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I hate you, so much...However...
I cannot allow you
to ever fathom
these depths of my hatred
for you.
For how I,
so foolishly,
let myself fall...
But was it me?
So fast,
I never really stood a chance.
Oh, my poor dear...
I hate you
for those soul-piercing eyes,
seemingly laying my soul
bare before you.
I hate how
they catch the light just right
every time
and glow with a reality:
I hate myself for acknowledging you
will never be mine.
I hate you
for those lush, flowering lips;
parted ever-so slightly.
I gasp, and restrain
my longing for you.
I hate how
they are always in motion,
with sparkling, diamond noise
rushing from your
perfect mouth.
I hate myself for wanting it
in union with mine, forever.
I hate you
for your perfect body,
chiseled by the gods and
refined by angels.
the features in pristine condition,
unmatched beauty.
I hate how
you are so effortlessly
gorgeous with
the way you move.
fragile iron,
a graceful, lean frame.
I hate myself for wanting it;
close, entangled, with mine.
I hate myself
for how much...
I am absolutely and completely
in love with you.
I love your eyes, your lips,
hair, nose,
ears, chin,
fingers, toes;
everything little thing about you,
your body...
I love your words, your humor,
sadness, hatred,
happiness, sarcasm,
love, thoughts;
anything you'd ever care to share
with me..
So much I wish you would
love me. Please.
I couldn't see why you wouldn't...
I didn't want to see,
but then it was finally
revealed to me.
and I hate you
even more.
i wanna act drunk
and party all night.
i don't want any more
worries or caring... at all,
tonight.
I just want your words
in my ear.
I just want your arms
around me.
I just want your tongue
in my mouth.
I just want your body
against mine.
I just want your love
infecting me.
Is this what my life has become?
Monotonous, nothing, meaningless.
