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I see you, love.
I see you and I want to yell out your name and run into your arms, but no.
Too many people.
I wish I could but... reputation.
I wish I could keep remembering, but repetition
Just makes the memory foggy and it doesn't hit as hard
As that first time I melted in your eyes, nah
I'm not crazy
But you've made me change.
My routine was dull with obligatory social interaction
Never giving me the satisfaction I have when you smile.
And I am indifferent to the world now
People are the most important thing, but how
Do I say no when you say turn around now
It's okay now.
And do you know how hard it is to breathe when
Air decides to run out of oxygen and
Replace it with a hallucinogen
Everytime I catch your gaze, love,
I can't breathe because my heart is where my lungs are and
My whole chest is beating when we're just feet apart and
You may never see the glow I feel
Seeping out of my throat, and
Some people find it hard to explain love.
Love can't explain itself, but above
All why do we try and explain something this foreign when we don't even know ourselves.
Why
Do you love me.
Why
Can't I make this easy when
The only thing I know is overreaction, why
Can't I find words that describe how my soul feels when it's breaking, cracking
Open, making room for someone it wasn't expecting, why
Does this hurt so much, love, how can I possibly
Feel this when I barely know myself.

And I know I say it too much, love,
But when I say 'I love you',
I mean love.
And that phrase will rest on my lips whether you like it or not, because love,
You're all that's important now, don't ever let me hurt you.
I'll be hurting myself if I do, because now,
You're a part of me.
I don't know why, love, but
You think I'm pretty.
I'm so flawed it's not even funny, but
You laugh along with me when I stand awkwardly, blushing
Because why did you kiss me.
In front of all those people, love,
They know who you are.
And now they think I'll be scarred, but no, you're smiling, and
It's contagious.
Because there's nothing in the world like not caring.

Description
I see you, love.
I see you and I want to yell out your name and run into your arms, but no.
Too many people.
I wish I could but... reputation.
I wish I could keep remembering, but repetition
Just makes the memory foggy and it doesn't hit as hard
As that first time I melted in your eyes, nah
I'm not crazy
But you've made me change.
My routine was dull with obligatory social interaction
Never giving me the satisfaction I have when you smile.
And I am indifferent to the world now
People are the most important thing, but how
Do I say no when you say turn around now
It's okay now.
And do you know how hard it is to breathe when
Air decides to run out of oxygen and
Replace it with a hallucinogen
Everytime I catch your gaze, love,
I can't breathe because my heart is where my lungs are and
My whole chest is beating when we're just feet apart and
You may never see the glow I feel
Seeping out of my throat, and
Some people find it hard to explain love.
Love can't explain itself, but above
All why do we try and explain something this foreign when we don't even know ourselves.
Why
Do you love me.
Why
Can't I make this easy when
The only thing I know is overreaction, why
Can't I find words that describe how my soul feels when it's breaking, cracking
Open, making room for someone it wasn't expecting, why
Does this hurt so much, love, how can I possibly
Feel this when I barely know myself.

And I know I say it too much, love,
But when I say 'I love you',
I mean love.
And that phrase will rest on my lips whether you like it or not, because love,
You're all that's important now, don't ever let me hurt you.
I'll be hurting myself if I do, because now,
You're a part of me.
I don't know why, love, but
You think I'm pretty.
I'm so flawed it's not even funny, but
You laugh along with me when I stand awkwardly, blushing
Because why did you kiss me.
In front of all those people, love,
They know who you are.
And now they think I'll be scarred, but no, you're smiling, and
It's contagious.
Because there's nothing in the world like not caring.