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Onyx-Philomel β€” I Remember Dying

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Published: 2016-12-31 08:46:34 +0000 UTC; Views: 2198; Favourites: 144; Downloads: 24
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Intrusive memories of my death have left me less in tact than I had hoped.

β€”Civa



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Photographer/Model: Civa
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MarieRaine [2017-01-07 19:46:03 +0000 UTC]

Nice face you got here. Awesome picture!

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Onyx-Philomel In reply to MarieRaine [2017-01-08 02:17:26 +0000 UTC]

'Tis my morbid face.

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LostMemoryOfADream [2017-01-05 08:04:33 +0000 UTC]

That's just...frightening! lol

Wonderful work though!

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Onyx-Philomel In reply to LostMemoryOfADream [2017-01-05 09:40:17 +0000 UTC]

In view of that, I feel accomplished.

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LostMemoryOfADream In reply to Onyx-Philomel [2017-01-06 01:02:59 +0000 UTC]

I knew you would take that the right way

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Kaasusumu [2017-01-01 10:36:20 +0000 UTC]

I feel a similarity, of which keeps killing me inside and therefore, manifest physical scars...
I probably shouldn't do that, but no other way feels satisfying enough to ease my insanity.

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Onyx-Philomel In reply to Kaasusumu [2017-01-02 04:15:36 +0000 UTC]

Are you referring to self-mutilation?

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Kaasusumu In reply to Onyx-Philomel [2017-01-02 11:28:30 +0000 UTC]

Yes...I'm guilty.
Also, I'm sorry if I confused you. I wrote that last comment rather cryptically.

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Onyx-Philomel In reply to Kaasusumu [2017-01-02 11:44:16 +0000 UTC]

Self-mutilation isΒ not a recommendable coping mechanism, though I'm not judging.

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Kaasusumu In reply to Onyx-Philomel [2017-01-04 03:42:29 +0000 UTC]

I know...
And whether you judge me or not, it's more than fine. I've faced both ways of judgement because it can't stop me...

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Onyx-Philomel In reply to Kaasusumu [2017-01-04 09:42:48 +0000 UTC]

I don't know the specific events that shape a person, which is why it isn't my place to cast judgment.

I do, however, hope you find an alternative means of coping.

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Kaasusumu In reply to Onyx-Philomel [2017-01-04 10:18:00 +0000 UTC]

Me too...
You know, I always love how wise you sound. I've noticed that when I talk to you, I speak the same way sometimes and I don't know why.

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Onyx-Philomel In reply to Kaasusumu [2017-01-05 09:49:00 +0000 UTC]

Thereby, I'm ironically a positive influence.

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Kaasusumu In reply to Onyx-Philomel [2017-01-05 16:12:51 +0000 UTC]

Yes, you are!Β Β 

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MarjorieChamillard [2016-12-31 11:43:46 +0000 UTC]

... a part of yourself stayed in the death... perfect picture!

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Onyx-Philomel In reply to MarjorieChamillard [2016-12-31 11:44:32 +0000 UTC]

That's an accurate interpretation.

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MarjorieChamillard In reply to Onyx-Philomel [2016-12-31 11:52:23 +0000 UTC]

Is this fasle?... I see in this picture the face of that part which is still dying, until the end of the times the memory will repeat again and again the same scenario, changing your point of view about your present life...

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Onyx-Philomel In reply to MarjorieChamillard [2016-12-31 11:57:02 +0000 UTC]

Correct.
The experience of dyingΒ has left him inalterably changed. It can be thought of as a morbid awakening.Β 

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MarjorieChamillard In reply to Onyx-Philomel [2016-12-31 12:02:59 +0000 UTC]

Yes... a trauma which survived beyond.

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Woman-of-DarkDesires [2016-12-31 09:37:08 +0000 UTC]

great work

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Onyx-Philomel In reply to Woman-of-DarkDesires [2016-12-31 10:37:18 +0000 UTC]

Thank you kindly.

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