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Published: 2014-01-21 17:29:20 +0000 UTC; Views: 21395; Favourites: 539; Downloads: 80
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Description I'm sorta back, but not really?
I don't know... I hope everyone is doing great.

I'll try to upload a bit more often. I'm kind of very dead ):
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The response I get for being honest with my feelings in art (Dear Viewers, you are not alone with the hatred you get) :


"this     kapanihan.deviantart.com/art/S…    , is seriously disgusting ;

who is "strangling" you , me ? ; you are the one who is utterly incapable to accept any kind of love and/or care whatsoever, you go rampantly wild and blame the people who are showing love empathy and care towards you ; then you blame yourself for blaming them and put your tragic-past as a veto-reason for doing that and declare
everyone a careless, egoistical asshole who even opens their mouth to say smth against that circular reasoning ;[...]

I've forgiven them.

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Comments: 112

LaurenChamberlain [2018-01-09 07:42:22 +0000 UTC]

I love your art so much because I relate. Please keep making art!

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paintausea In reply to LaurenChamberlain [2018-05-28 11:42:45 +0000 UTC]

I'm so happy to hear that.. Thank you!

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Fat-Butt [2016-04-06 20:27:49 +0000 UTC]

I used to feel like this, but I've gotten better.

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paintausea In reply to Fat-Butt [2016-04-08 22:20:18 +0000 UTC]

I'm glad you have recovered then..!

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Fat-Butt In reply to paintausea [2016-04-09 00:22:42 +0000 UTC]

So am I.  

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LongTimeWalking [2015-09-20 00:20:59 +0000 UTC]

Great to see you are back. Must put you on watch. Keep up with your great art.

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paintausea In reply to LongTimeWalking [2015-09-22 21:26:51 +0000 UTC]

Ah... goodness... hello... ? Are you well?
Thank you...

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LongTimeWalking In reply to paintausea [2015-09-23 19:15:07 +0000 UTC]

I'm very well, thank you. I have been looking at your work on and off this past year. what can I say? Keep it up

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paintausea In reply to LongTimeWalking [2015-10-11 22:16:36 +0000 UTC]

Thank you always for your support...
Happy to still have you around.. (:

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firecat213 [2015-03-31 21:23:02 +0000 UTC]

Before I start I must say I'm dearly sorry for whoever posted that revolting mound of hatefulness. Art is perceived in many different ways, that I know, but to take the time to write such distasteful words and to have the nerve to actually post it... that is disgusting. I can't force my views onto any one else, I think it's lovely that people have their own opinion of things, really I do, but it's not always necessary to make them known, especially when you know it could damage someones feelings. Art is a wonderful way of expressing feelings and beliefs and we don't always have to agree with what we see, but that also doesn't mean we have to write some vulgar comment expressing how much we hate the subject... I believe these people are called, what, haters? I personally find it amazing that you are able to express yourself in such a way, and have the strength to be able to keep pushing through all the awful, hateful things that no one can prevent. Any who now that I've gotten my point across on to your art. The colors you've chosen to make this piece complement each other perfectly, and the use of the red string curling and tangling the girl in its web is absolutely perfect, very well done. One again I find that your expressions fit perfectly into the scene and give the viewers a whole new perception of what is truly going on, marvelous, truly marvelous. I will be looking foreword to commenting more, thank you.   

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paintausea In reply to firecat213 [2015-04-02 15:26:57 +0000 UTC]

Aaah.. Man thank you for this comment really...
Really cheered me up a bunch...
I think I should take this comment made down.. 
There's really no use for it to be up there anymore..
I thoroughly enjoy reading your thoughts. I am so delighted by them.. Thank you again.

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firecat213 In reply to paintausea [2015-04-02 20:27:40 +0000 UTC]

It's no problem really, I'm glad that you find my posts enjoyable, and even more delighted that it actually affected your mood in a positive way, but I really must thank you, without your art work I wouldn't have anything to relate too, so... Once again... Thank you.

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Myrethy [2014-10-31 03:44:03 +0000 UTC]

Well know. I hope that particular individual never sees one of your masterpieces again, and will therefor consider themselves satisfied and will no longer so callously judge your art.

This piece?

It is visceral and beautiful.

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paintausea In reply to Myrethy [2014-11-11 18:33:33 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much for your support... 
It's very kind of you..

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Myrethy In reply to paintausea [2014-11-11 20:31:15 +0000 UTC]

Welcome

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Jilltonic [2014-09-12 20:54:16 +0000 UTC]

i've been in both positions.
the blaming one and the suffering.
the truth is that i really wanted to help, but i didn't know how much it ... hurts.

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paintausea In reply to Jilltonic [2014-10-23 13:28:30 +0000 UTC]

I'm very sorry... -hugs-

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momo-lucario [2014-08-01 18:24:45 +0000 UTC]

it's okay, as long as you love me. 

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paintausea In reply to momo-lucario [2014-10-23 13:21:41 +0000 UTC]

Is it really?!

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momo-lucario In reply to paintausea [2014-10-25 01:35:18 +0000 UTC]

sometimes i feel that way, though i know i shouldn't. 

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paintausea In reply to momo-lucario [2014-10-26 09:38:23 +0000 UTC]

Yes... the guilt..

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chinopisces [2014-07-01 05:41:02 +0000 UTC]

I had a dream like this once...

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paintausea In reply to chinopisces [2014-07-01 19:04:00 +0000 UTC]

How did it end, dear?

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chinopisces In reply to paintausea [2014-07-02 15:19:30 +0000 UTC]

The strings had cut into me and I couldn't move at all. I bled everywhere, and I couldn't make out all the faces surrounding me. I can't talk about the rest, but in the end I woke up...and I swore I felt the marks around my neck and arms.

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paintausea In reply to chinopisces [2014-07-11 17:14:20 +0000 UTC]

Oh hun...
-hugs tightly- ....

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chinopisces In reply to paintausea [2014-07-11 21:15:01 +0000 UTC]

See, your arms feel much better than strings. (^_^)
(hugs you back)

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shimriya [2014-05-21 12:19:34 +0000 UTC]

I totally understand how this feel.
I've been called inhuman too.

You know...there are disgusting things in the world that are dark.  Someone who hasn't been there, can't see the hope that wants to come out of it.

This doesn't make me feel bad about myself.  I hope you get what I mean...

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paintausea In reply to shimriya [2014-06-10 03:06:26 +0000 UTC]

I've come to understood less than what I am...
Though I appreciate your comment.. thank you..

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FluffehHappehKitteh [2014-05-19 19:18:37 +0000 UTC]

This one gets me good, love. It makes me think of those who've obsessed over us in the past and were so over protective and harmful. I also love the fact that the string is red, to me it indicates that the red thread that we share with our significant other that links us to them is not always the person we thought them to be. Thank you for sharing~

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paintausea In reply to FluffehHappehKitteh [2014-05-22 09:28:21 +0000 UTC]

Ah, I'm glad you recognized that red string..
Thank you so much for your support. I'm glad you understand

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rimireku [2014-03-10 05:34:04 +0000 UTC]

It's kinda funny how I am seeing this now, because I did a piece with a similar idea just recently.
I will link it to you when it gets posted.

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paintausea In reply to rimireku [2014-03-13 04:46:48 +0000 UTC]

  Yes, of course!

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yolina95 [2014-02-18 18:34:09 +0000 UTC]

This is somehow reminds me of the song Smother by Daughter. Heard of it? 

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paintausea In reply to yolina95 [2014-02-24 15:14:21 +0000 UTC]

Oh wow... such a beautiful, sad song

Thank you so much for sharing it... I can see why though... 

This will definitely be put in my playlist for today. 

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ZoeyandAlec4ever [2014-02-13 20:30:07 +0000 UTC]

the ones who have commented thoes hurtful comments are the assholes. Bitchholes really. Everyone is allowed to speak their mind, and your artwork is amazing. You are expressing yourself of how you feel and thoes that have commented thoes hurtful things are disgusted. I'm in love with your artwork is amazingly beautiful and it sucks that thoes who have commented thoes hurtful things don't see it.  Your artwork shows me that im not alone in this fake world and that your braver then me to post this amazing beautiful artwork up. <3

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paintausea In reply to ZoeyandAlec4ever [2014-02-15 11:39:50 +0000 UTC]

-hugs tightly- 

Thank you so much dear. That's very sweet of you to say. It puts a smile on my face to receive so much support. And yes, you definitely are not alone! Never forget that... I hope I'll still be able to draw, it's so hard at the moment.. Thank you!!

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ZoeyandAlec4ever In reply to paintausea [2014-02-16 03:25:27 +0000 UTC]

*hugs back tightly*
Your very welcome. If you ever need someone to vent too just hit me up ^.^ I'll never forget that I'm not alone, and I hope you wont either. You have so many people that are inlove with your work as much as I am, and that everyone is here to make sure your not alone as well ^~^ This world sucks major ass we all need to stick together<3


Cause lets face it, were all dreamers, and reality is our worst nightmare yet

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paintausea In reply to ZoeyandAlec4ever [2014-02-24 15:28:19 +0000 UTC]

I've forgotten how to dream in this damp, dark space! The light is such a scary force that pushes me down when looking up on it. It's touch leaves me cold and lonely. 

I've been feeling very lonely lately.. as many have around me as well. Why is that? 

How are you doing?

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ZoeyandAlec4ever In reply to paintausea [2014-02-25 01:49:49 +0000 UTC]

i am doing great, i was in the dark for a while till my two of my friends had shed light into it. And since I had help, I'm going to help you darling. and to answer you question: sometimes we just don't want to look at the help we've been givin because we have the fear of trusting, having the light shed in our dark world, only for it to be taken away again. I'm going to be that light that shines in your dark world till i leave this place. <3

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paintausea In reply to ZoeyandAlec4ever [2014-02-27 17:32:12 +0000 UTC]

That's beautiful.... thank you. Such obvious things make sometimes no sense to me..

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ZoeyandAlec4ever In reply to paintausea [2014-03-04 21:31:34 +0000 UTC]

lol i know the same feeling, you should see me in school xD complete total mess xD 
But your welcome Darling, anytime. ^.^

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Notyrgrl [2014-02-10 14:51:56 +0000 UTC]

I understand completely. Beautiful picture with beautiful meaning behind it. 

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paintausea In reply to Notyrgrl [2014-02-15 11:41:20 +0000 UTC]

I'm really glad.... thank you!

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darkmae76 [2014-02-07 09:41:17 +0000 UTC]

awesome

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paintausea In reply to darkmae76 [2014-02-10 14:39:15 +0000 UTC]

thank you!

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The-F0X [2014-01-28 23:30:19 +0000 UTC]

I completely understand the meaning of this.


How dare whoever wrote that well.. write that.


Obviously they're a butthurt asshole that doesn't appreciate other's feelings. It makes me disgusted. 

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paintausea In reply to The-F0X [2014-01-30 14:49:58 +0000 UTC]

Thank you.. that comforts me some...

I was really hurt me when I read that... I felt like my whole being and existance was disgusting...

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The-F0X In reply to paintausea [2014-02-10 00:19:08 +0000 UTC]

Don't ever think that. Especially from someone who doesn't even know you. Just ignore them - they mean nothing ;D

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paintausea In reply to The-F0X [2014-02-10 15:42:21 +0000 UTC]

oh.. but the thing was, that this person was my ex .-.

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Cryvelline [2014-01-26 11:00:33 +0000 UTC]

I know that feeling, I've passed through one relationship of that kind for almost 4 years with a jerk that took advantage of my low self-steem - "I'm affraid you go out with your friends because I love you" he said, and with that phrase he ended forbidding me to socialize with anyone. I was stupid for allowing him to do that, though, but I really thought he loved me and it was right to "completely belong to him".


What I want to say here is that this piece is very touching, specially for the ones that went through something similar, don't feel bad for feeling that way and don't let anyone put you down for what you feel about something or your problems. I love this!


P.D.: Sorry about the grammar and another mistakes, I'm spanish ; v ;

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