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I feel like everything is cracking beneath me, i always end up hurting people, always, no matter what my good intentions, they turn out bad.. I'm sick of hurting people, but I can't let go, because that'd hurt everyone involved including me more. I don't want to let go, the ground threatens to swallow me whole, but I want to hold on, because it'll get better, at least I hope it will, I'll fight this, it hurts, but it proves to myself that it's worth it. But I don't want to take another step, because there are cracks everywhere, if I step on one, it's all over, but I feel so blind, so I can't take a step forward, or even a step back, I'm stuck in place as the world is ripped apart around me. I know someone cares, but I've hurt them, I know they still care, but I can't be happy while they suffer, it's not that I'm stubborn, I worry too much, I want them to be happy, they hold my life together, and when they're happy, the cracks will seal, and I can walk firmly again, but it takes time, and I know that, so I'm contently stuck here until it's over, even as the cracks creep nearer, I know as long as they love me, I stand still, and don't try to move away, the cracks will never take me in, I'm scared, but I'm scared easily. I'm so good at hurting you.. I wish I didn't, but we both know that's not going to happen I'm numb, I'm stupid but I'm staying. I wouldn't leave you for the world and more. So I'll wait here, scared, until you're happy, and together we'll heal these cracks...

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I feel like everything is cracking beneath me, i always end up hurting people, always, no matter what my good intentions, they turn out bad.. I'm sick of hurting people, but I can't let go, because that'd hurt everyone involved including me more. I don't want to let go, the ground threatens to swallow me whole, but I want to hold on, because it'll get better, at least I hope it will, I'll fight this, it hurts, but it proves to myself that it's worth it. But I don't want to take another step, because there are cracks everywhere, if I step on one, it's all over, but I feel so blind, so I can't take a step forward, or even a step back, I'm stuck in place as the world is ripped apart around me. I know someone cares, but I've hurt them, I know they still care, but I can't be happy while they suffer, it's not that I'm stubborn, I worry too much, I want them to be happy, they hold my life together, and when they're happy, the cracks will seal, and I can walk firmly again, but it takes time, and I know that, so I'm contently stuck here until it's over, even as the cracks creep nearer, I know as long as they love me, I stand still, and don't try to move away, the cracks will never take me in, I'm scared, but I'm scared easily. I'm so good at hurting you.. I wish I didn't, but we both know that's not going to happen I'm numb, I'm stupid but I'm staying. I wouldn't leave you for the world and more. So I'll wait here, scared, until you're happy, and together we'll heal these cracks...