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Description
(When this began)
I had nothing to say
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I let it all out to find
That I’m not the only person with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
But all that they can see the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel
(Nothing to lose)
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve felt so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And I’ve got nothing to say
I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
Looking everywhere only to find
That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity
’Cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away, I'll find myself today

I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong

"Somewhere I Belong" - Linkin Park
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Music is artists' best friend.
I was utterly heartbroken few days back.. I wanted to draw what I imagined.. trapped, deserted, lost in the darkness.. but I got carried away and overdone it, making the place looks like my own dreamland. Pigeona looks more proud than hopeful, so I decided to make it the other way and snapped in a few auroras. Tada, I feel proud 'cause I'm able to create my own lights. :3

It was around midnight when I started this picture, I didnt want to waste too much time on the outlines but anxiously wanted to finish it.. so I used a sketchy freehand style, and rushed the shading. The whole picture took around 4 hours (which meant I slept at 4am something.. x_x). Wee, it looks cool as my desktop wallpaper. ^^

I'm alrighty now, honestly.
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Brushes used: [link] and [link]

Description
(When this began)
I had nothing to say
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I let it all out to find
That I’m not the only person with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
But all that they can see the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel
(Nothing to lose)
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve felt so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And I’ve got nothing to say
I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
Looking everywhere only to find
That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity
’Cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away, I'll find myself today

I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong

"Somewhere I Belong" - Linkin Park
-------------------------------------------------------------------------

Music is artists' best friend.
I was utterly heartbroken few days back.. I wanted to draw what I imagined.. trapped, deserted, lost in the darkness.. but I got carried away and overdone it, making the place looks like my own dreamland. Pigeona looks more proud than hopeful, so I decided to make it the other way and snapped in a few auroras. Tada, I feel proud 'cause I'm able to create my own lights. :3

It was around midnight when I started this picture, I didnt want to waste too much time on the outlines but anxiously wanted to finish it.. so I used a sketchy freehand style, and rushed the shading. The whole picture took around 4 hours (which meant I slept at 4am something.. x_x). Wee, it looks cool as my desktop wallpaper. ^^

I'm alrighty now, honestly.
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Brushes used: [link] and [link]