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Description KanaZero Deep Hearted Intentions
(A Kaname x Zero Mpreg Story-Vampire Knight)
By: Kaede N. S.
Part 19: Fear and Love

Yuuki’s POV:

Seito told me the story of Fuya’s controlling nature, “Fuya always appears to be the weak one. But when he speaks, he controls me down to his last whim. Especially when we were children. I had to be careful…and only speak when he let me speak. He is the one who conned me into giving my virginity to him…because he was ‘unsure’ if he could sleep with a woman…”
I was shocked, “That’s horrible…”
Seito nodded and continued, “He claims to be bisexual, but in reality, he’s homosexual. And because of him…I’ve become transgender. I’m afraid that if he finds a man he loves more than me, he’ll leave me. Where will I be if he goes elsewhere? It shook me so hard that now…I don’t question his desires…I let him do as he pleases. Anything to keep Fuya here with me…”
I almost yell at her, “No! That’s not right! You should both love each other! How can you live a life without loving each other?” Tears almost ran from my eyes.
Seito told me, “Love…I forgot how love feels like. I never get much from Fuya…but, I would give my life to him if he proved to me that he loved me.”

Kaname’s POV:

I woke up with Kaito crying softly in the crib. Both Yuuki and Zero must have been downstairs, because at last one of them would have quelled the baby’s crying by then. I woke up, nicely rested for once and got Kaito to the bathroom to change his stinky diaper. That’s when I mentally tuned into both Zero’s and Yuuki’s conversations, learning about my half-siblings a little more.
So Fuya was really an abusive boy and Seito was an abused girl…what were the odds? But I had a feeling about that yesterday. Though, it seemed that Fuya would have a lot of explaining to do now that the secret was out that he was an abusive partner.

We all had a family meeting in the living room once everyone was dressed and ready to talk. Yuuki sat besides Seito who was holding baby Kaito, his eyes open and wandering. Anju wandered around the living room, but came back and sat besides Zero when she realized how tense the atmosphere was.
I spoke firmly, “Fuya, what’s going on between you and Seito? Don’t act dumb, we already know.”
Fuya leaned back, shirt still open, “Ah, so she told you already.”
Yuuki nodded, “And I want to know why. Why would you do Fuya?”
Fuya smirked, “So I’m the bad guy now? So I’ll tell you why.” He sat up, “I did it because I knew she never loved me.”
Seito was shocked, “I always did love you! I never looked at another person that way!”
Fuya sat up and shouted back, “You did! You’d never look at me as though you loved me!”
Seito shouted back at him, “It was because you told me you were gay!” Zero, Yuuki and I listened to the two of them go at each other like rabid animals.
Seito ended the fight by shouting, “It’s because of you that I never wanted children! It’s because of you that I’m so insecure! It’s because of you that I’m afraid to tell anyone that I’m in love with you!” The room fell silent and Seito stood, leaving the room. Fuya followed closely behind her.

Zero POV:

“I’m pregnant again.” Those words hit me the moment Fuya left the room. Kaname shocked me entirely…we’d just had a baby a year ago and he was pregnant once again?!
Yuuki looked at my face and told me, “It truly is a miracle for a Pureblood male to get pregnant once; it’s even less likely for him to get pregnant twice. Be happy Zero, you’re going to have another.”
I was in shock…I was going to have to go through parenting with another child? Yes, I was happy…but it all came too fast…I fainted once I found out.

Yuuki’s POV:

Later that day, Seito was still ignoring Fuya despite his pleas and apologies. No wonder she was so angry, I didn’t blame her. After all those years of being under Fuya’s thumb, it would be hard to forgive him. But still, Fuya was giving it his all to please her, it just wasn’t working.
Meanwhile, Ichijou had come over to the home with gifts for the two little ones, but mostly for Anju, who loved him dearly. The moment he’d come in, Anju had babbled, “Sakuba!” She waddled over to Takuma and he picked her up. It was no wonder that Kaname had decided that Takuma would be the godfather of our children.
When he came to me, I told him, “How can we get those two to forgive each other? There’s a life-long past of hurting between them.”
Ichijou pulled me into an embrace, “Like this.” Then he laughed, but he really did think that love was better than getting counseling and other kinds of solutions. That’s kind of why I developed a crush on him…

That’s exactly what we did that night. We managed to get Seito out of her room and in with Fuya in another room. At first, Takuma and I heard arguing, but that quickly subsided and we started hearing pants and moans. Then we left the two alone and went back to Zero.

Kaname’s POV:

I never thought he’d pass out when he found out. I guess everything is bearing down on him again. Anju was a year old, Kaito wasn’t even a month and now he had to worry about another one.
But I was ecstatic…another one. In the eyes of the world, that would make Zero my favorite spouse. But that would soon be behind us, I know of Yuuki’s plans to marry Ichijou. Who would’ve known that Yuuki had eyes for Takuma? Well, to be fair, he was a very kind person, a very fun loving person…those were some things that I just couldn’t be to Yuuki.
Zero was my true spouse, and I could only truly love him.

I walked by the living room later to see Ichijou and Yuuki dancing with one another. Anju and Kaito were both asleep in the bassinettes, so they thought no one was watching. I smiled…how naive they were if they thought I couldn’t see them. But that would be a topic for a later discussion.
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Comments: 51

nursal1060 In reply to ??? [2015-08-30 18:09:43 +0000 UTC]

Sorry to say, the answer is probably never Its been such a long time, Ive fallen out of Vampire knight, and I'm wondering if it can ever be finished, sorry...tho is I do finish it, I'll tell you.

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jenniferlane2010 In reply to nursal1060 [2015-08-30 19:32:37 +0000 UTC]

O ok

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jenniferlane2010 [2015-01-09 22:57:13 +0000 UTC]

When are you going to put the next one on here

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jenniferlane2010 [2014-10-30 23:27:47 +0000 UTC]

Hidden by Owner

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nursal1060 In reply to jenniferlane2010 [2014-10-31 20:50:53 +0000 UTC]

Sorry, I'm actually not sure yet   

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jenniferlane2010 In reply to nursal1060 [2014-10-31 22:05:46 +0000 UTC]

O ok

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jenniferlane2010 [2014-09-07 23:10:27 +0000 UTC]

Hidden by Owner

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nursal1060 In reply to jenniferlane2010 [2014-09-08 20:21:25 +0000 UTC]

I know people have been waiting (a lot actually)
Problem i...one is losing my laptop where the original file was stored, and also college, I just started and I've been swamped...
I have to start all over from scratch on #20, but I do plan within a few weeks to have something up

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jenniferlane2010 In reply to nursal1060 [2014-09-08 20:38:06 +0000 UTC]

O ok

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nursal1060 In reply to jenniferlane2010 [2014-09-09 05:13:45 +0000 UTC]

So sorry about the wait ):

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jenniferlane2010 In reply to nursal1060 [2014-09-09 13:17:28 +0000 UTC]

It's ok

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jenniferlane2010 [2014-07-30 20:58:14 +0000 UTC]

Hidden by Owner

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nursal1060 In reply to jenniferlane2010 [2014-07-30 21:04:51 +0000 UTC]

I haven't been working on it lately to be honest XD
I've hit a road block with the next chapter 0.O

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jenniferlane2010 In reply to nursal1060 [2014-07-30 21:57:20 +0000 UTC]

O ok

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nursal1060 In reply to jenniferlane2010 [2014-07-30 23:20:58 +0000 UTC]

Don't worry, it will get done eventually

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jenniferlane2010 In reply to nursal1060 [2014-07-30 23:52:45 +0000 UTC]

Ok

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jenniferlane2010 [2014-07-14 04:08:00 +0000 UTC]

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nursal1060 In reply to jenniferlane2010 [2014-07-14 04:24:09 +0000 UTC]

I'm still writing it, it is the last chapter, so it's gonna take a little while. I'll let you know when it's gone :3

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jenniferlane2010 In reply to nursal1060 [2014-07-14 04:53:52 +0000 UTC]

Ok

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jenniferlane2010 [2014-06-18 03:47:50 +0000 UTC]

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nursal1060 In reply to jenniferlane2010 [2014-06-18 17:47:55 +0000 UTC]

Soon, I hope
i haven't actually worked on 20 that much D:

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jenniferlane2010 In reply to nursal1060 [2014-06-18 17:48:50 +0000 UTC]

Ok

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jenniferlane2010 [2014-06-06 18:46:06 +0000 UTC]

When are you going to put the next one on here

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nursal1060 In reply to jenniferlane2010 [2014-06-06 19:47:01 +0000 UTC]

I havent written it DX
Its been forever...but b/c ppl keep requesting things, I nvr have time to write the finale...
I will get it done...eventually XD

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jenniferlane2010 In reply to nursal1060 [2014-06-06 20:36:24 +0000 UTC]

O ok

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jenniferlane2010 In reply to nursal1060 [2014-06-06 20:35:57 +0000 UTC]

O ok

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nursal1060 In reply to jenniferlane2010 [2014-06-06 20:37:50 +0000 UTC]

XD But It'll get done...and then I'll send you think link when its done

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jenniferlane2010 In reply to nursal1060 [2014-06-06 20:38:41 +0000 UTC]

Ok

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Pinkiefied [2014-05-26 15:36:12 +0000 UTC]

Best fanfic ever read!! It's so interesting!! I love it 

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nursal1060 In reply to Pinkiefied [2014-05-26 16:16:00 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much! That means so much to me! X3

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Pinkiefied In reply to nursal1060 [2014-05-26 20:21:04 +0000 UTC]

Ur welcome I can't wait until the next chapter comes out

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nursal1060 In reply to Pinkiefied [2014-05-26 20:36:29 +0000 UTC]

XD Its taking a while...im sorry...

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Pinkiefied In reply to nursal1060 [2014-05-27 00:28:45 +0000 UTC]

No don't be sorry while waiting I like to think what's going to happen next (fun!!)

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nursal1060 In reply to Pinkiefied [2014-05-27 01:02:48 +0000 UTC]

XD Well...the nxt one's the conclusion, so get creative! X3

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yurishibuya89 [2014-01-24 09:05:56 +0000 UTC]

Will you do another fic featuring zero/kana like this? Its so hard to find zero/kana fics plus with mpreg in it.. Im okay with kana/zero but i much prefer zerokana and well, in deviant there not too much having them.. I will support you no matter what you did, but i just want to encourage you about zerokana.. Hehehe  

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nursal1060 In reply to yurishibuya89 [2014-01-24 15:23:24 +0000 UTC]

I did a oneshot Kanazero fanfic a while back...it's not mpreg, but if you want, it's in my gallery  

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yurishibuya89 [2014-01-24 09:00:30 +0000 UTC]

Yeay, kana pregnant again... Cant wait for the next chapter.. Maybe babies? Hehehe double the trouble, double the fun.. >_0

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nursal1060 In reply to yurishibuya89 [2014-01-24 15:22:32 +0000 UTC]

Maybe XD

I'm still working on it, so stay tuned

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yurishibuya89 In reply to nursal1060 [2014-01-27 15:58:16 +0000 UTC]

Im looking forward to it.. Good luck! ^_^

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nursal1060 In reply to yurishibuya89 [2014-01-27 16:45:23 +0000 UTC]

Thanks ^^ *goes back to typing*

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yurishibuya89 In reply to nursal1060 [2014-01-27 16:56:27 +0000 UTC]

You are most welcome..

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BrokenAngel-LostNeva [2014-01-14 22:24:22 +0000 UTC]

Loving this story so much! Can't wait for the ending!  

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nursal1060 In reply to BrokenAngel-LostNeva [2014-01-14 23:00:06 +0000 UTC]

Thank you...please be patient for a little longer...I still have to write the finale XD  

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yurishibuya89 [2013-11-05 01:12:23 +0000 UTC]

Yeay! I liked it! Kaname going pregnant again and i hope happily ever after!

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nursal1060 In reply to yurishibuya89 [2013-11-05 01:39:14 +0000 UTC]

I hope so too! When I finish it you'll get to see

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ChibiSeimei [2013-09-30 05:59:03 +0000 UTC]

I loved the chapter to bits; but as much as I loved it, I also got sidetracked for five flipping minutes by your little emotes next to your signature. Lol. I just kept watching them. 


Any hoot, can't wait for the next chapter. ^^

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nursal1060 In reply to ChibiSeimei [2013-09-30 22:23:52 +0000 UTC]

Yerp, my emotocons are distracting, but glad you liked the story...and who knows when the next chapter will actually come out

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ChibiSeimei In reply to nursal1060 [2013-10-02 23:00:15 +0000 UTC]

It's fine take all the time you need. Hell knows I have. Getting the flu and having to work plus school, doesn't give you a lot of time to write. FanFiction is giving me hell for that. Lol.

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nursal1060 In reply to ChibiSeimei [2013-10-03 01:29:44 +0000 UTC]

Thank you for understanding <3

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ChibiSeimei In reply to nursal1060 [2013-10-04 13:28:27 +0000 UTC]

^^ No problem!

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