it feels like... My eyes are burning and then I'm like "AAAGH I'M BLEEDING" and... stuff.
........ Ohh, that was so random. >___>
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Thank you, Susumi, I always feel bad because I never comment your art enough, and then you seem to always comment all my important pieces at least. ;; I R DU BETUR
I can't stand it when people touch their eyes, it makes my tummy hurt. D<
And it's not so random, fears were discussed in this.
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Mmmh, it's okay, since I never use enough time when drawing my... erm, drawings. They're not worth commenting, really. 'D
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oh i js love ur combined avatar with ~Darki-Teme .like i did for my friend, looky:
..and this piece is soo lovely~!
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That's really cute. XD; I love it, especially with the whole black white coloring. : 3
And thank you.
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I'd never leave you. I fear for that myself. I usually keep to being online cause only here I get love. Sometimes I run into those certain people that don't even care, but I move on. But here I have you, my wonderful watchers, and real life friends I sometimes don't get to see. But please I love ya man. You rock. You make me smile and laugh with your art. I mean I'm even that side dish! So don't feel left out or all alone because your not. You have all these wonderful people that comment and faved this awesome pic and me. So don't you ever forget there is people that will help you up in life. Even though we are people from the other side of the world or country we still love ya. 
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Oh god, I understand, that's partly why I myself am online so much. Aww, you're comment was so wonderful, I think I'ma have to tap that side dish a bit more~. 
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Yeah. zomg. Side dish tapping is the best. and glad to know you are in better and brighter spirits.
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LOL I think part of it is I'm finally speaking to my wife and I've had no sleep for a decent time. xD;
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that good. sleep is evil! XD I need some though. I can feel my eyes straining to look at the screen...well my good eye killing itself trying for the other along with itself....did that make any sense?
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Yeah, my colored art really does shine above the rest ^^ ;
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There's no way I could ever forget you, Fayth. You're one of my best friends on here. I hope you can feel better soon.
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LOL Thanks Shou-Shou, I'm actually really surprised to hear that. XD;
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Generally my colored art is XD;
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that is so unblievably true~ but stil, your such an awesome person to the poeple who know you, i dont see how anyone could try and be so ungrateful as to wash you away~ really, even though its just internet, i can say you are a totally awesome person, and i also know that friends are hard things to come by~ i guess really i can respect the "friend" bond alot, and hey, know i'll never ditch you Fay~
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LOL Thanks Sano, it means alot.
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>w< no problem Fay, i meant every word~ <3
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I shall never forget you, never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever EVAH!! *runs to grab Fayth's hand and pull her to catch up* You'll never be forgotten, you are here, you do exist. I'm not one of your closest friends, well, I dunno, I like to think I'm an important friend to you anyways. But you shall never be forgotten!! *huggles*
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LOL, well, to be honest, I'd have to say I don't know you very well, Ryley, but your definitely one of the closer people I know, and would like to keep on knowing.
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Yesh.... I knows.. >>; I do try to keep up a conversation but it seems kind've like... like a vibe between the two of us that just puts talking off T_T. But, I shall stick around.
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LOL I'm sorry, it's my fault, I'm a bad conversationalist XD;
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Ah its okay.. it'll change soon! maybe.. I dunno lol. ^^ *glomp*
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Okies that teaches me to not check all my DA thingys before commenting...
I lovies it though~!
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Life is given through the energy of thought. You live past your knowledge in someone elses' mind, always.
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Hehe, your not the only one who has a fear of spiders, but with me i'm fascinated and scared by them at the same time.
Also, i'll always be a friend for as long as I can, we misfits got to stick together eh?
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Screw fascination, I got bit when I was five and my mother said they were going to have to amputate my arm, I took her serious so now I go psycho around one.
I would suppose.
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Depressing...!
But this, my friend.... is absolutely AMAZING. *o*
It's really pretty, and I just love the way you drew it.
Oh, and sorry for signing off without saying goodbye, I got into a really stupid argument with my mom and she forced me to get off. >_>;;
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I've come to realize I'm a depressive person. :/
Thank you and it's fine, don't worry about it, I understand ^^ ;
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Aww. D:
Well, your life story doesn't exactly sound happy-happy. :c
Yeah. XD;;
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