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NotSoChibi — I love you mother

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Published: 2015-04-27 13:49:14 +0000 UTC; Views: 459; Favourites: 19; Downloads: 0
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Description To those that look at this pic, you might think that I thought something along these lines when I painted this:
"Earth is precious and we should protect it"
or "We are not the only ones who live on this earth, it's important to the animals too"
Or something like that.

Sadly, I have no such noble thoughts when painting my pics.

I just started to paint some random bird when I was depressed.
Then I started to listen to Owl citys songs and then it somehow ended up as a bird who hugs earth.
And then I heard  Owl City's This isn't the end... and started to think about my family (and cry).
And that "I love you mother"just fitted there... and it's important to me 'cause... it's what I want to say to my own mom...
But I can't. It's not so easy when she thinks that I hate her from the bottom of my heart
There's just this wall bethween us...
Even thought I love her so much...
I can't say this to her...
So this pic was kinda something random to get rid of this pain inside me... 
My mom and I have been through a lot lately... she got a cerebral infarktion half a year ago... and other not so nice things
And I would reaaally want to say that to her... and hug her like that bird does to that earth over there.
And I will... someday... just not yet
What did I learn from doing this pic? I learned that listening to Owl City makes me cry my eyes out (that or makes me smile)
But it's kinda nice to cry and let all the bad feelings out. :3

You people who read this whole thingy
Sorry that it was so long XD
Have a nice day~
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Comments: 9

LilyNion [2015-04-27 20:17:10 +0000 UTC]

IT'S ADORABLE AIJSDKMSAIJGKMASDJF ; _ ; and how you feel about this piece uff the feels. 

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NotSoChibi In reply to LilyNion [2015-04-27 20:20:55 +0000 UTC]

I'm glad that you like it  

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LilyNion In reply to NotSoChibi [2015-04-27 20:25:09 +0000 UTC]

; 3; I'm glad that you are glad because I like it! I mean, what.

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NotSoChibi In reply to LilyNion [2015-04-27 20:29:37 +0000 UTC]

XD

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IvyDarkRose [2015-04-27 16:12:13 +0000 UTC]

D'awww that's so beautiful and just amazing! Its so simple and yet so powerful. I want to dry with joy   

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NotSoChibi In reply to IvyDarkRose [2015-04-27 16:45:11 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!  

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Wilyy [2015-04-27 15:44:30 +0000 UTC]

So cute :'3
I really like this ~
and I think it's wonderful how you feel. It's good to cry once in a while (so you can let the bad feelings out), it only makes us human.
I hope that someday I could hug and say that to my mom too, and I certainly hope you can. Until then, set your head up high and believe.
(P.S. Owl city is a good band c: Have you listened a song Here's hope from them?)

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Wilyy In reply to Wilyy [2015-04-27 19:30:17 +0000 UTC]

Yea I know XD
AND YOU INFECTED THAT CRYING FROM JOY TO ME! I SHALL NEVER (FOR)GIVE YOU! (njäh njäh njäh, I'm being all evil here with quoting a friend >:3)
awesome pic XD
(Good, I personally like it a lot)

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NotSoChibi In reply to Wilyy [2015-04-27 16:44:05 +0000 UTC]

Awwww
And it sure is good to cry once in a while. But as you know I cry almost every day either from joy or sadness and sometimes for no reason at all XD
And thank you reeeeally much Wilyy~ 
(And I don't remember if I have listened that song, but I will now :3)

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