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Some times you have to wonder what the word family means. Where it came from, and what the purpose of it is to a person. Some think that it is a group meant to support and aid you through the struggles of life, but to some like me have no purpose for a family to call their own. But weather or not that you see them as help or obstacles, I have found that they are family one way or another. For me, they never counted as much more than just 'people'. But I can't lie and say I have no one in my life. The people that are so far away and distant that they seemingly don't exist, all though they have become my 'family'. They consist of humans so close to me that losing one of them would be killing a part of me, I would willingly follow them in death if that was what they thought a family. Just to have made a family of separate beings is such unique, such of a family brought together by a single human. How each human had 'adopted' another being into their lives so willingly, fell in love with the other, becoming more than just another human friend, but family. A fatherless, a motherless family, living as all equals. All the same, no flaws, no enemies, just one family living as one. One body, one soul, many beings. Building upon what was broken long ago by the original unchosen 'family'
The family I began was not what I wanted, they told me I wasn't of this world, something else: unloved and unheard. That always brought me down, knowing that even the ones deemed to love never understood what it was like to be me. Just being a demon in the house of angels, what kind of life is that, to know that 'I' and only 'I' stood alone in the line of purity. I broke the line of a pure family of angels, I tainted the line that god had made. I was a disgrace to the world, a lie. All they wanted was a line as white as the heavens, trying to push me aside, giving me a lie, telling me that I was no demon, but an angel so pure. A lie, A sin, A taint. Why do you bother to attempt the deeds of god, change what has been done? Why can't you accept the fact that I am what I am? Is it really that bad to have a demon in your eyes? Explain that to me, explain all the lies that you have told me, explain the purpose of my body? Tell me that I don't belong, stand up to the worlds, just admit that you aren't my family, just give in and believe that I have found a family all my own. Just one last thing before I go, remember the words I have stated. Goodbye to all that regret what was made.

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Some times you have to wonder what the word family means. Where it came from, and what the purpose of it is to a person. Some think that it is a group meant to support and aid you through the struggles of life, but to some like me have no purpose for a family to call their own. But weather or not that you see them as help or obstacles, I have found that they are family one way or another. For me, they never counted as much more than just 'people'. But I can't lie and say I have no one in my life. The people that are so far away and distant that they seemingly don't exist, all though they have become my 'family'. They consist of humans so close to me that losing one of them would be killing a part of me, I would willingly follow them in death if that was what they thought a family. Just to have made a family of separate beings is such unique, such of a family brought together by a single human. How each human had 'adopted' another being into their lives so willingly, fell in love with the other, becoming more than just another human friend, but family. A fatherless, a motherless family, living as all equals. All the same, no flaws, no enemies, just one family living as one. One body, one soul, many beings. Building upon what was broken long ago by the original unchosen 'family'
The family I began was not what I wanted, they told me I wasn't of this world, something else: unloved and unheard. That always brought me down, knowing that even the ones deemed to love never understood what it was like to be me. Just being a demon in the house of angels, what kind of life is that, to know that 'I' and only 'I' stood alone in the line of purity. I broke the line of a pure family of angels, I tainted the line that god had made. I was a disgrace to the world, a lie. All they wanted was a line as white as the heavens, trying to push me aside, giving me a lie, telling me that I was no demon, but an angel so pure. A lie, A sin, A taint. Why do you bother to attempt the deeds of god, change what has been done? Why can't you accept the fact that I am what I am? Is it really that bad to have a demon in your eyes? Explain that to me, explain all the lies that you have told me, explain the purpose of my body? Tell me that I don't belong, stand up to the worlds, just admit that you aren't my family, just give in and believe that I have found a family all my own. Just one last thing before I go, remember the words I have stated. Goodbye to all that regret what was made.