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Invisible birthday

I lay here every morning, I sleep here every night. Work all day till evening's twilight, barley able to move right. Every single day a curse, each night a blessing. A small time for dreaming and no thoughts to suppress me. No nightmares pursuing, just the feeling of falling forever....

I stand here numb; shaking not even once. I sit here burning inside like festering napalm has struck. I watch them all walk about, I hear the word of the weak loud. I see them struggle all around.... I watch them flail like rotten meat just hit the ground. I've heard them cry like spoilt children that had not eat. I've heard the sound of whining, clotted with a hint of empathy. I've lost all hope of sanity... The numbness and pain mix together... I can no longer cry tears of sane forever... I stand here empty and numb... Bleeding from torment... Thumb to thumb... From where I've cringed and drawn out blood... My hands could fill... They could start a flood... They shall never heal... How is this... I stand here still... I need no camo... I need no walls... I walk around smiling... Filing All the things they do, to Truly make me hate all of you... I hate my self through and through... For being so selfless and true... Why am I always transparent.. Why am I so confused... It makes no sense to me at all.... Why everything always seems to fall....the leafs have died... I have too...My one wish was to be stress free but a day... Now wish my eyes closed shut, to be obscene... I just can't see... I know also too... The same it is... For all of you... Happy invisible birthday...

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Invisible birthday

I lay here every morning, I sleep here every night. Work all day till evening's twilight, barley able to move right. Every single day a curse, each night a blessing. A small time for dreaming and no thoughts to suppress me. No nightmares pursuing, just the feeling of falling forever....

I stand here numb; shaking not even once. I sit here burning inside like festering napalm has struck. I watch them all walk about, I hear the word of the weak loud. I see them struggle all around.... I watch them flail like rotten meat just hit the ground. I've heard them cry like spoilt children that had not eat. I've heard the sound of whining, clotted with a hint of empathy. I've lost all hope of sanity... The numbness and pain mix together... I can no longer cry tears of sane forever... I stand here empty and numb... Bleeding from torment... Thumb to thumb... From where I've cringed and drawn out blood... My hands could fill... They could start a flood... They shall never heal... How is this... I stand here still... I need no camo... I need no walls... I walk around smiling... Filing All the things they do, to Truly make me hate all of you... I hate my self through and through... For being so selfless and true... Why am I always transparent.. Why am I so confused... It makes no sense to me at all.... Why everything always seems to fall....the leafs have died... I have too...My one wish was to be stress free but a day... Now wish my eyes closed shut, to be obscene... I just can't see... I know also too... The same it is... For all of you... Happy invisible birthday...