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P>I feel like I have died because all I have done is cried. This pain just keeps getting worse Im not to sure I can stay on course. I feel like part of me has died the more I think the more I cry. This is a life I thought I had forgoten. I thought I had sealed my heart but it seems I only sealed a part. My gut says no my heart feels like a lump.

I feel like I did once before all those years ago. I fell in love once before only to hit the door. The girl refused to see me again. The truth is now I never thought or did what she thought I would. Becuase of this my chest felt like hell. So I sealed my heart in a shell. For many years it did work. I felt no pain or anything for that matter. I was quite proud for that matter. I had gotten over her I thought. But this was a lie like any other. I told myself and others, For really a peice of me had died but I just made it I could no longer cry.

Many years go by I meet a friend who thought she was at her end. So I did what I did for most and went to see her at her post. I walked and walked for that matter injuring my foot in the scatter. I meet her a few days later and my heart starts beating even faster. Why is this I asked my self. My heart had been freed from its shell. I started to enjoy feeling again. I relised my heart was doing something It should have not.

I talk to this person for over a year then meet her in person and rediscoverd the pain I fear. My heart fell in love once again. Now it was happening all over again. I then find out she loved another my hearts breaking once again for that matter. Why won't this pain leave me for good like I thought it would. Instead I claw my chest tearing the skin and the flesh this pain will never ggo away because somthing is dieing again. my chest it hurts so much I cant take this pain not this much it hurts and hurts for that matter. I want to cut out my heart and put it on a platter.

I doubt very much my hearts going to last it feels like it needs a cast. My pain is driving me insane to the point it feels like Im dieing again. I wish this pain would stop but I doubt it will.

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P>I feel like I have died because all I have done is cried. This pain just keeps getting worse Im not to sure I can stay on course. I feel like part of me has died the more I think the more I cry. This is a life I thought I had forgoten. I thought I had sealed my heart but it seems I only sealed a part. My gut says no my heart feels like a lump.

I feel like I did once before all those years ago. I fell in love once before only to hit the door. The girl refused to see me again. The truth is now I never thought or did what she thought I would. Becuase of this my chest felt like hell. So I sealed my heart in a shell. For many years it did work. I felt no pain or anything for that matter. I was quite proud for that matter. I had gotten over her I thought. But this was a lie like any other. I told myself and others, For really a peice of me had died but I just made it I could no longer cry.

Many years go by I meet a friend who thought she was at her end. So I did what I did for most and went to see her at her post. I walked and walked for that matter injuring my foot in the scatter. I meet her a few days later and my heart starts beating even faster. Why is this I asked my self. My heart had been freed from its shell. I started to enjoy feeling again. I relised my heart was doing something It should have not.

I talk to this person for over a year then meet her in person and rediscoverd the pain I fear. My heart fell in love once again. Now it was happening all over again. I then find out she loved another my hearts breaking once again for that matter. Why won't this pain leave me for good like I thought it would. Instead I claw my chest tearing the skin and the flesh this pain will never ggo away because somthing is dieing again. my chest it hurts so much I cant take this pain not this much it hurts and hurts for that matter. I want to cut out my heart and put it on a platter.

I doubt very much my hearts going to last it feels like it needs a cast. My pain is driving me insane to the point it feels like Im dieing again. I wish this pain would stop but I doubt it will.