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(Old Text This drawing was made during those moments where I felt like my life was going nowhere, and that death was the only thing I would expect in my future. Yet somehow I prevailed over this. I developed a plan to overcome some of the hardships in life. I gained a new, loyal friend group and a new set of skills with it. So far I am hopeful of life after graduation, seeing how I've finalized my decision to join the military once I do manage to graduate.

Hello, my name is Ragefulsolutions.

Well, I don't really go by that in real life, but hey, if my watchers know me by that name, I will use that name. If you did read the old text, my life was pretty bleak around a year ago for many reasons. At that point in my life, my relationship with a group of friends was starting to get strained as they started to force things onto me and blame me for some of the negativity that was going on in that group. They were partially right, but they were guilty of many things as well and at that point in time, I felt like the only escape from all of that drama and negativity was to either run away or take my own life. I am doing fine right now and have gotten my life back on track. I managed to find a friend group who actually saw me as an equal, rather than someone they merely tolerated, though I have mended relationships with a handful of friends, the trauma associated with them cannot. Right now I have to confess that I have not been completely honest with all of you guys.

Right now, I am starting my processing of joining the United States Navy. Over the past year I have been apart of the DEP program that the Navy offers to juniors and seniors in high school that prepares future sailors for Navy basic training. Now you all obviously know that I am interested in the military way too much, and you may say that some sort of underlying mental disorder is the reason behind this, which might be true. The real reason why I chose the Navy, is because I want to ensure that I do not remain in the poverty that I was raised in. Coming from a lower middle class family affected by the recession in 2008, and that my family also struggled through the pandemic, my mind leading into junior year was all about trying to scrounge enough up for college, which would inevitably end in debt. My interest in the armed forces influenced me to seek out the Marine Corps recruiter first, but thankfully my 73 ASVAB score brain made me decide between Navy and Air Force, which you can see which one prevailed. In a few days I will be going through MEPS to sign my contract and get a physical before I am shipped off for basic training on Tuesday. I will be radio silent for about 10 weeks, which I why I've been alluding to this hiatus for mental health, because I couldn't reveal too much about my situation right now.

Sow what happens now? Is this page done for or will the uploads continue? I am aiming for the latter option to be the case, cause with the small community and traction the page has gotten, abandoning this page would be really bad. Well, I guess this is the end of this confession. I did my best to communicate what my situation as of now is, while not revealing too much about myself. With that all said and done, I hope to see all of you guys later, Rageful out.

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(Old Text This drawing was made during those moments where I felt like my life was going nowhere, and that death was the only thing I would expect in my future. Yet somehow I prevailed over this. I developed a plan to overcome some of the hardships in life. I gained a new, loyal friend group and a new set of skills with it. So far I am hopeful of life after graduation, seeing how I've finalized my decision to join the military once I do manage to graduate.

Hello, my name is Ragefulsolutions.

Well, I don't really go by that in real life, but hey, if my watchers know me by that name, I will use that name. If you did read the old text, my life was pretty bleak around a year ago for many reasons. At that point in my life, my relationship with a group of friends was starting to get strained as they started to force things onto me and blame me for some of the negativity that was going on in that group. They were partially right, but they were guilty of many things as well and at that point in time, I felt like the only escape from all of that drama and negativity was to either run away or take my own life. I am doing fine right now and have gotten my life back on track. I managed to find a friend group who actually saw me as an equal, rather than someone they merely tolerated, though I have mended relationships with a handful of friends, the trauma associated with them cannot. Right now I have to confess that I have not been completely honest with all of you guys.

Right now, I am starting my processing of joining the United States Navy. Over the past year I have been apart of the DEP program that the Navy offers to juniors and seniors in high school that prepares future sailors for Navy basic training. Now you all obviously know that I am interested in the military way too much, and you may say that some sort of underlying mental disorder is the reason behind this, which might be true. The real reason why I chose the Navy, is because I want to ensure that I do not remain in the poverty that I was raised in. Coming from a lower middle class family affected by the recession in 2008, and that my family also struggled through the pandemic, my mind leading into junior year was all about trying to scrounge enough up for college, which would inevitably end in debt. My interest in the armed forces influenced me to seek out the Marine Corps recruiter first, but thankfully my 73 ASVAB score brain made me decide between Navy and Air Force, which you can see which one prevailed. In a few days I will be going through MEPS to sign my contract and get a physical before I am shipped off for basic training on Tuesday. I will be radio silent for about 10 weeks, which I why I've been alluding to this hiatus for mental health, because I couldn't reveal too much about my situation right now.

Sow what happens now? Is this page done for or will the uploads continue? I am aiming for the latter option to be the case, cause with the small community and traction the page has gotten, abandoning this page would be really bad. Well, I guess this is the end of this confession. I did my best to communicate what my situation as of now is, while not revealing too much about myself. With that all said and done, I hope to see all of you guys later, Rageful out.