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Published: 2013-05-14 23:18:33 +0000 UTC; Views: 743; Favourites: 16; Downloads: 0
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Description "You're a great friend Aaron but....I can't...I just can't. I'm straight....I'm sorry."

This is based on an rp scene from a while back with . Lysander FINALLY realized that Aaron was in love with him. He had sort of suspected it for a while, but was in denial. Aaron has become one of Lysander's best friends, so he hated having to turn him down, but he know it was better then stringing the poor guy along with false hopes.

The kicker is that this is Ly went through a very similar scenario during his teen years with a certain other gay best friend of his.
It's pretty sad when you can say that you're love life would be easier if you were gay.

Lysander Fin © Me~
Aaron Levy ©

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Comments: 45

Fairewind [2013-05-21 01:14:15 +0000 UTC]

AAAAAA GREENIE
I FEEL SO BAD FOR AARON AND LY I'M SURE THEY'LL STILL BE BUDDIES BUT STILL

G-gosh
Aaron's such a sweet sweet kid and Ly really is a good guy. Their expressions kill me man.

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Prismshard In reply to Fairewind [2013-05-21 01:42:36 +0000 UTC]

>3< I knoooooow. This picture is making everyone so sad but I just had to draw it~

Thank you~ They're already doing quite a bit better, I promise.

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Snow-the-Wanderer [2013-05-18 07:35:11 +0000 UTC]

This is so sad Greenie!!
//My heart goes out to the pair of 'em ;o;

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Prismshard In reply to Snow-the-Wanderer [2013-05-18 12:46:50 +0000 UTC]

They'll be ok over time, I promise. ;A;

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CharlaP [2013-05-16 21:01:43 +0000 UTC]

"...........P-Please... forgive me for causing this pain........forgive me for being so weak............and please still be my friend....... t-that's all I a-ask..."

The picture itself is very well drawn.
Lysander's pose shows comfort and strength but his facial expression reveals pain and regret, making him that much stronger for having to go through such a painful rejection. How he is holding Aaron also shows how much he cares for Aaron even if he can't experience any emotional or physical attraction. Being held so close to Lysander show's Aaron's weakness, understandably because his heart is being broken. At the same time it's a controlled (rather than historical) crying, hinting that Aaron knew this was going to happen and accepts it despite the pain.

The shading and folds on the clothing are also excellent. This is especially important for Aaron because it shows the extra weight on his waist without drawing too much attention to it. On the other hand, it also makes it him softer and gentler which helps the viewer see him in a more sympathetic light. The background contains a gentle gradient from light to darkness, adding to the picture aesthetically without adding too much detail to distract from the characters. Overall this picture does a wonderful job of portraying the relationship between the two men along with the emotional pain they are experiencing...

...There, now I don't feel so bad for my late response//jk
Of course you know how much this picture effects me emotionally. I love it because it is painful, especially from me experiencing Aaron's feelings. At the same time seeing their pain makes it that much more amazing and enjoyable that they can still be friends. Obviously they don't just get over it and move on, it will still effect them for quite some time. And being able to have characters interact on such a meaningful level is what makes roleplaying with you really enjoyable ^__^

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Prismshard In reply to CharlaP [2013-05-16 21:18:04 +0000 UTC]

Nuuuuuuuuu Aaron sweetie don't talk as if you're at fault!!!! You can't help how you feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel!!!~~~~~~~

The depth at which you analyzed this picture so deep that my brain is hurting. XD You should be a psychologist.

Seriously though, thank you so much for such a detailed response. I felt bad for taking so long to get around to drawing this picture. >//> I am really happy with the result and I'm so glad that you are too!!!
I agree, getting so deep into a character's mindset and the emotions that are created between our characters is why I love roleplaying~

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CharlaP In reply to Prismshard [2013-05-16 22:37:03 +0000 UTC]

You're very welcome ^__^
The rest of the comments focused on just how sad the picture was, so I wanted my response to have a bit more feedback concerning the art.
Are you crazy?! A crazy person trying to help crazy people?! That's crazy!

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Prismshard In reply to CharlaP [2013-05-16 22:41:27 +0000 UTC]

Thank you~ >w<

It worked out just fine for Caressa.

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Snailbun [2013-05-16 00:22:38 +0000 UTC]

Whhyyy?? sdfjwiefjsk, Poor Aaron....."OTL

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Prismshard In reply to Snailbun [2013-05-16 00:55:20 +0000 UTC]

;A; It couldn't be helped. Ly's sexuality is completely inflexible like that....OTL
Poor, poor Aaron.

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Snailbun In reply to Prismshard [2013-05-18 05:49:48 +0000 UTC]

Do I sense inspiration for a new song? For Aaron and Ly.
Well that's the positive side of this sad situation.

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Prismshard In reply to Snailbun [2013-05-18 13:17:37 +0000 UTC]

I'm sure Ly will find a way to channel this angst through song eventually, yeah. XD
Aaron already wrote a song about this two months ago . I was super late in drawing this. XD

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Animae-Daemon [2013-05-15 16:56:22 +0000 UTC]

Aw, babies >:
I still should rp with you some time, XD

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Prismshard In reply to Animae-Daemon [2013-05-15 20:03:43 +0000 UTC]

Thank you~
We should~ I'm always open for new rps! c:

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Animae-Daemon In reply to Prismshard [2013-05-18 04:48:24 +0000 UTC]

I forgot how you said you usually go about rping- I'm terrible at getting new rps started OTL

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Prismshard In reply to Animae-Daemon [2013-05-18 05:02:27 +0000 UTC]

No worries. XD

I'm pretty flexible. I'm good with either comment or notes and I'll rp in either script or lit style.....so what ever works best for you~♥

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Animae-Daemon In reply to Prismshard [2013-05-18 05:32:47 +0000 UTC]

Ohh, I'm not really a fan of comment rps, I can try to do notes but I do forget about them a lot >:
Script or lit, how ever you choose, won't matter to me as long as the post is worth waiting for. XD Nothing like waiting 12 hours for a oneliner to drive me up the wall.

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Prismshard In reply to Animae-Daemon [2013-05-18 13:08:44 +0000 UTC]

I had a lot of trouble remembering note rps for a while, but I got better over time once I got used to getting notes all the time.

Can we yous script then? c: Mostly just because it's faster and I always feel bad making people wait.
Also I promise that I do my best to avoid oneliners.

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Animae-Daemon In reply to Prismshard [2013-05-18 17:53:50 +0000 UTC]

Oh, when I say lit I don't mean paragraph. I just mean typing properly XD I don't do script style writing. I really don't mind 'shorter' posts as I usually do between 2-4 sentences unless it's a scenery set up.

Oh I am use to getting notes but RP notes take a lot more for me to remember to answer. I forget about the rp when they take forever to be answered and I open it and go to brood and- tend to forget. XD

But sure! And feel free to type in script style if you're more comfortable with it!

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Prismshard In reply to Animae-Daemon [2013-05-19 00:10:49 +0000 UTC]

Ah ok, I see.

XD I'm the same way. If I'm going to forget a rp it's usually because I can't think of a response immediately and then forget to go back to it. XD

Would you prefer to start the rp or have me do it? Lysander has a habit of exploring the studio property between recording sessions, so I can pretty much have him anywhere. XD

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Animae-Daemon In reply to Prismshard [2013-05-19 01:52:41 +0000 UTC]

It'd probably be better for me if you started, I'm not use to the scenery to know how to set up yet. And yeah. I either open the note and have to leave, so I forget it. Or I end up uninspired cause it took so long to get back to the rp (I'm use to rping at a pretty quick pace) and can't figure out how to answer, Or - something like that in general. I feel bad for it always. QQ

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Card-Queen [2013-05-15 15:14:09 +0000 UTC]

Oh, my poor heart. Precious kids. ;_;

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Prismshard In reply to Card-Queen [2013-05-15 20:00:03 +0000 UTC]

;A; I feel bad for making everyone so sad with this picture. lol

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MentiiKunMcMoostache [2013-05-15 02:33:09 +0000 UTC]

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
//CRIES
WHY

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Prismshard In reply to MentiiKunMcMoostache [2013-05-15 02:50:48 +0000 UTC]

I love when characters are able to look past their own sexuality for the sake of love......but Ly isn't one of those people. ;A; He has tried in the past and just couldn't. So this was inevitable.
Aaron needs a hubby to heal his heart. OTL

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MentiiKunMcMoostache In reply to Prismshard [2013-05-15 04:48:36 +0000 UTC]

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

//cries

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RedReveries [2013-05-15 02:14:24 +0000 UTC]

Awehhh what a cute picture ;u;

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Prismshard In reply to RedReveries [2013-05-15 02:26:11 +0000 UTC]

Thank you! >w<

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Ciress [2013-05-15 00:57:49 +0000 UTC]

...I just... really wanna cry now. ;A;
Beautiful expressions, body language...
Good lord just use all the feels to make more hugs and wrap them in it! ;o; Please.

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Prismshard In reply to Ciress [2013-05-15 01:27:56 +0000 UTC]

Thank you. ;A;

That sounds like a good idea. All the loving feels~

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UsaHunnyBunny [2013-05-15 00:35:41 +0000 UTC]

......

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Prismshard In reply to UsaHunnyBunny [2013-05-15 00:44:52 +0000 UTC]

adfsdg....

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UsaHunnyBunny In reply to Prismshard [2013-05-15 00:46:16 +0000 UTC]

Everyone wants to kill me with feels today I swear evnf I don't even know these two but I still feel so bad for them and just kewrjv You're a VERY lovely talent my dear

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Prismshard In reply to UsaHunnyBunny [2013-05-15 00:53:31 +0000 UTC]

Oh gosh, thank you so much! ;w; I'm so sorry about all the sad feels though~

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UsaHunnyBunny In reply to Prismshard [2013-05-15 00:54:15 +0000 UTC]

Oh pfffttt~ Its okay ;u; And you're welcome

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nessaaa95 [2013-05-15 00:27:30 +0000 UTC]

OH my gosh this is so sad D':
Poor Aaron and Lysander

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Prismshard In reply to nessaaa95 [2013-05-15 00:44:06 +0000 UTC]

I know~ ;x;
Thank you.

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nessaaa95 In reply to Prismshard [2013-05-15 02:35:24 +0000 UTC]

you're welcome ^^

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FluidGirl82 [2013-05-15 00:21:27 +0000 UTC]

Awwww, poor guys. Unrequited love sucks.

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Prismshard In reply to FluidGirl82 [2013-05-15 00:42:11 +0000 UTC]

Indeed it does...

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rubierubieee [2013-05-15 00:01:08 +0000 UTC]

...... Oh god--I think my heart just broke right now. Seriously--IM SO SORRY AARON--AND IM SORRY TOO LYSANDER-- brb I'm just gonna cry my eye out andmakesuremyfeelswontgettomeonmybirthdaytmorrow--
Makenzie: ...

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Prismshard In reply to rubierubieee [2013-05-15 00:19:49 +0000 UTC]

I'm sooo sorry for hurting your feeeeels!
If it helps, Aaron is trying his best to get over Ly. The two are still good friends and spending time together....There's just a little layer of angst and awkward that they've got to work through over time. QAQ

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ShesaMystery [2013-05-14 23:50:14 +0000 UTC]

Aww, poor Aaron. Poor Ly, too.

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Prismshard In reply to ShesaMystery [2013-05-15 00:02:28 +0000 UTC]

I know!!! Poor sweeties. :c
Thank you~

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ShesaMystery In reply to Prismshard [2013-07-06 13:23:06 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome~

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