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Published: 2005-04-20 12:48:25 +0000 UTC; Views: 147; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 1
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Description Monsters roam the real world
Unseen by the 'normal'
Reality deluded by fantasy
Never alone, they're always there
Watching my every move
Following my every step

It wasn't like this
I was once part of the 'norm'
Once knew reality from fantasy
Thanks to abuse that all changed
Years of hurt and neglect
Singled out by so-called 'friends'

Locked away from society's eye
With only my thoughts as company
Trapped alone in a twisted world
My mind shadowed by an evil
Misunderstood by all who know me
Labelled 'crazy' by the 'sane'

In a room of smiling faces
I'm the only one who's crying
In a room full of the strong
I am the only weak
Picturing my release from this
The end of my life in this world

My life a saddened story
Of reality and fantasy
The monsters failed to break me
This evil made me stronger
Sweet psychosis made me someone
I never thought I could be

A triumph out of sadness
I overcome my monsters
Beat depression and psychosis
Once again I'm 'normal'
No longer crying out for help
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Comments: 6

Lindowyn [2005-05-10 02:15:46 +0000 UTC]

Hey, I really like that you defeat your evils in this poem, rather than revel in them. This is very nicely put, as I could relate to much of the content. This is oddly very similar to a role playing game I'm currently in...cheers!

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psychotic-doll In reply to Lindowyn [2005-05-10 18:29:27 +0000 UTC]

Kuul...glad you like it. Personally I see the defeating of evils as giving someone in the position as the one in the poem an inner strength and making them seem strong

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Enemybrick [2005-04-21 04:09:40 +0000 UTC]

yeah, i feel the same, very good for just writing it on the spot..

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psychotic-doll In reply to Enemybrick [2005-04-21 09:02:45 +0000 UTC]

cheers ty

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Mama-cat [2005-04-20 18:14:50 +0000 UTC]

very sad. not bad for a quicky.

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psychotic-doll In reply to Mama-cat [2005-04-20 19:09:58 +0000 UTC]

cheers

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