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For: Hope you like it! Aahhh thank you for being so patient with me!

Process video: youtu.be/SDKrFXySWd0

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It's been some rough weeks, and after that burst of energy last....2 weeks ago, I think the stress just caught up to me now that I have a 1-week vacation. Got real bummed out partly because I've been procrastinating a lot outside of school, and been having in general a bad-art phase. (I luckily started this piece before that got into swing :'> ) But I think the feeling of "nothing looks right" is also just in general more focused on personal work too. I mention it in the description of the video, that I think that it's gotten to this point because all I've been doing outside of school is think about art career stuff; stuff I need to improve on, what kinda exersices I should do to get to the level I want to be (you know, that "professional"look, concept art look)
And just in general got more and more impatient and frustrated while not actually taking into consideration that I haven't even started doing any proper studies/research/exercises of the things I plan on improving, art fundamentals- so of course I can't just expect change to happen just because I'm want it to???

Like picture this: I'm starting a random piece just to relax - it doesnt look the way i want it to look - my reaction "why my art still no good : ((((??????"
........so I think my brain is getting ahead of itself and I just gotta get back to basics, remind myself to chill, like holycrap, it's basically putting a wrench into everything and anything,hhh

So yeah, not sure how the next few months will look like,, the next big deadline is in December and I'm making really good headway for the project so I just hope my head will chill tf out about school so that I can juggle between stuff again

(sorry for the rant, it's been simmering subconsciously for a long while there)

Description

For: Hope you like it! Aahhh thank you for being so patient with me!

Process video: youtu.be/SDKrFXySWd0

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It's been some rough weeks, and after that burst of energy last....2 weeks ago, I think the stress just caught up to me now that I have a 1-week vacation. Got real bummed out partly because I've been procrastinating a lot outside of school, and been having in general a bad-art phase. (I luckily started this piece before that got into swing :'> ) But I think the feeling of "nothing looks right" is also just in general more focused on personal work too. I mention it in the description of the video, that I think that it's gotten to this point because all I've been doing outside of school is think about art career stuff; stuff I need to improve on, what kinda exersices I should do to get to the level I want to be (you know, that "professional"look, concept art look)
And just in general got more and more impatient and frustrated while not actually taking into consideration that I haven't even started doing any proper studies/research/exercises of the things I plan on improving, art fundamentals- so of course I can't just expect change to happen just because I'm want it to???

Like picture this: I'm starting a random piece just to relax - it doesnt look the way i want it to look - my reaction "why my art still no good : ((((??????"
........so I think my brain is getting ahead of itself and I just gotta get back to basics, remind myself to chill, like holycrap, it's basically putting a wrench into everything and anything,hhh

So yeah, not sure how the next few months will look like,, the next big deadline is in December and I'm making really good headway for the project so I just hope my head will chill tf out about school so that I can juggle between stuff again

(sorry for the rant, it's been simmering subconsciously for a long while there)