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This is was taken on August 28th. The text was written on September 20th. This is day 256 of 365, and it was the last. The following text will explain.
You don't need to read it, but if you've been following me, it's written for you too.

No matter how many times that you told me you wanted to leave
No matter how many breaths that you took you still couldn’t breathe
No matter how many nights did you lie wide awake to the sound of the pausing rain
Where did you go? where did you go? where did you go?
Tell me would you kill to save your life?
Tell me would you kill to prove you’re right?
Crash, crash, burn let it all burn
This hurricane’s chasing us all underground

Heart beat, a heart beat, i need a heart beat, a heart beat..

You say you wrong, you wrong, I’m right, I’m right, you’re wrong, we fight
Ok, I’m running from the light, running from the day to night
Oh, the quiet silence defines our misery
The riot inside keeps trying to visit me
No matter how we try, it’s too much history
Too many bad notes playing in our symphony
So let it breathe, let it fly, let it go
Let it fall, let it crash, burn slow
And then you call upon God
ohhh, You call upon God

(The promises we made were not enough,
The prayers that we prayed were like a drug,
The secrets that we sold were never known,
The love we had, the love we had,
we had to let it go.)
30 Seconds To Mars ft. Kanye West - Hurricane

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Dear sweet people of Flickr DeviantART,

With this photo I announce the end of my (failed) 365 project.

This was a journey I’ll never forget. I taught me so much, more than I could’ve imagined before I started this.
Ending it wasn’t really a conscious choice; I was less motivated when we got back from Poland anyway, but when Daniel and I broke up (August 14) I didn’t want to have to face my feelings, let alone capture them and put them on flickr. Photography works as a therapy, and it works like that for me too, but this time I dealt with my feelings by keeping busy… probably an easier way out, but a bit weak too.
There are 20 days between this photo and the previous one, 20 days I didn’t dare touch my camera.
It was a wonderful feeling this day, that I did pick it up, and stood in the rain. I will go on, but this project is done now.

I will not quit photography. Hopefully, I’ll never quit photography.
I take it much more seriously than I did before this project, and I believe in it so much more too.

For everyone who’s doing a 365 project, or who’s thinking of doing it. Please do. Please keep up.
It is so worth it. I may not have finished it, but I got far, and I regret nothing. The best teacher is experience, and picking up and using your camera everyday is experience. You learn so much, you get to know your camera, you get to know light, the time of day, seasons, places and also yourself.

I want to thank all of you, for being on this journey with me, for following my project and giving me feedback. I may have quit long before this if it weren’t for the sweet words you sent me.
So many of you out there inspire me, and I’m grateful for that.
And for the ones I inspired… I have no words, it’s such an honor to fulfill a role like that.
Thank you so much for supporting me, in basically everything I’ve gone through these past (nearly) 300 days. I hope you’ll stay with me.

Keep getting inspired, keep imagining, keep inspiring others.

Love,
Noukka

P.S. You've all been sweet to me, also about the break-up.
Don't worry, I'm okay I'm pretty busy anyway, but I'm also dealing with it.
I'm fine

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October 1st: Daniel and I got back together
I'm not picking my 365 back up, but I am enrolled in a photography course trying to get inspiration.

Description
This is was taken on August 28th. The text was written on September 20th. This is day 256 of 365, and it was the last. The following text will explain.
You don't need to read it, but if you've been following me, it's written for you too.

No matter how many times that you told me you wanted to leave
No matter how many breaths that you took you still couldn’t breathe
No matter how many nights did you lie wide awake to the sound of the pausing rain
Where did you go? where did you go? where did you go?
Tell me would you kill to save your life?
Tell me would you kill to prove you’re right?
Crash, crash, burn let it all burn
This hurricane’s chasing us all underground

Heart beat, a heart beat, i need a heart beat, a heart beat..

You say you wrong, you wrong, I’m right, I’m right, you’re wrong, we fight
Ok, I’m running from the light, running from the day to night
Oh, the quiet silence defines our misery
The riot inside keeps trying to visit me
No matter how we try, it’s too much history
Too many bad notes playing in our symphony
So let it breathe, let it fly, let it go
Let it fall, let it crash, burn slow
And then you call upon God
ohhh, You call upon God

(The promises we made were not enough,
The prayers that we prayed were like a drug,
The secrets that we sold were never known,
The love we had, the love we had,
we had to let it go.)
30 Seconds To Mars ft. Kanye West - Hurricane

-------------------------------------------------------------

Dear sweet people of Flickr DeviantART,

With this photo I announce the end of my (failed) 365 project.

This was a journey I’ll never forget. I taught me so much, more than I could’ve imagined before I started this.
Ending it wasn’t really a conscious choice; I was less motivated when we got back from Poland anyway, but when Daniel and I broke up (August 14) I didn’t want to have to face my feelings, let alone capture them and put them on flickr. Photography works as a therapy, and it works like that for me too, but this time I dealt with my feelings by keeping busy… probably an easier way out, but a bit weak too.
There are 20 days between this photo and the previous one, 20 days I didn’t dare touch my camera.
It was a wonderful feeling this day, that I did pick it up, and stood in the rain. I will go on, but this project is done now.

I will not quit photography. Hopefully, I’ll never quit photography.
I take it much more seriously than I did before this project, and I believe in it so much more too.

For everyone who’s doing a 365 project, or who’s thinking of doing it. Please do. Please keep up.
It is so worth it. I may not have finished it, but I got far, and I regret nothing. The best teacher is experience, and picking up and using your camera everyday is experience. You learn so much, you get to know your camera, you get to know light, the time of day, seasons, places and also yourself.

I want to thank all of you, for being on this journey with me, for following my project and giving me feedback. I may have quit long before this if it weren’t for the sweet words you sent me.
So many of you out there inspire me, and I’m grateful for that.
And for the ones I inspired… I have no words, it’s such an honor to fulfill a role like that.
Thank you so much for supporting me, in basically everything I’ve gone through these past (nearly) 300 days. I hope you’ll stay with me.

Keep getting inspired, keep imagining, keep inspiring others.

Love,
Noukka

P.S. You've all been sweet to me, also about the break-up.
Don't worry, I'm okay I'm pretty busy anyway, but I'm also dealing with it.
I'm fine

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October 1st: Daniel and I got back together
I'm not picking my 365 back up, but I am enrolled in a photography course trying to get inspiration.