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a lot has happened in this year.. a lot of shit honestly.
It all started out terrible with how ecot turned out. Ecot really drained me, ruined my mentality and everything else imagined..
the summer wasn't that great either.
I lost a father..well- lost him to begin with.
Not deceased wise of course, but his dignity wise..
My father did some shit i'd rather not speak about so we made him leave,
And then me and RoseVeil became a lot closer, we met last december but man..it feels like years, she's grown to me and honest to god is the best thing to happen to me since birth lmao. She's the one person i feel comfortable pairing with, roleplaying with, and everything and she tries to be there for me whenever she can..no matter the distance. We're 5 hours apart but somehow we manage to do it
then came My-Little-Universe she was in my life since last december mostly as well and we got her back, she's been nothing but kind to me, nothing but there for me and honest to god i can't ask for better.
Soon to get it i met these amazing bunch , , , , , , and they really are fucking funny and always make me feel happy in the end and ofc ashley but i have no time to tag i'll do it after hnghghgh OTL
and throughout.. i lost a lot of people..
but gained some in the end.
My two best friends, my old friends, and in that time - a special mother of mine helped me through it thoroughly as best as she could.. She heard me cry, weep, and even hyperventilate when it came to my depression and i can't thank her enough for that..

and the people i gained back?

these people i can't be happier to have.. we went through a lot, ups and downs, roller coaster rides and more.
These people have done so much, in 2016 that i can't explain it- if it wasn't for a lot of the people listed here i wouldn't of survived, i've made changes, new changes to myself.. and when the upcoming school year came.

I changed myself
I included people more, invited people to sit at my table i seeked those like me and made them feel not alone i wanted to do what i've wanted for so long, but heres the twist.. for other people
in that process i met- so many amazing people
, , and so many more people in real life

Addermist is just one of the people who is always there for me, she has made my life worth living outside the internet realm. She's loved by my family just as much as RoseVeil is, and without tori i just.. i feel like i'd be lost.

and a special thanks to for always dealing with my shit, she's my wife, my shauwty and my life. and thanks to her i've become who i am with the help of others above.

So thank you all, my friends, my watchers.. EVERYONE for always being there for me.

And not to mention my loving mother who was with me through everything and anything

2016 sucked but.. BECOMING THE HUSBAND FOR ROSEVEIL, and then meeting tori and the others..

So thank everyone for making 2016 worth it.

And for 2017
I know it'll be a new year, and a new me
not because of my weight, height, appearance.. but because of whats inside
and thanks to those who stand by my side i'll finally get through it all.

so thank you again

Happy new year!!!

(now to those friends of mine - look in the comments below for your own individual 2016 paragraphs )

Description
a lot has happened in this year.. a lot of shit honestly.
It all started out terrible with how ecot turned out. Ecot really drained me, ruined my mentality and everything else imagined..
the summer wasn't that great either.
I lost a father..well- lost him to begin with.
Not deceased wise of course, but his dignity wise..
My father did some shit i'd rather not speak about so we made him leave,
And then me and RoseVeil became a lot closer, we met last december but man..it feels like years, she's grown to me and honest to god is the best thing to happen to me since birth lmao. She's the one person i feel comfortable pairing with, roleplaying with, and everything and she tries to be there for me whenever she can..no matter the distance. We're 5 hours apart but somehow we manage to do it
then came My-Little-Universe she was in my life since last december mostly as well and we got her back, she's been nothing but kind to me, nothing but there for me and honest to god i can't ask for better.
Soon to get it i met these amazing bunch , , , , , , and they really are fucking funny and always make me feel happy in the end and ofc ashley but i have no time to tag i'll do it after hnghghgh OTL
and throughout.. i lost a lot of people..
but gained some in the end.
My two best friends, my old friends, and in that time - a special mother of mine helped me through it thoroughly as best as she could.. She heard me cry, weep, and even hyperventilate when it came to my depression and i can't thank her enough for that..

and the people i gained back?

these people i can't be happier to have.. we went through a lot, ups and downs, roller coaster rides and more.
These people have done so much, in 2016 that i can't explain it- if it wasn't for a lot of the people listed here i wouldn't of survived, i've made changes, new changes to myself.. and when the upcoming school year came.

I changed myself
I included people more, invited people to sit at my table i seeked those like me and made them feel not alone i wanted to do what i've wanted for so long, but heres the twist.. for other people
in that process i met- so many amazing people
, , and so many more people in real life

Addermist is just one of the people who is always there for me, she has made my life worth living outside the internet realm. She's loved by my family just as much as RoseVeil is, and without tori i just.. i feel like i'd be lost.

and a special thanks to for always dealing with my shit, she's my wife, my shauwty and my life. and thanks to her i've become who i am with the help of others above.

So thank you all, my friends, my watchers.. EVERYONE for always being there for me.

And not to mention my loving mother who was with me through everything and anything

2016 sucked but.. BECOMING THE HUSBAND FOR ROSEVEIL, and then meeting tori and the others..

So thank everyone for making 2016 worth it.

And for 2017
I know it'll be a new year, and a new me
not because of my weight, height, appearance.. but because of whats inside
and thanks to those who stand by my side i'll finally get through it all.

so thank you again

Happy new year!!!

(now to those friends of mine - look in the comments below for your own individual 2016 paragraphs )