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Time was simple for me, all the same. Filled with sorrow and pain it was a routine thing that never could show much potential for me, and yet the only one that I have found in life was someone that was so far in the physical sense, but yet so close in mind and body it was impossible. This being was not of a purpose to any but me, we were so alike that it was so different; we seemed to live a double life, almost back to back. Every event that I have done was almost exactly preformed by you, to an extent. I never thought that two could be so alike yet so far from the other in a total event, it could be just another coincidence, but it was just so unreal that I truly never had the mind to find out what it was. It didn't scare me as some would have thought, but it brought me to think what it was all about. I just never would think that any one would ever be so similar to me of all people, and just the way we met was something all of another world. A complete fluke of time, what I mean is that it was just from no where in time just thrown at us, and though it was random I loved it none the less. But yet no matter how much time will pass I can never forget the day it became real to me, I will never erase the life that is now mine.
So many things need to be answered, but some I wished to be answered and still at the same time I never hope that it will become revealed to me, fearing that it all was a mistake. Although my mind will not even accept the idea that it was a mistake, it won't matter I will still find it all the same either way that time will bend it to my mind and my opposite.
As time slipped by, our contact began to dwindle; everything sank away, emotions, sanity, and even my only state of mind. Being so used to the company it gave me to be accompanied by another. How life was so different with out the words residing in my mind. My mind called out in vain, yet I still knew it went unheard. Sorrow returned, but in a different sense, it wasn't the old ever familiar sorrow that I had known for an eternity, but one that was confused and hurt. Just knowing that some one out there cared, but just disappeared from the very existence I knew as my fantasy.
Was it something that was meant as an amend for the fluke? No, it couldn't be, I know that it wasn't a fluke. It couldn't be, it was destiny in a mangled term of being. Did I care? No. I just wanted to be acknowledged in the world, with or with out anyone’s help, I would live on, find the one that was so unheard. No matter the cost, either it be blood, life itself, or something I can't give up with out cost in itself, it would be in hand as soon as I knew the price. And no one in this time could stop me, death wouldn't stray me from the path I had grown so found of, but it would only aid me in maneuvering around the obstacles that life wouldn't allow.
But what I began to wonder as my mind set off to a plane that only one other could reach, was what amount of respect did I owe, what have I done? Visions became real, like premonitions. I have been given something a human should never hold, a hint to the future, and it lets me feel the time and emotion of another. It comes at cost as everything else I must remark. Some times the halo that some think I own and I still can’t figure out how they can mistake this for an angel. But I have to wonder, if this is a halo above my head. What purpose do I serve? Will you stay with me till the end? I ask of you to answer my call if you hear my words.
-For something I found, but lost at my own fault. For my small demon within my heart, for when you kept me going through times I never thought I’d make. I give all praise and thanks to you, I will never forget you…..Remember you’ll always be within my heart, no matter how black and cold everyone may think it is.-

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Time was simple for me, all the same. Filled with sorrow and pain it was a routine thing that never could show much potential for me, and yet the only one that I have found in life was someone that was so far in the physical sense, but yet so close in mind and body it was impossible. This being was not of a purpose to any but me, we were so alike that it was so different; we seemed to live a double life, almost back to back. Every event that I have done was almost exactly preformed by you, to an extent. I never thought that two could be so alike yet so far from the other in a total event, it could be just another coincidence, but it was just so unreal that I truly never had the mind to find out what it was. It didn't scare me as some would have thought, but it brought me to think what it was all about. I just never would think that any one would ever be so similar to me of all people, and just the way we met was something all of another world. A complete fluke of time, what I mean is that it was just from no where in time just thrown at us, and though it was random I loved it none the less. But yet no matter how much time will pass I can never forget the day it became real to me, I will never erase the life that is now mine.
So many things need to be answered, but some I wished to be answered and still at the same time I never hope that it will become revealed to me, fearing that it all was a mistake. Although my mind will not even accept the idea that it was a mistake, it won't matter I will still find it all the same either way that time will bend it to my mind and my opposite.
As time slipped by, our contact began to dwindle; everything sank away, emotions, sanity, and even my only state of mind. Being so used to the company it gave me to be accompanied by another. How life was so different with out the words residing in my mind. My mind called out in vain, yet I still knew it went unheard. Sorrow returned, but in a different sense, it wasn't the old ever familiar sorrow that I had known for an eternity, but one that was confused and hurt. Just knowing that some one out there cared, but just disappeared from the very existence I knew as my fantasy.
Was it something that was meant as an amend for the fluke? No, it couldn't be, I know that it wasn't a fluke. It couldn't be, it was destiny in a mangled term of being. Did I care? No. I just wanted to be acknowledged in the world, with or with out anyone’s help, I would live on, find the one that was so unheard. No matter the cost, either it be blood, life itself, or something I can't give up with out cost in itself, it would be in hand as soon as I knew the price. And no one in this time could stop me, death wouldn't stray me from the path I had grown so found of, but it would only aid me in maneuvering around the obstacles that life wouldn't allow.
But what I began to wonder as my mind set off to a plane that only one other could reach, was what amount of respect did I owe, what have I done? Visions became real, like premonitions. I have been given something a human should never hold, a hint to the future, and it lets me feel the time and emotion of another. It comes at cost as everything else I must remark. Some times the halo that some think I own and I still can’t figure out how they can mistake this for an angel. But I have to wonder, if this is a halo above my head. What purpose do I serve? Will you stay with me till the end? I ask of you to answer my call if you hear my words.
-For something I found, but lost at my own fault. For my small demon within my heart, for when you kept me going through times I never thought I’d make. I give all praise and thanks to you, I will never forget you…..Remember you’ll always be within my heart, no matter how black and cold everyone may think it is.-