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Published: 2022-12-16 19:53:32 +0000 UTC; Views: 1129; Favourites: 18; Downloads: 0
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"My life, I make it difficult but I'd do it all again.

So high on the vision I can't ignore it.

I don't want to live an ordinary life. I don't want no ordinary shit.
'Cause I try but I don't wanna be one of those who hate to wake up in the morning"


This is so true. I hated with a passion that of waking up early in the morning for like almost three decades of my life.

In hindsight. I think it was due mostly because I knew I was waking up to things I didn't particularly choose for myself. I didn't choose to go to school, I didn't choose to go to highschool, gosh, I didn't even choose to go to University as I was persuaded to go for my third choice instead of my first. So I guess that made me take nine years to finish what most people finish in three or four.

However... when I made it my choice to finish my degree, when I finally saw a purpose to it.... I passed 13 subjects with A+ and Bs in a single year instead of two C's per year. So what does that tell us?

Think about it, if you find it hard to wake up in the mornings is most likely because you're waking up to a reality you dread, a reality you would rather not live, something you most likely didn't choose for yourself or a reality you once chose but that no longer excites you. That will make you all negative and miserable. That will have you questioning the meaning of life often and even wanting out of life on a daily basis.

Now that I have to wake up to live the life I chose for myself, the one most people don't dare to live or think it's impossible to live, the one that involves taking risks on a daily, sometimes I even wake up before my 6 a.m. alarm clock.

Does that make my life perfect? No. In fact, this life is not for everyone, those who love financial security may dread waking up to the uncertainty of it. In fact, still to this day some people recommend me daily to choose a "safe" option, to study to become a civil servant or to get into a large company. To me, just the thought of going to the same job every day fills me with dread. If you enjoy it, great, but perhaps that alone is what is preventing you from living life to the fullest and exploring options you didn't think you could.

And that's the beauty of it... you get to choose. Most people forget they even have a choice. I almost did!!. So choose to do more of what makes you happy, more of what makes you excited and looking forward to wake up early in the morning.

Because even house chores feel different when you are living a life you choose for yourself. Needless to say that if you have children you won't take the frustration of a sad miserable boring life on them because you know it's on you to make your life as exciting as it can possibly get. And you'll pass them on that positive attitude that they can always choose to let go of what makes them feel miserable and choose to do more things that make them feel happy instead.

You just need to have a vision of what you would enjoy doing and go for it. ;D

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