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nikkaroo — [I-A-S] I'm alone again.

Published: 2015-07-01 04:03:02 +0000 UTC; Views: 1708; Favourites: 16; Downloads: 2
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June Monthly Challenge
Feng, Char and Kres somehow got transported to a strange forest with no clue as to how they got here, and after some wandering, they ended up being separated following a fierce fight with this powerful monster… And so, Feng ends up wandering through the forest, lost and alone.

One by one, she finds her friends in the forest, and tries to find her way out together with them. But somehow….one by one, each of them end up abandoning her and leaving her behind…

She ends up more and more lost, deeper and deeper in this forest. The deeper she wanders, the closer the friends that she encounters. Until finally, her best friend in IAS, and out of IAS, Ian finds her. She's relieved, and runs up to him, to follow him and work a way out of the forest.

Till he turns to her and tells her, just like everyone else did,
"Look, I don't know how to say this nicely, but I gotta be honest. I've tried so hard to be your friend, but it's just not working. 
I'm sorry I pretended to care for you and be your friend. But well, it was fun while it lasted.
Too bad...fun's over now."

He smiles sweetly, just like everyone else did.

"I don't need you anymore.
Goodbye, Feng. I hope we don't ever need to see each other again."

And he leaves her too. Just like everyone else did.

She's now lost, and alone. She lays down in the grass, wondering whether there's anyone who'd bother to come find her.

They probably won't. 

"I'm alone again….I'm alone again I'm alone again I'm alone again…"


And so long story short, nikka was an unlucky poot and rolled a 3 for Fengster. So she fails the challenge.

She's been used to being alone since a young age, but ever since entering Aurum, she's begun to find her place and value here. And she's found people who walked into her life when everyone else walked out. And without knowing it....she's grown to be reliant on them.

And so...her biggest fear is being abandoned/left behind by people who have given value to her. So that's exactly what happened during this trial.

So yea she'll just.....lay there till someone finds her a week later or something HAHAHAHA. ; v ; 

Idk what possessed me to draw all of Feng's closer friends hahahahaha /lays on floor
Sorry I butchered all your characters ; v ; was rushing this hahaha but I really wanted to complete this because it's a turning point for Fengster's character development! O v O
I mean. After you're broken to your ultimate low, there's nowhere to go but up, is there? O v U

***

From left to right
Lin belongs to
Ian belongs to
Char belongs to
Naoki belongs to
Dee belongs to
Mat belongs to
Kres belongs to
Darin belongs to
Fengster derpyloserface belongs to
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Comments: 47

sepuluhributiga [2015-07-07 08:43:42 +0000 UTC]

FENG

FENG

OMFG BABY NO ONE'S GONNA LEAVE YOU SSSHH SSHHHH IT'S OK DEAR OMG //////HUGGLES FENG/////// 

YOU CAN RIDE INN YURI'S SHOULDER IF THAT MAKES YOU HAPPY DEAR //NO

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nikkaroo In reply to sepuluhributiga [2015-07-08 03:34:32 +0000 UTC]

SEPU

SEPU

I AM le wheezing desu YOU ARE TOO FUNNY AAAAAA
Feng: oof. /is huggled and awkwardly pats sepu on the head in response

NGL THO THAT WOULD MAKE HER HAPPIER. OH, TO BE TALL AND TO SEE LIFE IN A FRESH NEW PERSPECTIVE U v U // YUS

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soaptoast [2015-07-06 19:45:07 +0000 UTC]

Feng should have realized this was a lie, who walks away from that pretty face 

who?
only the blind or the insane or those into bara dudes.

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nikkaroo In reply to soaptoast [2015-07-07 05:09:11 +0000 UTC]

only the blind or the insane or those into bara dudes.

/WHEEZES AT THIS SOAP especially DAT LAST PART HAHAHAHAHA 
/throws sakura petals on you bless you my dearie <3333 ; v ; 

she will cheer up and pic herself up eventually ; v ; i think

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ssspitfire [2015-07-06 18:27:12 +0000 UTC]

cries sloppy tears all over this and puts august on feng like here please take the Dippy Egg son and let him warm and cheer you up p l e a s e

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nikkaroo In reply to ssspitfire [2015-07-08 03:32:49 +0000 UTC]

DIPPY EGG SON WHEEZES L I L Y HAHAHAHAHAHA
dippy egg sunshine puppy is currently doing a relatively good job at that, though, i gotta say~

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ssspitfire In reply to nikkaroo [2015-07-08 06:55:57 +0000 UTC]

GOOD. GOOD FOR HIM. GOOF FOR THEM. I'M V HAPPY.

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CherryOrange [2015-07-05 13:15:08 +0000 UTC]

HNNNNNNRGHHHHHHHHHHH!!! FENG!!
Oh my gosh reading that story was so sad. QAQ Ian would never say that omg Feng noooo. He's here for you!!! He's here with his arsenal of video games and stupid smiles and the occasional hug!! FFshdflsdkj and so are all of her friends- uuuuu we all love the Fengster. TT 0 TT )
But yes hghfhgh I'm super impressed you drew so many charas omg. And in such a short time span *ultra respect* And Feng looks so pretty and cute even if she's really sad ahahah *sniffs and pats her face* Her hair and eyesss wahh ; v ; <333
I think Feng's fear is a very realistic fear, especially for someone who had trouble making friends for most of her life. ; v ; ) Even though she's made great friends here, it's only natural that she'd still feel insecure about it... I really like it and look forward to seeing how she grows in the future!! Q U Q

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nikkaroo In reply to CherryOrange [2015-07-06 02:47:41 +0000 UTC]

; v ; i cannot imagine Ian ever saying something like that to her hahahah ; v ; "arsenal of video games and stupid smiles and the occasional hug" sounds wonderful though ubbuuuuu part of the healing process yes yes? HEALING AND RECOVERYYYYYY
asdffjghkjkkkkk i still dunno how that happened tbh. faith and SHEER WILLPOWER MAYBE? and lots of caffeine and sugar HAHAHA /SLAPPED thank you for your kind encouragements though! they really helped when i was feeling like "HOW ON EARTH AM I GOING TO FINISH THIS AAAAAAAAA"
Feng would tell you it's the makeup. makeup does wonders~ = v = hehehehe
i'm so glad you think so, cherry ; v ; at first i thought of something dramatic, but then i realised that i think a more simple, realistic, and relatable fear worked better for someone like her. hopefully from this and from the recovery her dear friends will help her with, she'll grow to be more trusting towards her relationships with people, as well as more accepting of the fact that it's ok to depend on people and trust them even if situations seem bleak. U v U 

HUGGLES CHERRY THO THIS CHALLENGE WAS REALLY INTENSE LIKE CHAPTER III INTENSE TBH

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JulinMint [2015-07-04 19:15:15 +0000 UTC]

FENG 

FENG COME HERE LET TINY FRIEND HUG YOU IT OKAY WE'RE ALL STILL HERE BAE QAQ


NO SADS

ONLY TINY HUGS WITH TINY FRIENDS

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nikkaroo In reply to JulinMint [2015-07-06 02:42:23 +0000 UTC]

TINY HUGS WITH TINY FRIENDS 
THIS IS TOO CUTE
KRES AND FENG HUGGING IS TOO CUTE AN IMAGE HAHAHA /SQUISHES BOTH OF THEM EEEEEEE <3333

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JulinMint In reply to nikkaroo [2015-07-06 05:11:19 +0000 UTC]

RIGHT OMG JUST
THESE TINY CUTIES AND CUDDLES ITS THE BEST THERAPY FOR A SAD HEART
GARUNTEED TO MAKE U HAPPY BRO TRUST ME TRUST ME UuU

<333333333333

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nikkaroo In reply to JulinMint [2015-07-12 16:36:04 +0000 UTC]

; _____ ; 

sobs
/holds Jules so tight 
i will draw this i will seriously draw this

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JulinMint In reply to nikkaroo [2015-07-12 17:00:25 +0000 UTC]

Q ---- Q

crying
//clings to

you go ahead Nikka you do it I'll draw it too I swear I will

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Mattpwnsall [2015-07-04 16:04:45 +0000 UTC]

Man, that is just sad D: And the fact that Ian also "left", it must really hurt her

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nikkaroo In reply to Mattpwnsall [2015-07-06 02:41:50 +0000 UTC]

; v ; 
she's kinda broken right now haha since everyone important to her left in that trial~

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Mattpwnsall In reply to nikkaroo [2015-07-07 00:44:45 +0000 UTC]

Is Ian reaching out to her? D:

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nikkaroo In reply to Mattpwnsall [2015-07-08 12:12:51 +0000 UTC]

Haha she's trying but he's broken pretty bad too~ we'll see how it goes~ U v U

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Mattpwnsall In reply to nikkaroo [2015-07-08 18:52:28 +0000 UTC]

Well, maybe the two of them could help each other out through their problems

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nikkaroo In reply to Mattpwnsall [2015-07-09 04:39:55 +0000 UTC]

haha we shall see~~

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Mattpwnsall In reply to nikkaroo [2015-07-11 20:44:31 +0000 UTC]

It could help the two of them grow closer as friends Or maybe more

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nikkaroo In reply to Mattpwnsall [2015-07-13 02:20:04 +0000 UTC]

hahaha, we'll see about that~~~

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Mattpwnsall In reply to nikkaroo [2015-07-18 21:33:40 +0000 UTC]

Indeed we shall

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ShamelessMagic [2015-07-03 02:55:52 +0000 UTC]

Oh gosh, noooooo. Feng. I may not be as acquainted, but if anything bad happens to you, I WILL TAKE VENGEANCE AND HAVE NIK'S HEAD ON MY WALL

Seriously though, I'm looking at all these friends and comrades walking away from the one who needed them most and it breaks my heart to witness abandonment at its finest, real or illusion. Fantastic job on the atmosphere and the emotion emitting~ Now excuse me as I take Feng to a happier place-- (puts her on a cart and ZOOMS AWAY TO A WORLD OF JOY)

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nikkaroo In reply to ShamelessMagic [2015-07-03 03:21:38 +0000 UTC]

EEEEEEEEEEEEE /HIDES FROM MAGIC ; v ; 

aaaaaaa magic you are such a sweetie ; v ; HAHAHAH she'd just be 
;;;;;;; ಠ A ಠ ) where on earth are we going /sweats
in that cart tho HAHAHAHAHAHAHA 

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Sol-An [2015-07-02 22:28:50 +0000 UTC]

*hugs Feng* NO ONE IS GONNA LEAVE YOU! DON"T BE SAD! Naoki needs to hang out with her more so not even a spell can convince her he would leave her behind!

Anyway, good job on this piece.

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nikkaroo In reply to Sol-An [2015-07-03 03:15:39 +0000 UTC]

; v ; yussssss Naoki is such a loyal friend, I don't think he'd ever leave her behind ; v ;
she needs to learn to trust that her nakamas will never do this to herrrr

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR KIND WORDS SOL

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EmpressSpaceGoat [2015-07-02 03:16:39 +0000 UTC]

FENG NO SAD FACE

Chah still loves you DO NOT FRET
YOU ARE NEVER ALOOONNEEE

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nikkaroo In reply to EmpressSpaceGoat [2015-07-02 04:25:42 +0000 UTC]

; v ; 

she will just never admit it but Fengster loves teh Chah too <333

HUGGLES FOR THE TWO BROKEN BAES <333 /PULLS EVERYONE IN FOR GROUP HUG

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bluevelvetwings [2015-07-02 02:19:24 +0000 UTC]

This is super pretty~ 

also yey for changes in character development I'm glad I'm not the only one

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nikkaroo In reply to bluevelvetwings [2015-07-02 04:24:40 +0000 UTC]

thank you so much velvetttt ; v ; 

YESSSS /hi5s the velvet/ i really love how this challenge creates a reason and impetus for changes in character development O v O 
gotta mend their broken selves and PICK THEMSELVES UP FROM HERE   ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ

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bluevelvetwings In reply to nikkaroo [2015-07-03 06:32:40 +0000 UTC]

yes absolutely :'D it was a great challenge i love it

let's mend together, shall we?

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nikkaroo In reply to bluevelvetwings [2015-07-04 09:26:56 +0000 UTC]

YES. WE SHALLLLL O v O

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OrangeCaptain [2015-07-02 00:53:43 +0000 UTC]

feng needs to look less pretty when sad

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soaptoast In reply to OrangeCaptain [2015-07-06 19:43:58 +0000 UTC]

word bro word

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nikkaroo In reply to OrangeCaptain [2015-07-02 04:12:48 +0000 UTC]

ZAC /WHEEZES/ PLEASE. HAHAHAHAHAHA

Feng: ....it's.....the makeup.......

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seadwellingbones [2015-07-01 14:07:52 +0000 UTC]

O-OH FENG
FENB BBY PLS
NOBODY'S GONNA LEAVE YOU EVERYONE LIKES YOU SOBS
mat would pat you on the head but RIP

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nikkaroo In reply to seadwellingbones [2015-07-02 04:22:01 +0000 UTC]

"mat would pat you on the head but RIP"
I LAUGHED SO HARD AT THIS BONES HAHAHAHAHAHA
; v ; Feng would be touched to know that Matmat cares enough to sacrifice HP to pat her head ; v ; heeeeeee <3333

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seadwellingbones In reply to nikkaroo [2015-07-02 17:11:28 +0000 UTC]

\o/ I'M GLAD <3
if feng is down even this butt has gotta do smth to help

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nikkaroo In reply to seadwellingbones [2015-07-03 14:50:31 +0000 UTC]

THIS BUTT IS A WONDERFUL BUTT AND FENG CHERISHES HIM VERY VERY MUCH ; v ; 
she will go easy on you next training session, Mat

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seadwellingbones In reply to nikkaroo [2015-07-09 21:23:07 +0000 UTC]

AHHH TY FOR THINKING MY BUTT IS WONDERFUL LAUGHS
the fates have smiled upon this sorry asshole today

also i'll be replying to our rp v soon \o/

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ari-shoo-designs [2015-07-01 12:30:23 +0000 UTC]

fENG NO 
DAHLIA: SCOOPS UP AND HOLDS

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nikkaroo In reply to ari-shoo-designs [2015-07-02 04:20:25 +0000 UTC]

FENG IS A BROKEN ; v ;
Feng: > n < ) /rubs face into Dee's chest and leaves makeup there

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ari-shoo-designs In reply to nikkaroo [2015-07-02 11:23:50 +0000 UTC]

the two of them are just not gonna seperate from each other after this ordeal omfg
'you two coming on this case?' 'N-NO JUST BUILDING A PILLOW FORT WITH NIGHT LIGHTS N STUFF BYE'

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nikkaroo In reply to ari-shoo-designs [2015-07-03 14:49:32 +0000 UTC]

CUDDLES TO SLEEP IN THE SUITE
WITH NICE HOT TEA 
AND LOTSA HAPPY GOOD THINGS 
BECAUSE THEY BOTH NEED IT

HAHAHHAHAHA OH DEEEE.
Feng's ready to get back into action to fight and prove her worth though and PROVE SHE'S USEFUL ENOUGH FOR PEOPLE TO NOT WANT TO ABANDON HER AND GO BYEBYEEEE

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SeraphicMayin [2015-07-01 11:14:09 +0000 UTC]

noooo QAQ sjadkf *throws Lin at Feng's face to clobber her with a hug* O - O)

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nikkaroo In reply to SeraphicMayin [2015-07-02 04:19:11 +0000 UTC]

hnnnnnGGHGHHHHHH ; v ; 

Feng: ooof- /is hit by a flying hugging Lin and nuzzles her, patting her face awkwardly/ U ____ U

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