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NegitiveZer [2015-01-17 03:50:34 +0000 UTC]
Why is on point with my life
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ULR1CH [2015-01-01 21:55:10 +0000 UTC]
Cleo...
Everyone creates lies around them selfes to protect them selfes or there sanity if theyr world crumbles around them...
One part of my life i was thinking to myself i was a burden to all of my friends and family i didnt have job i was lazy bum, I started to hate my own hobbies, cryed myself too sleep many times....
No one is perfect and no one can be, I life is worh living for if you willing to accept change willing to come out your shell screaming at the world: IM the culprit,IM the bad guy, Im the villian, Im ... the monster!
Im sure from the start no one will understand you even if you come clean .... many will judge you,many will forsake you..... but some even one person saying to you otherwise should be charrished and not turning his back to him....
Cleo you may not accept this fact but they are alot of people like you out there ...sadly i was one of them ... Making my own perfect world in my head and when i faced the horrible thruth i almost gone insane....
If your willing to change and atleast a few of this words i sayed would make some meaning and telling you something .... I atleast tryed to help you or atleast tryed to understand your feelings .... and yet of my sadness a really do but you will think otherwise like me when i was younger when friends tryed to help me but instead i pushed them away.....
Hidding from the world and hopping i would just dissapear....
IM here for you Cleo and dont you forget it....
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PekeCleo In reply to ULR1CH [2015-01-01 21:59:14 +0000 UTC]
This year, I'll change. I won't tell anyone about my lies, but I won't do any more lies... at least, I'll try to not make more of them. I'll keep my happy world, but try to make the real one a happy world too. I know there's more people like me... oh, I so much hate myself....... damn it.......
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ULR1CH In reply to PekeCleo [2015-01-01 22:01:54 +0000 UTC]
Hateing yourself that a thrue feeling so embrace it.....
and from that now on, its a new start....
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PekeCleo In reply to ULR1CH [2015-01-01 22:10:56 +0000 UTC]
you hate me?
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ULR1CH In reply to PekeCleo [2015-01-01 22:25:29 +0000 UTC]
I dont hate you im just .... feeling so sad right now, i just remebered what piece of shit sack i was....
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PekeCleo In reply to ULR1CH [2015-01-01 22:30:44 +0000 UTC]
*sigh*
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ULR1CH In reply to PekeCleo [2015-01-01 22:13:36 +0000 UTC]
Sorry cleo i wrote it wrong...
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FoxyThePiarateFox [2015-01-01 21:34:42 +0000 UTC]
we are all here. trust me, a lot of us have been here. this is going to sound super harsh, but, you know the truth and are most probably feeling it too. We can't change the truth, only look past it. you are digging a hole, but it is only a few meters deep, climb out of thaat hole and surround yourself with new truth and new thoughts. we all make mistakes. as my riding instructor says - 'life is like a dressage test, it is made up of movements and desicions. if you make a mistake on the last move/decision, you can't do an even better one after it, if you dwell on it. move on and make the right choice next time.' (hope that made sense) in moral, dont dwell on the past, focus on what you want to do next.
hope this helps
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PekeCleo In reply to FoxyThePiarateFox [2015-01-01 21:38:37 +0000 UTC]
It does help... a lot. This new year, I promise to myself I'll change....... I'll make good.......... I'll live in the present and think of the future....... yeah!!!
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PekeCleo In reply to daveisquiet [2015-01-01 21:22:05 +0000 UTC]
Yeah...... it's the only thing I can do. Start now a "new life"... new thoughts, new attitude, new truth.........
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daveisquiet In reply to PekeCleo [2015-01-01 21:23:48 +0000 UTC]
It is ALL good, everything, build the best year ever.
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