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Okay, so moooost people who are going to bother reading this probably already know I have nightmares, but if you don't, I do. Not like frequent nightmares, nightmares. Like if I sleep, I am going to have one. No ifs ands or buts. It just happens. And it doesn't bother me. In fact I mostly find it fascinating.
To get really into it though, a couple of months ago I had this really really REALLY elaborate dream where I erscued this little orange fox-panda-pikachu-dog-thing and like was bffs with it. Super strong emotional connection, you know? anyway dream ended with both us dying but I was a lot less worried about dying because I was like, my bff is here, it'll be okay. So the next night I made sure he was on my mind before I fell asleep, and predictably, he ended up in my next dream, and that just sort of continued until now I always have one guy/animal/thing in my dream that I just /know/ via dream logic is him. An orange piece of clothing or this weird dark eyes, or stripes, or something. Sometimes nothing. But it's always that one part of my nightmare that's on my side- an ally, a mental defense from going crazy. And it's totally awesome.
Anyway last night I think I was at like a casino or something in the past with future technology and when everyone had this tiny, microscopic charges loaded into their heads, so that if they were ever caught doing something criminal or something, they government could just blow that tiny charge and you would die. so of course there was less crime. I don't remember what I did or if I actually did anything, but me and him were at this casino place and ours blew. He was back in the hotel room (which I had to climb through a hole in the ceiling to get to) and when my nose started bleeding, I knew knew knew knew his had gone too. So I ran as fast as I could, knocking people over and running into shit and all that jazz, and I finally heaved myself up through this hole and there was was, bloody nose and everything. We didn't say a whole lot, he just sort of smiled and said he was really glad he knew me, and then we just leaned against eachother for awhile waiting for the poison to set in or whatever.
Then the trippiest thing happened. It really sticks out in my mind, really, really vividly. He looks over at me, and shrugs ad smiles and says, "It's okay. You should wake up, now." And I did. It's the first time this week I didn't end a dream by dying. it was just really trippy and vivid and moderately upsetting so of course I needed to doodle it an write a pointless description of it because I don't want to forget it and it meant a lot to me.
So yeah okay peace out now

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Okay, so moooost people who are going to bother reading this probably already know I have nightmares, but if you don't, I do. Not like frequent nightmares, nightmares. Like if I sleep, I am going to have one. No ifs ands or buts. It just happens. And it doesn't bother me. In fact I mostly find it fascinating.
To get really into it though, a couple of months ago I had this really really REALLY elaborate dream where I erscued this little orange fox-panda-pikachu-dog-thing and like was bffs with it. Super strong emotional connection, you know? anyway dream ended with both us dying but I was a lot less worried about dying because I was like, my bff is here, it'll be okay. So the next night I made sure he was on my mind before I fell asleep, and predictably, he ended up in my next dream, and that just sort of continued until now I always have one guy/animal/thing in my dream that I just /know/ via dream logic is him. An orange piece of clothing or this weird dark eyes, or stripes, or something. Sometimes nothing. But it's always that one part of my nightmare that's on my side- an ally, a mental defense from going crazy. And it's totally awesome.
Anyway last night I think I was at like a casino or something in the past with future technology and when everyone had this tiny, microscopic charges loaded into their heads, so that if they were ever caught doing something criminal or something, they government could just blow that tiny charge and you would die. so of course there was less crime. I don't remember what I did or if I actually did anything, but me and him were at this casino place and ours blew. He was back in the hotel room (which I had to climb through a hole in the ceiling to get to) and when my nose started bleeding, I knew knew knew knew his had gone too. So I ran as fast as I could, knocking people over and running into shit and all that jazz, and I finally heaved myself up through this hole and there was was, bloody nose and everything. We didn't say a whole lot, he just sort of smiled and said he was really glad he knew me, and then we just leaned against eachother for awhile waiting for the poison to set in or whatever.
Then the trippiest thing happened. It really sticks out in my mind, really, really vividly. He looks over at me, and shrugs ad smiles and says, "It's okay. You should wake up, now." And I did. It's the first time this week I didn't end a dream by dying. it was just really trippy and vivid and moderately upsetting so of course I needed to doodle it an write a pointless description of it because I don't want to forget it and it meant a lot to me.
So yeah okay peace out now