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ReginyraLunasky — Counting the Days
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Published: 2016-01-09 06:30:06 +0000 UTC; Views: 165; Favourites: 2; Downloads: 0
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As I finish the callI pray it's not the end
of all the joy we hold.
Better, prettier than gold.
The more I pray,
the more I fall.
The more I fall,
The more I know.
It's a matter of time before you go.
After all, all my flaws
are starting to show.
One by one, the ugliness is revealed.
To my heart, like cat claws.
Like a boat, it sinks so low.
I can't possibly ever tell you all I feel.
I wish I was perfect for you.
I wish I was what you see.
I wish I was what you needed.
I wish I was all you wanted.
But....
I'm not.
It kills me.
It sinks me ever so slowly.
It fills me.
And everytime I think
about what makes it so painful.
It's that you still hold me,
for absolutely no reason.
It's that you were there.
It's that you care.
It's that I felt like, maybe, just maybe.
I'm the person I want to be...
with you.
Then I realize, it's because of
how beautiful YOU are.
Not me.
I don't know if I
should be jealous
or should I despair.
I end up despairing
about how long
do I have with you?
Before you realize,
I'm an ugly mark,
marring your natural beauty.
So I guess, I should
start Counting The Days.
And Treasuring Each Moment in my heart.
And as a final note,
I will never tell you
and never admit
how much it will hurt,
when you leave.
I just hope I can
smile, thank you properly,
and watch you go your way.
And Not when we part,
shed the tears of my heart.
