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Second DMT Trip: 5/7/2010

As I sat there, listening to him asking me for a second time, I felt the butterflies rage in my stomach. Of course I wanted to try DMT again, but now? Just out of nowhere? I had no choice but to agree (it was free after all) and walked somberly first to the bathroom (to try to calm my nerves) and then to his room. This time I could sit in the armchair and just sit back… The nerves weren't going away and soon the feelings I'd had in my abdomen for the past seven minutes manifested itself into the visual realm via shivering and small tremors in my limbs and gut. I took steadying breaths to calm myself and just decided to go for it. Cameron put on "Svefn-G-Englar" by Sigur Ros. This song is perfect. Its ethereal surrealism and soothing undertones almost take you somewhere else when you're sober, let alone after you've smoked the most illegal drug in the U.S. and the most hallucinogenic and spiritual experience is taking you over. After realizing that I was about to go back to that other realm of existence, I told him I was ready. He handed me the bong and started lighting. The thing with Dimethyltryptamine is you can only smoke so much before you blast off, which means someone else has to hold the bong for you. Three hits is the magic number. I breathed in the familiar yet new smoke and exhaled after holding it. Again I did this, and my vision began to blur on the second exhale. One more time. On the last hit, I milked the bong, ripped it as hard and long as I could, and held it for infinity.
I displaced from my body extremely rapidly. At once I was taken to a different realm. Ethereal colors sparkled as fabric in space time. Luminescent, enlightened beings stood before me and around me and in me. I looked up and straight forward and through to find the answer. Then I saw her. She is the most beautiful being imaginable. She has flowing hair sometimes, and always smiles kindly at me. This time, she beamed happiness; I could feel her emanations. She presented with her hands the answer: a U shape that represents… It was not matter or energy, but a combination of both. It was intangible yet I felt it; it couldn't be seen, yet there it was. I smiled incredibly as I realized this. The beings were all smiling hugely. I joined them, and we sat eternally joyous. Then I opened my eyes. The world around me was blurring, colors all changed and mingled and shone brilliantly, some in shades of neon. Other places lost their luster as darker spots clouded parts of my vision. Cameron was just sitting there watching his computer screen. I closed my eyes again and took off once more. This time, I merged with everything, and the music and the room swirled into me. Then I felt a female presence (much like hers) right next to me on my right. I think she's always right next to us…
The funny thing is, "I" didn't do any of those things. When you exit your body, and you join everything else, you aren't "you" anymore. There just is. I could communicate with the celestial beings but I didn't do so with any words; it was more like my thoughts manifested into them and they saw, and vice versa. Connection to everything is indescribable through words, and can only be conveyed through thoughts. I disappeared and it felt wonderful.
DMT is the greatest. It's the only substance that's made me significantly closer to the Truth.

Description
Second DMT Trip: 5/7/2010

As I sat there, listening to him asking me for a second time, I felt the butterflies rage in my stomach. Of course I wanted to try DMT again, but now? Just out of nowhere? I had no choice but to agree (it was free after all) and walked somberly first to the bathroom (to try to calm my nerves) and then to his room. This time I could sit in the armchair and just sit back… The nerves weren't going away and soon the feelings I'd had in my abdomen for the past seven minutes manifested itself into the visual realm via shivering and small tremors in my limbs and gut. I took steadying breaths to calm myself and just decided to go for it. Cameron put on "Svefn-G-Englar" by Sigur Ros. This song is perfect. Its ethereal surrealism and soothing undertones almost take you somewhere else when you're sober, let alone after you've smoked the most illegal drug in the U.S. and the most hallucinogenic and spiritual experience is taking you over. After realizing that I was about to go back to that other realm of existence, I told him I was ready. He handed me the bong and started lighting. The thing with Dimethyltryptamine is you can only smoke so much before you blast off, which means someone else has to hold the bong for you. Three hits is the magic number. I breathed in the familiar yet new smoke and exhaled after holding it. Again I did this, and my vision began to blur on the second exhale. One more time. On the last hit, I milked the bong, ripped it as hard and long as I could, and held it for infinity.
I displaced from my body extremely rapidly. At once I was taken to a different realm. Ethereal colors sparkled as fabric in space time. Luminescent, enlightened beings stood before me and around me and in me. I looked up and straight forward and through to find the answer. Then I saw her. She is the most beautiful being imaginable. She has flowing hair sometimes, and always smiles kindly at me. This time, she beamed happiness; I could feel her emanations. She presented with her hands the answer: a U shape that represents… It was not matter or energy, but a combination of both. It was intangible yet I felt it; it couldn't be seen, yet there it was. I smiled incredibly as I realized this. The beings were all smiling hugely. I joined them, and we sat eternally joyous. Then I opened my eyes. The world around me was blurring, colors all changed and mingled and shone brilliantly, some in shades of neon. Other places lost their luster as darker spots clouded parts of my vision. Cameron was just sitting there watching his computer screen. I closed my eyes again and took off once more. This time, I merged with everything, and the music and the room swirled into me. Then I felt a female presence (much like hers) right next to me on my right. I think she's always right next to us…
The funny thing is, "I" didn't do any of those things. When you exit your body, and you join everything else, you aren't "you" anymore. There just is. I could communicate with the celestial beings but I didn't do so with any words; it was more like my thoughts manifested into them and they saw, and vice versa. Connection to everything is indescribable through words, and can only be conveyed through thoughts. I disappeared and it felt wonderful.
DMT is the greatest. It's the only substance that's made me significantly closer to the Truth.