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Ponns — Im so tired *VENT*
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Published: 2014-01-22 03:45:28 +0000 UTC; Views: 366; Favourites: 19; Downloads: 0
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I'm tired, im really tired, im tired of trying to please everyone, im tired of my fucking mental problems, im tired of my inability to cope with things well, Im a horrible person to lean on because i cant handle peoples problems, i cant even handle my own, for the better part of my life i was unmedicated for my anxiety and a couple days ago i got yelled at by my father for having an anxiety attack because i was apperantly "making myself do it for attention" im so fucking tired of this shit, im tired of feeling so fucking left out in school, and before you fucking tell me to try and make friends i have, it never lasts cause i usually drift away or fuck it up, i feel so terrible being in school, theres so many people and i literally feel like crying most of the day, im just so god damn tired, i just want time to myself i dont want to deal with anyones problems i dont want to deal with any stress, im so tired of people calling me rude and vile and horrible and fucking hating me, i cant handle this at all, but i cant leave this website because its like a god damn abusive relationship, i just keep fucking crawling backim so tired
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Comments: 5
I wish I could help
I really do
I think I know what kind of person you are and I think that you are creative and extremely considerate.
You just gotta stay strong because life is a giant shit and you just gotta find the things you enjoy.
Do the things that you like to do ponns... You've already given us so much.
I mean... Just looking at your art is a gift to me...
We all have faith in you...
Stay strong!
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I'm very sorry you feel this way. Anxiety is very hard to live with, and I wish your father would understand it's not a thing you can help...
Stay safe.
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dA is like a child.. They can either love you and be nice to you, or be a pain in the butt for days on end and won't shut up… With what you are going though with dA and the issues you are trying to deal with in real life. It's all most like you need to grab that child, and wrap duct tape around it's mouth and around it's body then throw it off a cliff.
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I'm so sorry Ponns.
it sounds like you need a break but I know that's easier said then done..
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Even if the world seems like it's taking a giant dump on your head, I'll always try to be here for you.
And don't let me hinder you, just tell me if you'd like some space.
I love you Ponnsbaby, please try to take care of yourself, and shut out the bad guys.
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