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such a long time since i Uploaded, right?
I'm gone but perhaps sometime in the future, if God says so, I may come back
I just want to talk about this certain character I made in the past...SonA
SonA, although only having like 3 drawings of her, is still meaningful to me. SonA was created to represent my childhood love for Sa2b
Her name consists of Son as in Sonic, and A..Adventure.
She represents my younger self who loved playing Sonic and i still do haha. but not only that.
SonA is also a symbolism for lost innocence. Depression. and Disconnection. moments where I've lost my mind. literally.
who am i to blame for? I don't know. when I was young, i used to have deep strange nightmares. nightmares I cannot even explain myself. and suddenly, a disturbing event happened to me that although not so traumatic, it stuck forever in my mind. forever, there's no day i cannot think of it. and the more i grew up, the nightmares grew. so how would I comfort myself from these?
With a video game a relative gifted me. Yup, that's right, Sonic Adventure 2: Battle. Sounds silly, right? Well think for a second. I was a child at that time. a child with a weird trauma. I needed comfort, "love" as some people say. Well soon enough, I fell in love with this game, i spent hours on it, i loved the story, especially the end. the story was so serious...full of sadness too.
Either way this is the last image of her (unfinished too, haha). but even then....she is existing.

I feel like the current sonic games will never achieve the true atmosphere that SA2B had....that game had melancholy but hope, an adventure with action...but most importantly...a message to follow.
but who knows? Maybe in the future, we will get a game like it!

www.youtube.com/watch?v=9VRzGx…

Description
such a long time since i Uploaded, right?
I'm gone but perhaps sometime in the future, if God says so, I may come back
I just want to talk about this certain character I made in the past...SonA
SonA, although only having like 3 drawings of her, is still meaningful to me. SonA was created to represent my childhood love for Sa2b
Her name consists of Son as in Sonic, and A..Adventure.
She represents my younger self who loved playing Sonic and i still do haha. but not only that.
SonA is also a symbolism for lost innocence. Depression. and Disconnection. moments where I've lost my mind. literally.
who am i to blame for? I don't know. when I was young, i used to have deep strange nightmares. nightmares I cannot even explain myself. and suddenly, a disturbing event happened to me that although not so traumatic, it stuck forever in my mind. forever, there's no day i cannot think of it. and the more i grew up, the nightmares grew. so how would I comfort myself from these?
With a video game a relative gifted me. Yup, that's right, Sonic Adventure 2: Battle. Sounds silly, right? Well think for a second. I was a child at that time. a child with a weird trauma. I needed comfort, "love" as some people say. Well soon enough, I fell in love with this game, i spent hours on it, i loved the story, especially the end. the story was so serious...full of sadness too.
Either way this is the last image of her (unfinished too, haha). but even then....she is existing.

I feel like the current sonic games will never achieve the true atmosphere that SA2B had....that game had melancholy but hope, an adventure with action...but most importantly...a message to follow.
but who knows? Maybe in the future, we will get a game like it!

www.youtube.com/watch?v=9VRzGx…