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If I had the chance to say just one thing to you, one last thing to tell you everything I've always held back, I think I know exactly what I would say.

I just love you.

The thing is I have no idea why I love you. It's not as if there was just one day where some magical thing happened and I just knew that you were the one and that I could never live with out you. The way I feel about you is crazy, it has absolutely no basis in reality. If my love for you was rational it would not exist at all. It would have ended way back in May when you told me I meant nothing. It would have ended that day when you got up and walked out of my life for good.

But the thing is my love for you is the craziest most irrational thing I've ever felt. It knows no boundaries. It continues to live and breathe even when I no longer have you. It still goes strong even when you break me into a million unfixable pieces. It refuses to end even when I will it to go away time and time again. See that day when you got up and walked away from me you took my heart with you.

It's been ten months since you first walked away. It's been 9 months since you asked me to forgive you. It's been four months since I forgave you. It's been one month since I've spoken a word to you. It's been one second since my last thought of you. It's been zero seconds since the last tear I cried over you.

With each second this love for you just grows even more and more painful. With every moment I spend separated from you I regret not forgiving you the second we fought. Now that your gone and I know I'll probably never see you again, my only wish is that I had cherished ever second we had together while I could. If I had of known how quickly you were going to be taken from me I don't think I would have waited so long to forgive you because now there is nothing I would not give to see you for just one more moment or to read just one more letter from you.

I don't know why I ever started loving you and I don't know why I still do. All I do know is that no matter how much I try and move on with some new guy it never works, because you still own every single inch of this broken heart. And no matter how much I try and deny it or figure out it all comes down to the fact that I just love you and I have no idea why, I just do.

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If I had the chance to say just one thing to you, one last thing to tell you everything I've always held back, I think I know exactly what I would say.

I just love you.

The thing is I have no idea why I love you. It's not as if there was just one day where some magical thing happened and I just knew that you were the one and that I could never live with out you. The way I feel about you is crazy, it has absolutely no basis in reality. If my love for you was rational it would not exist at all. It would have ended way back in May when you told me I meant nothing. It would have ended that day when you got up and walked out of my life for good.

But the thing is my love for you is the craziest most irrational thing I've ever felt. It knows no boundaries. It continues to live and breathe even when I no longer have you. It still goes strong even when you break me into a million unfixable pieces. It refuses to end even when I will it to go away time and time again. See that day when you got up and walked away from me you took my heart with you.

It's been ten months since you first walked away. It's been 9 months since you asked me to forgive you. It's been four months since I forgave you. It's been one month since I've spoken a word to you. It's been one second since my last thought of you. It's been zero seconds since the last tear I cried over you.

With each second this love for you just grows even more and more painful. With every moment I spend separated from you I regret not forgiving you the second we fought. Now that your gone and I know I'll probably never see you again, my only wish is that I had cherished ever second we had together while I could. If I had of known how quickly you were going to be taken from me I don't think I would have waited so long to forgive you because now there is nothing I would not give to see you for just one more moment or to read just one more letter from you.

I don't know why I ever started loving you and I don't know why I still do. All I do know is that no matter how much I try and move on with some new guy it never works, because you still own every single inch of this broken heart. And no matter how much I try and deny it or figure out it all comes down to the fact that I just love you and I have no idea why, I just do.