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RandyRaven — The Way I'll Be Remembered
Published: 2004-12-22 18:00:20 +0000 UTC; Views: 169; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 4
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I would like to cut you out of meSlice you out phisically
Perhaps if you weren't a part of me
This would be easy
I would never want to destroy myself
Without reason for it being
That no future is given too me
No heaven or hell
just blank
Without heasitation you did it for me
You cut yourself out from me
Of course it couldn'tve been that easy
Unless two demons saw me negatively
Reinforcing the stereo typical whiney little goth
I'm actually thinking of not living
With this knife held up to my hand
No heaven or hell
just blank
Without further adu for this to take place
I can naturally only see your face
The death of a loved one whose body is traced
Wont even bother your life or your race
Instead of the uncomfortable silences shared
The death of a loved one is never as hard
When the loved one is yourself living in
No heave or hell
just blank
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Comments: 14
I hate seeing you this upset, it's not right... I know the feeling, that life just has no purpous it simply exists to pass the time, an enigma in a world of conformity, but its not true, somewhere down the line, there is something worth being alive for.
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Perhaps. The only thing that actually kept me from puting a knife through my hand this morning was thinking about my little brothers and sister. I never get to see them but they all look up to me. It's tough being the oldest. Everything shines down on them. Even if it means being misserable my entire life I have to think of them first. It would be selfish of me if I didn't.
So, instead of the knife, I cut off a lot of my hair (because Sara loves it long) and I shaved off my eyebrow (because she also liked my eyebrows)...
Then I stopped and realized that I might actually be insane. But, just sane enough to realize it. I don't plan on talking to her ever again.. or telling her about what I did.
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I'm in the middle. It sucks though as well, even though I'm not the oldest, my dad expects me to be some prodegy child. Straight A's, never gets in trouble type of kid, but that's not who I am, the person I am isn't good enough for either of my parents, I can't quite figure out why...
You cut your hair??? Shaved your eyebrow?!?! hmm... that must look strange... Your sane in all senses, just a little upset, and a little goes a long way.
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You shouldn't be presured to be perfect! (stupid pc making me type this again) But, seriously, you don't have to be perfect. To be perfect is to not be perfect. To be expected to be a prodegy is not fun! It's a major cause in teen suicide.
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I know I don't have to be perfect, and I would never try to be... I am who I am, and no one is ever going to change that.
(I finished submitting the firt ch.)
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It's good you know that! I'm going to go read your first chapter!! YAY!!!
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A little goes a REALLY long way. I didn't cut off all my hair. You know those guys in the movies where they rip out their hair unevenly and not caring? Basically that way, except with scissors.
And, it was only my Right eyebrow.
I feel like such a moron!
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you're not a moron. Hair grows back, eventually hearts mend, life goes on... it just never seems like it until it does happen.
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This has happened several times for me. Not the hair thing, the heart thing. It never mends. Never. It just hurts even more after so long... just in a different way.
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It never fully heals, but bandaids work well.
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Bandaids with Neosporin! Heals cuts faster.
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Of course! Can't forget the neosporin, speads healing like no other!
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Looks like it's working... slightly, perhaps, not really. But, hopes are up! And the daze are good!
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