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There is no end and there is no beginning, what else is left? I could just look and wonder what life would be like as one of them...a clone with nothing but a smile and a value to live by.
I need nothing, I would give something for nothing, it is all the same to me. But to you I wonder why you need it all? Why you can't just live off of what you have been deemed to? You could take my love, you could take my land, even take me where I cannot stand. It won't matter, I still will be free from you, but free from myself I'll never know. I have damned myself to a place where no one can reach, and no one can see. I have broken myself more than time could repair, yet I still have a place to dwell in pride and love. Not love of heart. but love of loss.
Just being stuck in a world so far hurts like a knife through heart, breaking every inch of skin, and diminishing what was left of sanity. But without a doubt, they place so much within my hands, even the humanity of the sane themselves. Why do they want so much from me, I can't give myself a life, what makes them think that I could give them a sanctuary? Just leave me be, although I know that I wish to leave where I placed, forever shall I know that I can out to a helping hand wondering if they could help. Yet I was wrong shot down like that, bleeding out once again, hand in hand I try to end it all. Although I have been told that I am a fool, what is a fool? To me a fool, is some one, and anyone that takes his life, takes death as his way out. I am, no fool, I will not end it all as my way out, I still have business in life. I will not go until I know that it is done, no matter what, even if my life mustn't die.
I have chosen to live, I have chosen to rise. One day I hope that you will see, what you have lost. I wish to deem myself a savior, yet have no need to gain their attention. Some day when the blood has stopped, I will finally have the time to stop all the tears that stain my face. Please, just I ask for one last time please catch my tears. Over look my mark of blood.

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There is no end and there is no beginning, what else is left? I could just look and wonder what life would be like as one of them...a clone with nothing but a smile and a value to live by.
I need nothing, I would give something for nothing, it is all the same to me. But to you I wonder why you need it all? Why you can't just live off of what you have been deemed to? You could take my love, you could take my land, even take me where I cannot stand. It won't matter, I still will be free from you, but free from myself I'll never know. I have damned myself to a place where no one can reach, and no one can see. I have broken myself more than time could repair, yet I still have a place to dwell in pride and love. Not love of heart. but love of loss.
Just being stuck in a world so far hurts like a knife through heart, breaking every inch of skin, and diminishing what was left of sanity. But without a doubt, they place so much within my hands, even the humanity of the sane themselves. Why do they want so much from me, I can't give myself a life, what makes them think that I could give them a sanctuary? Just leave me be, although I know that I wish to leave where I placed, forever shall I know that I can out to a helping hand wondering if they could help. Yet I was wrong shot down like that, bleeding out once again, hand in hand I try to end it all. Although I have been told that I am a fool, what is a fool? To me a fool, is some one, and anyone that takes his life, takes death as his way out. I am, no fool, I will not end it all as my way out, I still have business in life. I will not go until I know that it is done, no matter what, even if my life mustn't die.
I have chosen to live, I have chosen to rise. One day I hope that you will see, what you have lost. I wish to deem myself a savior, yet have no need to gain their attention. Some day when the blood has stopped, I will finally have the time to stop all the tears that stain my face. Please, just I ask for one last time please catch my tears. Over look my mark of blood.