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"I haven't had many people in my life. I'm always told, Friends Come and Go, but I never understood why they wouldn't want to stay. I thought I was a good person.

I've always put someone's problems before my own because I never thought mine were important enough. If I had a friend going through heartbreak or just having a bad day in general, I'd do what I could to have them smile.

But those who left always had reasons, or excuses as Jasper called them. Whether it be that I'm not exciting enough, someone else comes in and was just generally better, or just fear of me.

They always found better eventually.

Then when I find someone that genuinely cares enough to want to sacrifice themselves to save me, they don't understand their meaning to me.

Mallory doesn't understand his meaning to me.

I didn't understand his purpose for wanting me around other than a silly lie to tell that anyone could've done. Jasper wants to say that there is more to it, but I still have to genuinely respect Mallory. He's done things others wouldn't, like nearly sacrifice himself.

I started having the feeling that there was more to this silly deal ever since that incident and it did surprise me to see that he still didn't throw me away. While Jasper still has his suspicions, I have my own.

They aren't bad compared to Jasper's. I've gotten the hint after staying in his place for a while. I've learned that he can get lonely. Ya, he has a brother, but I feel like there was always something more to it.

Perhaps he was looking for what I was looking for. Someone other than family. A friend.

Mallory means a lot to me and I want to always see him happy.

After all he has done for me and Jasper, I owe him my life and I always want to see him smile. His feelings come first. HE comes first."

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ENJOY MY SAPPINESS

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"I haven't had many people in my life. I'm always told, Friends Come and Go, but I never understood why they wouldn't want to stay. I thought I was a good person.

I've always put someone's problems before my own because I never thought mine were important enough. If I had a friend going through heartbreak or just having a bad day in general, I'd do what I could to have them smile.

But those who left always had reasons, or excuses as Jasper called them. Whether it be that I'm not exciting enough, someone else comes in and was just generally better, or just fear of me.

They always found better eventually.

Then when I find someone that genuinely cares enough to want to sacrifice themselves to save me, they don't understand their meaning to me.

Mallory doesn't understand his meaning to me.

I didn't understand his purpose for wanting me around other than a silly lie to tell that anyone could've done. Jasper wants to say that there is more to it, but I still have to genuinely respect Mallory. He's done things others wouldn't, like nearly sacrifice himself.

I started having the feeling that there was more to this silly deal ever since that incident and it did surprise me to see that he still didn't throw me away. While Jasper still has his suspicions, I have my own.

They aren't bad compared to Jasper's. I've gotten the hint after staying in his place for a while. I've learned that he can get lonely. Ya, he has a brother, but I feel like there was always something more to it.

Perhaps he was looking for what I was looking for. Someone other than family. A friend.

Mallory means a lot to me and I want to always see him happy.

After all he has done for me and Jasper, I owe him my life and I always want to see him smile. His feelings come first. HE comes first."

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ENJOY MY SAPPINESS