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A storm rattled the foundations of the building that covered her head. The lightning struck like swords in a dark battle and thunder cracked like a whip from mordor. The rain lashed at the window, trying to rip its way in with the help of the violent angry trees. Voice wrapped a third blanket around her as the cold crept in where the rain couldnt. Picking up her pen and diary, she opened to a clean page and took a brave breath before writting.
'Dear Diary.
The weather is indefinably a bad omen. I swear something bad is up ahead. Something torment and painful. I couldnt tell you for the life of me what it was though. I cannot tell the future, but it cant be good. The rain has not stopped for days. Radagast has not returned yet and Fili has gone. I have not spoke to him in a long time... He has not come to see me. I went to find him but where his camp was before, it has gone. They had all gone. Without a goodbye. My soul fell apart. My hope? gone. This storm above my head isnt helping at all. I can feel it slipping. The pain is coming back. My confusion. I thought i knew who i was. I thought there would be some sort of future for me in this world but i am just extra damage. The waste when your trimming off the part you dont want on an image. That is me in dwarf kind. That is why im so different. No beard. Not body shape. Im smaller. The only dwarfish thing to me is my skin and amber eyes... beside so? im not even a dwarf am i?
Why does Iluvatar hate me so much... lord why... Tease my dreams under my nose then rip it out quick before i can take a bite. I thought i was finally coming to something. But this omen has told me that nothing will come for me. im to live my years in this forest. no home. no family. no friends....'
She sighed, clenching her eyes shut to force back unbroken tears. She stopped and put down the book. She couldnt write anymore. She got up, shrugging off her blankets and cloak. She removed her belt and wrap dress, walking outside in her shorts, tights and chest brace. The rain pelted her skin and drenched her hair. she took the two flowers from her hair and undid all her braids. Taking off her boots she walked along the grass. Dripping, she looked up at the sky. She was opening herself up to the land that was not on earth.
"Iluvatar... If you wish to take me... take me now in this power you hold of stricking the sky with light no earthling could muster... in the power you hold to light the dark sky with a dagger... just... take me..." She closed her eyes. This. Was where she had had enough.

Description
A storm rattled the foundations of the building that covered her head. The lightning struck like swords in a dark battle and thunder cracked like a whip from mordor. The rain lashed at the window, trying to rip its way in with the help of the violent angry trees. Voice wrapped a third blanket around her as the cold crept in where the rain couldnt. Picking up her pen and diary, she opened to a clean page and took a brave breath before writting.
'Dear Diary.
The weather is indefinably a bad omen. I swear something bad is up ahead. Something torment and painful. I couldnt tell you for the life of me what it was though. I cannot tell the future, but it cant be good. The rain has not stopped for days. Radagast has not returned yet and Fili has gone. I have not spoke to him in a long time... He has not come to see me. I went to find him but where his camp was before, it has gone. They had all gone. Without a goodbye. My soul fell apart. My hope? gone. This storm above my head isnt helping at all. I can feel it slipping. The pain is coming back. My confusion. I thought i knew who i was. I thought there would be some sort of future for me in this world but i am just extra damage. The waste when your trimming off the part you dont want on an image. That is me in dwarf kind. That is why im so different. No beard. Not body shape. Im smaller. The only dwarfish thing to me is my skin and amber eyes... beside so? im not even a dwarf am i?
Why does Iluvatar hate me so much... lord why... Tease my dreams under my nose then rip it out quick before i can take a bite. I thought i was finally coming to something. But this omen has told me that nothing will come for me. im to live my years in this forest. no home. no family. no friends....'
She sighed, clenching her eyes shut to force back unbroken tears. She stopped and put down the book. She couldnt write anymore. She got up, shrugging off her blankets and cloak. She removed her belt and wrap dress, walking outside in her shorts, tights and chest brace. The rain pelted her skin and drenched her hair. she took the two flowers from her hair and undid all her braids. Taking off her boots she walked along the grass. Dripping, she looked up at the sky. She was opening herself up to the land that was not on earth.
"Iluvatar... If you wish to take me... take me now in this power you hold of stricking the sky with light no earthling could muster... in the power you hold to light the dark sky with a dagger... just... take me..." She closed her eyes. This. Was where she had had enough.