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Panda-Virus — Fresh Start ch10

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Description ~Lilacnia POV~
    I was frozen. I couldn't move, I couldn't think, I couldn't speak. I stared at the boy who seemed to be in the same state I was in. He had the same soft green hair and dark green eyes I remembered, except his hair was shorter. He was the first to snap out of the shock. Gumo glared at me darkly.
    "What are YOU doing here?!" he demanded.
    I bit my lip. There were over thousands of things I could say but my voice still wasn't working yet. Gumi glanced from me to Gumo and raised an eyebrow. She opened her mouth to say something but Gumo cut her off with another outburst.
    "Why are you here!? I haven't done anything wrong have I? Counsel gonna chop off my head for 6 years ago now too?! Do I really need more suffering?!?" Now everyone looked surprised and confused. Couldn't blame them. Beheading went out of style like 500 years ago in the human world.
   "HOLD UP! Gumo what the heck are you talking about!?!? Why are you yelling at Lila-chan?" Gumi inquired. Gumo clenched his fists.
"Because SHE'S the one who made me miserable for the rest of my life!!!" He yelled. Oh it looks like my voice just clocked in.
   "What are you talking about?!!? How could I have possibly made you miserable?!!?" I cried in a shaky voice. Gumi looked startled I had spoken, but I couldn't understand why.
"Oh yea, like you didn't know about what you said and ordered" Gumo said crossing his arms. What the heck is he talking about?
"Ordered? What-"
  "Don't act like an idiot and pretend you don't know what I went through!" Gumo yelled cutting me off. I gripped the ends of my dress. I knew it. The Counsel had lied. They obviously told us two different things. But what did they tell and or do to Gumo? I pulled the dress off over my head and set it down on the couch. I had left my clothes on under the dress. I ran up to the front door and opened it but someone shut it.
   "Leaving without an explanation?"Gumo said staring daggers at me. I started to get nervous.
"Care to tell me WHY you hate me so mu-"
"-I DON'T HATE YOU! ARE YOU SO BLIND AS TO NOT SEE PAST THEIR LIES? HAVE I EVER LIED TO YOU BEFORE?"
  Well that shut everyone, including Gumo, up. I looked down at the floor and pulled the door open and flew down the driveway, tears springing into my eyes. I only went about 10 feet before the ground disappeared and I was soon falling down a dark hole. The wind sucked up my scream as I continued falling down down down.
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    I landed on a carpeted floor. Surprisingly it didn't hurt, but I can't say it was comfortable.  "Ahh…geez…where am I?"
   I was in an elegant room that could easily be mistaken for a room in my real home. There was a fireplace and a long red velvet couch to my right. To my left there was a large bed and sitting on it was no other then my evil blood thirsty master.
"Hello~ my little pet" He said titling his head, making his short bobbed silver hair swish to the side. He was short and looked young for his age, but that doesn't mean he was a sadist. He set down the gold cup of what-ever-he-was-drinking and walked over to me.
   "What- why am I here?" I demand standing up on my wobbly legs. Master, which is what he has me refer to him as since I don't know his real name, paused for a moment and looked down."Hey I asked you a question" I said flicking his forehead.
"Oh yes, I just wanted to talk to you that's all" He answered pushing my hand away. He then grabbed my arm and pulled me onto the couch."So how's your day Lila?" Master asked smiling. I pulled my arm away and brought my knees up to my chin.
  "None of your business, it was FINE" I said as if it should've been obvious. I slouched on the couch and stared at the fireplace. I glanced up at Master, who was staring into space zoned out. It scared me sometimes, the way he acted differently when he gave me murder lists and when I saw him here. Of course, this was only the 3rd time of my being here. I poked his side. "Hey, what's up? You said you had to talk to me."
  "Hm? Oh yeah…..well…not really talk I meant..." Oh no. I knew that look. It meant he would CRY. The last time he cried was when I got my hair cut short. He had told me he liked my hair the day before which was the whole reason I got it cut in the first place. I still haven't figured out why the heck he cried in the first place over hair. I sat up on the couch and was about ready to grab a bucket but instead of him busting into tears Master lowered his gaze to the floor and mumbled,
  "Can you sing for me?"
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   About 30 minutes later my throat felt sore so I had to stop. Master had lain down on my lap and was staring off into the distance. "Hey, can I go now? Why did you bring me here in the first place?" I asked. He sat up slowly and continued to zone out.
  "No reason….." He murmured.
    I sighed and got up. I head towards the door but I felt someone grab my hand. I turned around to see Master had stopped me.
"I have an assignment for you" he said sullenly. I shook my head and tried for the door again, but he gripped my hand hard. "You can't turn me down like that! It's against our contract!" he yelled and pulled me close to him. Before I could react her forced me to bend over and smoothed my hair away from my neck. Then he bit down hard on my neck.
   And everything went black.

~End of Lilacnia POV~
  I let go off her and watched as she fell lifelessly to the floor. I stood there waiting. Suddenly she got up, and her eyes had changed from their calming pink to crimson.
   She stretched and shook her head and looked around the room. "My my, it's been awhile hasn't it, my Lord." I titled my head and tugged on one of my silver locks.
  "Yeah I guess, but that's not my fault. Usually the other you are a good girl." I said. Lilacnia smiled and chuckled evilly.
  "Oh? Good girl? Ha! I'm way better then that wouldn't you agree?" She said crossing her arms and shifting her weight to her left leg. I held the short list to her and she snatched it away from my hand and put it in her pocket. "Well then, I guess I'll be off." Lilacnia said and skipped out the door.
~End of Mystery person POV and back to Lilacnia's~
   I woke up in bed with a crumpled piece of yellow brown paper. I threw it at the wall and rolled onto my back and sighed. My life was too complicated. Everything kept changing, but my heart couldn't keep up. Sometimes I wonder if I was just put on this planet to be run over by problems and the general human population.
    I turned my head to stare at the bright white moon. And eventually drifted off into a dream.
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    I was falling again. My body felt numb and cold and my hair lashed about, covering my sight. I guess it didn't matter, since I was falling into endless darkness, nothing to see. The voices were screaming at me again, but the sound was blurred and I couldn't make out a single word. There was a soaring pain in my chest, and I hugged myself.
  "End already. End already" I whispered repeatedly. The voice, still blurred, grew louder and louder, but I couldn't block out the sound no matter how much I wanted to. I closed my eyes tight and tears sprang to my eyes.
"Make it stop. Make it stop."
   Suddenly a burst of light enveloped me. And then I saw a boy. It wasn't the previous boy I had seen from my other dreams. He looked different. Well...the parts I could SEE of him anyway. I just knew he was a different person. I reached towards him, although I didn't know why. He reached towards me and we held hands, still falling.
  As the boy got closer I could make out his features. Blonde hair, cerulean eyes, and a baby like face.
   
    It was Len.

~The Next Lovely Day~
   I sighed as I walked to school. The dream had ended there, but I still wanted to know what would have happened next. Why was Len in my dream? It's not like we had anything special…and I DON'T like him THAT way. We're just friends….JUST friends.
   Another sigh and I continued walking. I was just passing the music room when I heard the music again. If he hated me so much, why did he still play our song? And why does it sound so sad now?
   I stood there next to the music room without moving. I listened for awhile and then, from habit, began quietly singing along. I heard a pause in the music, so I'm guessing he heard me. But to my surprise, Gumo kept playing and I kept singing, and just for a moment, I felt how I did 6 years ago.
    Somewhere after lunch I bumped into Len. I felt kind of nervous at first, remembering my dream. I blushed and looked down. "Hi Len."
"Hi, you feel ok? You looked terrible when you ran out of the house." He said looking concerned. I looked up at him then quickly looked away, trying to get rid of the memory of the warmth I felt in the dream. The light, the feeling, then there was Len….OH SHOOT WHAT AM I THINKING?!?!
   "Y-Yeah fine" I replied looking down.
~///~
   We had walked up to the rooftop now. The fresh, coolness of the air helped me relax. Len and I stood in silence for a minute, then Len started to say "Um you know I was wondering-"
  But before he could say anything Gumi stormed onto the rooftop looking angry. She has a slight blush on her cheeks and her eyes were bloodshot. Had she been crying? Over what?

    She marched up to me and glared daggers at me.

"IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT!!! WHY CANT IT BE ME?!?! WHY CAN'T I BE THE IMPORTANT ONE?!?!" she bellowed. I stood there shocked and numb. What was she talking about? "YOU SHOULD JUST GO BACK FROM WHERE YOU CAME FROM!!!!" she screamed.
And with that she grabbed my shoulders and tossed me over the edge of the school building.

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   My scream was swallowed up by the wind. I couldn't move, just fall fall fall. This seemed awfully familiar….my dream!
   That just made it worse. I swallowed hard and bit my lip trying not to cry. Then my eyes widened as I saw another person go over the ledge.
   Len had jumped off the school and was trying to save me. That idiot.
   "LILA!!!"
I closed my eyes and covered my ears. It's a bad dream. A bad dream. Go away. Disappear.
  I could still hear Len screaming.
Disappear. Go away.  I don't want any affection.
    I felt someone's breath on my face and when I opened my eyes I saw Len hovering above me. "Len you idiot!" I screamed but my words were blown away. He wrapped his arms around me and smiled weakly.
"It'll be ok. Trust me" He said.
How could I trust him?
Len jerked to the left so that we switched positions. Him below me and me above him. Now I could see how close we were to the ground. I buried my face in Len's shirt and counted.
10, 9, 8, 7…
  Len's grip tightened on me.
6,5,4,3….
"Len why….?" I whispered.
2, 1….
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I felt the pressure. I felt no pain but tons and tons of pressure. Like the weight of the world had been set on me. There was silence and my head felt dizzy. The only thing I could feel was Len's chest tightening up as the breath was knocked out of him.
  I was afraid to look. We just fell like….7 stories. There was no way anything looked pretty. I slowly lifted myself up, eyes still closed. I slowly opened them and the world froze right there. No movement. No sound.
The only thing I could hear was my long shrill scream.
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Comments: 45

Thatonegirl27 [2012-03-17 22:49:01 +0000 UTC]

It's a good thing you put that Len isn't dead.Cuz I nearly had a heart attack.Anyway it was really good

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Panda-Virus In reply to Thatonegirl27 [2012-03-17 23:00:01 +0000 UTC]

thanks! and yeah XD i thought i had to clear that up so people wouldnt die

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Thatonegirl27 In reply to Panda-Virus [2012-03-17 23:15:27 +0000 UTC]

Your welcomeX3

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KarenElricKagamine [2011-11-16 00:14:32 +0000 UTC]

Hey, I was wondering.... Is the mystery person Piko?

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Panda-Virus In reply to KarenElricKagamine [2011-11-16 02:02:45 +0000 UTC]

maybbbeeh

lolyesmysterypersonisevillordpiko.butiwillwriteouteventuallywhyheisevilandstuff

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KarenElricKagamine In reply to Panda-Virus [2011-11-16 03:02:05 +0000 UTC]

Lolz!

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durpdur [2011-11-15 03:28:11 +0000 UTC]

This story made me sad yet happy
Lol, where did you get that awesome picture of Len?!

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XorochimaruXgurlX In reply to durpdur [2011-11-15 20:50:06 +0000 UTC]

me too im still induring it*sniffly*

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Panda-Virus In reply to durpdur [2011-11-15 19:11:55 +0000 UTC]

i looked up "sad len pictures" XDD

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Trola [2011-11-14 23:43:01 +0000 UTC]

This is aweshum. I patiently await more .3.

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Panda-Virus In reply to Trola [2011-11-14 23:49:18 +0000 UTC]

^^ im glad u like it

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Trola In reply to Panda-Virus [2011-11-15 00:10:24 +0000 UTC]

I. LOVE. IT.

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balletswordsakuramew [2011-11-14 21:59:05 +0000 UTC]

this.is.SO AWESOME! PLZ MAKE MORE I BEG OF YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU!

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Panda-Virus In reply to balletswordsakuramew [2011-11-14 22:58:49 +0000 UTC]

i am i am XDD

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balletswordsakuramew In reply to Panda-Virus [2011-11-15 03:09:17 +0000 UTC]

yayz! >w<
and no, I AM NOT TOO EXCITED! ( im probably gonna yell this at some random person in my class tomarrow :3 )

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Panda-Virus In reply to balletswordsakuramew [2011-11-15 19:12:14 +0000 UTC]

LOLUDODATANDTELLMEWATHAPPEN

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balletswordsakuramew In reply to Panda-Virus [2011-11-15 22:35:05 +0000 UTC]

i did it to a dude ( that i like. and likes me ) and he looked at me like i was insane. i burst out laughing and my teacher told me to shut up.

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Panda-Virus In reply to balletswordsakuramew [2011-11-15 22:55:18 +0000 UTC]

LOOOLLLLL

do it again but say the line

"you said"im sorry, so lets get married!"

in japanese then say im not too excited and see what happens

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balletswordsakuramew In reply to Panda-Virus [2011-11-15 23:49:19 +0000 UTC]

ima try! but if he finds out what i said it gonna be awkward. XD

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Panda-Virus In reply to balletswordsakuramew [2011-11-16 02:03:44 +0000 UTC]

LOL XD

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balletswordsakuramew In reply to Panda-Virus [2011-11-16 02:15:54 +0000 UTC]

BUT omg that reminded me of something o.o

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Panda-Virus In reply to balletswordsakuramew [2011-11-16 19:12:35 +0000 UTC]

wut?

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balletswordsakuramew In reply to Panda-Virus [2011-11-17 00:57:16 +0000 UTC]

some girl in my class tried M.A.S.H on me and im supposed to marry the dude i like. XD

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Panda-Virus In reply to balletswordsakuramew [2011-11-17 01:00:29 +0000 UTC]

lolwut?

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balletswordsakuramew In reply to Panda-Virus [2011-11-17 05:11:11 +0000 UTC]

nvm. oh have you heard the song Chronophobia? i love it!

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Panda-Virus In reply to balletswordsakuramew [2011-11-17 11:33:46 +0000 UTC]

whos it by?

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balletswordsakuramew In reply to Panda-Virus [2011-11-18 00:43:11 +0000 UTC]

Rin :3 link ---> [link]

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Panda-Virus In reply to balletswordsakuramew [2011-11-18 01:09:26 +0000 UTC]

so beatufil and sad ;A;

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balletswordsakuramew In reply to Panda-Virus [2011-11-18 02:14:39 +0000 UTC]

ikr! im addicted to it!

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MikuChibi [2011-11-14 21:51:12 +0000 UTC]

..... to me it seems as if Len wanted to commit suicide... then I read the description and THANK THE HOLY LEN GHOST.

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Panda-Virus In reply to MikuChibi [2011-11-14 22:59:08 +0000 UTC]

LOL XD

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MikuChibi In reply to Panda-Virus [2011-11-14 23:39:51 +0000 UTC]

YUPAROOZ. sorry.. the Caps was on... XD

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MikuChibi [2011-11-14 21:39:38 +0000 UTC]

The pic got my attention... and I am glad it did. ^^

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Panda-Virus In reply to MikuChibi [2011-11-14 23:16:04 +0000 UTC]

im glad you like it ^^

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MikuChibi In reply to Panda-Virus [2011-11-14 23:39:10 +0000 UTC]

I LUV IT FOR YOUR INFOMATION. X3

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Panda-Virus In reply to MikuChibi [2011-11-14 23:49:32 +0000 UTC]

lol

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MikuChibi In reply to Panda-Virus [2011-11-15 00:33:46 +0000 UTC]

HAHAHa.... I am not sure if you are in my club Tell me if u r plz.

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Panda-Virus In reply to MikuChibi [2011-11-15 01:30:47 +0000 UTC]

i am not in that club

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MikuChibi In reply to Panda-Virus [2011-11-15 23:04:26 +0000 UTC]

WELL U SHOULD SO IMMA GONNA INVITE U.

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Panda-Virus In reply to MikuChibi [2011-11-16 02:04:09 +0000 UTC]

OK I SAID YES

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MikuChibi In reply to Panda-Virus [2011-11-16 02:24:50 +0000 UTC]

YAYZ. XD

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Panda-Virus In reply to MikuChibi [2011-11-14 22:58:56 +0000 UTC]

XD

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MikuChibi In reply to Panda-Virus [2011-11-14 23:39:21 +0000 UTC]

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halcyon-moon [2011-11-14 20:16:31 +0000 UTC]

it looks interesting!

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Panda-Virus In reply to halcyon-moon [2011-11-14 20:25:19 +0000 UTC]

thanks ^^

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