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Published: 2010-08-07 18:03:23 +0000 UTC; Views: 1243; Favourites: 46; Downloads: 24
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Aren't always caused by failed love.

Sometimes they're simply caused by the people around you.

And that's it. I'm through. I'm sick of pandering to their every want and need. I'm sick of playing the scapegoat. I'm sick of being taken advantage of by people who claim to care. And most of all, i'm sick of being tossed aside and judged by my 'friends'.

Reality is f*cked up.



Vent art. I has it.

Incidentally, this is my new fursona. The old one never really settled with me, and honestly I couldn't settle with a female alter-ego. It's strange, I know, but i've always been more attached to my male charries, and it was the same with my poor old equisona.

So this guy here is my new one. Same name, Nusuri, just a different design and gender.

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orengel In reply to ??? [2010-08-10 01:52:25 +0000 UTC]

I'm sure it will ^^ I can't stay maudlin for long XD;

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Vox-Morda [2010-08-09 11:56:28 +0000 UTC]

I'm more attatched to my male charries too, odd isn't it?? :s Anyway, I do hope you're feeling better soon! Reality really is an utter bitch sometimes

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orengel In reply to Vox-Morda [2010-08-10 01:53:20 +0000 UTC]

Heh, now I think about it, not really. As girls, I guess it makes sense for us to be more interested in the male chars

And thanks, luv I think things are looking up ^^

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DanceOnMines In reply to orengel [2010-08-11 07:03:00 +0000 UTC]

And guys love themselves too much so they are naturally attached to their own gender characters. xx lol

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Vox-Morda In reply to orengel [2010-08-10 10:21:07 +0000 UTC]

Hah, good point actually xD I'm glad things are gettin a lil better for yah

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Creature-of-the-Wood [2010-08-09 03:13:37 +0000 UTC]

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orengel In reply to Creature-of-the-Wood [2010-08-09 05:36:44 +0000 UTC]

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MissDudette [2010-08-08 21:46:34 +0000 UTC]

And he's an incredible ventart, I assure you.

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orengel In reply to MissDudette [2010-08-09 05:36:39 +0000 UTC]

Heh, thanks ^^

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MissDudette In reply to orengel [2010-08-09 06:12:47 +0000 UTC]

Welcome. ^^

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casca-x [2010-08-08 17:02:05 +0000 UTC]

Wow he's gorgeous. Those yellow eyes are downright haunting.

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orengel In reply to casca-x [2010-08-09 05:36:32 +0000 UTC]

Thanks :3

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Nynke-FmnF [2010-08-08 09:10:33 +0000 UTC]

congratulations, someone who figured it out Reality sucks.. yea, I've been trying to make others understand that for ages. that's why my stables are so fantasy oriented.

Nice fursona.

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orengel In reply to Nynke-FmnF [2010-08-09 05:36:25 +0000 UTC]

Heh, i've always known it, but i've dealt. The philosophy I live by is 'People are stupid. Don't expect much from them.' It generally keeps me happy. This time just cut a bit too deep is all

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Nynke-FmnF In reply to orengel [2010-08-09 12:23:56 +0000 UTC]

yea get what you mean ... Some people don't understand my philosophy, life sucks, so fantasy shouldn't... defiantly not in HARPG!

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orengel In reply to Nynke-FmnF [2010-08-10 02:04:02 +0000 UTC]

Sad, isn't it? But ah well

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barbaro29 [2010-08-08 03:56:47 +0000 UTC]

he is is very nice, and im sorry to hear about it, but almost everyone has vent art, i have sketched afew, its just after awile i fell no better by drawing so i dont finish it, and i delete it. and they sometimes are really good sketches, but then they go byebye with the fellings. i just find drawing help me calm down, and try to get over it. unless the drawing dose not look right then i keep trying to figure it out , and after i cant do it, then i call my mum to look at it, and she finds the problem right away. XD sometimes that is why you need others to see your art.

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orengel In reply to barbaro29 [2010-08-08 04:26:05 +0000 UTC]

Haha, very true. I think this is my first vent art that I actually bothered to put up - and it's only because I rather like it XD;

I noticed vent art often looks better than normal art XDDD

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barbaro29 In reply to orengel [2010-08-08 13:19:41 +0000 UTC]

yes, i can see why, its very nice.

and sometimes it can look better then normal art, but its becuase all your anger is built up into making it look good. witch it dose.

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DanceOnMines In reply to orengel [2010-08-08 07:42:26 +0000 UTC]

Lol My best pieces of vent art! The rain animation one and the one that I decided soft shading would be a change.... Vent art is awesome, even if your feelings change by the time you draw it... I'd still finish it...

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Justalittlelost [2010-08-08 03:32:57 +0000 UTC]

I hope everything get's better.

If you need a day brightener, go watch She always has something funny put up. It works for me

If you need someone to talk to, or just wanna rp send me a note. I'm sure I can help in some way. *if im not on Lavenzia or SoulWraiths, it's harder for me to reply, my momma doesn't like the whole roleplay idea.*

Amazing drawing, and sauna, hope to see more.

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orengel In reply to Justalittlelost [2010-08-08 04:25:02 +0000 UTC]

Thanks :]

Alright, thanks for the offer ^^ And yeah, I know wot you mean about the anti-roleplaying mumsie

You will

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Justalittlelost In reply to orengel [2010-08-08 05:02:43 +0000 UTC]

Very welcome!

Yea momma really doesn't like it... Gah, it's so annoying because i absolutely LOVE roleplaying. I used to be like high up "expert"... but then momma decided to cut me off, that was 2 years ago. So i lost all those skills.

YAY!

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orengel In reply to Justalittlelost [2010-08-08 05:23:19 +0000 UTC]

Gosh, yeah, I know wot you mean! It was only recently i started RPing again. I think mums should be more open to it - after all, it helps us improve our language, grammar and range wise

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LadyFenris66 [2010-08-08 02:58:48 +0000 UTC]

He looks great. Though Im sorry you had to go through some shit before his creation

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orengel In reply to LadyFenris66 [2010-08-08 04:22:33 +0000 UTC]

Thanks, i'm glad you like him <3

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DanceOnMines [2010-08-08 02:31:38 +0000 UTC]

Aw babes, know that I won't ever judge you with whatever you do. If you do something and you make a mistake, I'll support ya not judge ya. And yeah... love can be really shitty sometimes... xx I love your new sona.

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orengel In reply to DanceOnMines [2010-08-08 02:35:18 +0000 UTC]

Thanks, mate :] And thanks, I luff him <3

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legolin [2010-08-08 02:15:22 +0000 UTC]

i really like him!!!

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orengel In reply to legolin [2010-08-08 02:34:43 +0000 UTC]

Thanks, me too ^^

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legolin In reply to orengel [2010-08-08 02:50:10 +0000 UTC]

yayy!!!

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Ebilwolf101 [2010-08-08 01:49:54 +0000 UTC]

Mrow. Hun are you ok? Beautiful stally but right now I'm more worried about you.

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orengel In reply to Ebilwolf101 [2010-08-08 02:19:19 +0000 UTC]



Just some typical college problems. With some rather fickle girls. Joy.

Honestly, I can't hold grudges, so chances are i'll have forgiven all by Monday, and it'll be back to square one

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Ebilwolf101 In reply to orengel [2010-08-08 07:00:37 +0000 UTC]

-snuggles and pats your hair-
Grr want me to start kicking their little fickle bums?

Lol you can't hold grudges but you can dislike people. People shouldn't take advantage of you.

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orengel In reply to Ebilwolf101 [2010-08-09 05:43:06 +0000 UTC]

Nah, no point exerting the energy, love XD

Hrm...

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Ebilwolf101 In reply to orengel [2010-08-12 13:37:47 +0000 UTC]

Awws but I like exerting energy to bite mean peoples D:

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orengel In reply to Ebilwolf101 [2010-08-13 09:36:51 +0000 UTC]

D'ah, but what if they gives you a tummy ache?

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Ebilwolf101 In reply to orengel [2010-08-13 19:34:24 +0000 UTC]

I have advil 83

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SilverEnvy09 [2010-08-08 00:08:10 +0000 UTC]

HE'S BEAUTY!!!!!!!!!!!

If it's me, I'm Very Sorry!! DX

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Lily-Pad-Stables [2010-08-07 22:57:03 +0000 UTC]

I loove you <3 And I also love your new sona

x

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wafflesandsyrup22 [2010-08-07 22:13:39 +0000 UTC]

amazing as always!

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MoonFlower-Stables [2010-08-07 21:21:49 +0000 UTC]

Same here. I hope you feel better, Whatever semmed to happen, Im sorry. I love the new desighn, and I just cant stop looking at the eyes. Also, Im almost done with my soal dragon, and my friend has settled on a frost dragon. Its going to be bloody wicked. Mines just a big brute.

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Lune-du-Marssi [2010-08-07 20:44:57 +0000 UTC]

Oh that's sucks, but the world tends to be cruel with kind hearted people. Ain't it awful? They kind of force you to rise walls around yourself you you don't get hurt anymore.

But fortunately not all people is cruel, you just need to be cautious and make them gain your trust.

Ok, enough with the rant already!

I understand you not feeling fitting to a female alter ego xDD it's not as strange as you'd think, believe me.

He's so gorgeous i love his eyes!

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FreisianGal [2010-08-07 20:11:15 +0000 UTC]

Wow! This pic is amazing!

And the comments up top... I know how that feels. I have been mute most of my life and when I finally started to speak, I had to wear glasses. People have decided to simply toss me around just because I'm a loner that loves horses.

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o-AkiLove-o [2010-08-07 19:32:44 +0000 UTC]

heya I have heard from Samu alittle of what's been going down I know how that must feel, I get it too. My dad when he sees my art is all like WOW AWESOME! but something makes me feel like he isn't being to truthful, and then my mom, dear god she's horrible about it. She's like "hmm, oh thats nice...."

I keep getting crap from family and friends as to why i am not going to college for it anymore. "your good" they say "you should work for disney" they say... but working in art is alot different then doing it for yourself. It's one thng to draw a picture and another to animate, know what I'm saying :3 but of course they don't get it.

I used to have all my friends look strangely at me, because I loved anime, and drawing. They thought I was so lame and a child. I mean, so what if I like these things right? So i know what you mean about your friends, they can be so unsupportive when you need it the most

But anyways, this is a longer comment then i wanted >.< so ya I am here if ya wanna talk, :3 I will always be here! No matter what you want to draw, no matter what you want to do as a career. You are my friend and I am here for you!

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orengel In reply to o-AkiLove-o [2010-08-08 02:07:47 +0000 UTC]

Thanks, luv <3 If it were just unsupportive people, I would be okay - it's alot more than that, but it's difficult to explain through typing XD;

But thanks, it means alot to me

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o-AkiLove-o In reply to orengel [2010-08-08 02:37:42 +0000 UTC]

*smooshes you* well i am always here for ya if ya need to vent or anything, i think you need our phone number :3 hehe

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orengel In reply to o-AkiLove-o [2010-08-08 04:27:14 +0000 UTC]

Haha, alright thanks <3 And tempting, but the bills would probably kill me XDDD

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o-AkiLove-o In reply to orengel [2010-08-08 12:15:49 +0000 UTC]

hahaha probably hehe

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DeLaMuerte-Stables [2010-08-07 19:19:05 +0000 UTC]

Aww, I hope you'll get better soon.
And I love your new equisona. ^^

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