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Published: 2010-02-02 04:50:32 +0000 UTC; Views: 1034; Favourites: 34; Downloads: 23
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Description Another experiment with light and composition.

Model/ photo: Me.

Inspired by the self-portraits of Her works are breathtaking!

Please be kind, the terror & trepidation of posting myself will never cease.

Comments/ Criticism/ feedback welcome and most appreciated.

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SEH-art [2011-02-22 13:46:23 +0000 UTC]

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to SEH-art [2011-02-23 01:27:53 +0000 UTC]

Aww.... Thank you So Much Sarah, that was very thoughtful of you to include me, it really means a lot!
Hi! I am sorry for not having written MUCH sooner, but I am working remedy that, starting now! Hoping you're well, and your kids too!!

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SEH-art In reply to Retro-Grade1 [2011-02-23 14:17:54 +0000 UTC]

We're all hanging in there. How about yourself? How's life treating you? I love the work you and ML have done. Simply amazing.

Late or not, I always love to hear from you.

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to SEH-art [2011-03-01 02:30:58 +0000 UTC]

Aww...I'm very happy to hear you're doing alright! Life is good, I can't complain Sarah!! Aww... thank you, that means a lot from you dear! And thank you for your patience, I'll do my best to not be so tardy in writing you!!

Today was the big day and I also want to let you know that Michelle's surgery went well and she is out now. They're keeping her overnight, which is normal and she'll be back home tomorrow!!

Have a lovely evening!!

Ian

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SEH-art In reply to Retro-Grade1 [2011-03-01 17:27:52 +0000 UTC]

I'm so glad she's doing well. Give her hugs for me, as long as it doesn't hurt her. Shes a trooper, that's for sure!

It's always nice to hear from you, too. Miss ya bunches, man! You watching me, yet? I can't remember. You are tardy! lol!

Take care of my girl and we'll talk soon.

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TomasClark [2010-10-07 10:54:10 +0000 UTC]

Your glutes here are a work of art. That twisting really makes everything pop.

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GrotesqueDarling13 [2010-07-29 08:30:30 +0000 UTC]

This is a amazing photo- I really love how your twisting
your body. I love the black and white,
and the lighting is amazing First thing I noticed,
I like the shadowing as well. Amazing job with everything

And I know how it goes with how we see ourselfs,
but you shouldn't fear posting photos of yourself :]
You are a beautiful man

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to GrotesqueDarling13 [2010-07-29 08:40:31 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much Sheri that means the world to me, love your observations!!!
I am imperfect and I don't hide, but I'm trying to fear it less and less, in part thanks to such an incredible comment as yours!
Aww... And I can say the same for you, a beautiful woman!
Thank you again!!!

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GrotesqueDarling13 In reply to Retro-Grade1 [2010-07-29 08:51:25 +0000 UTC]

You are sooo welcome Thanks, I really like to
tell people what I like about their work and what I see.
Instead of "thats cool" Lol. Those kinda comments aren't
comments that help us to see our work from anothers eyes.
So your welcome We are all imperfect
I'm happy that a comment from me can help you!!
Thanks you so much!!

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to GrotesqueDarling13 [2010-07-29 09:01:47 +0000 UTC]

Thank you again Sheri! And I completely agree with you, "nice", "cool", etc., are rather useless and often muttered by those who are indifferent but need something. I love the way you said that.
Thank you! I know we are, but despite that people seem to chase after it anyway and are disappointed to find out someone is not, something I know too well!
I loved your comment, thank you for taking the time to look into my work and not simply at it dear!

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GrotesqueDarling13 In reply to Retro-Grade1 [2010-07-29 09:05:02 +0000 UTC]

Always!!

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to GrotesqueDarling13 [2010-07-29 09:09:03 +0000 UTC]

It's time for me to turn in... enjoy your night and sleep well Sheri, sweet dreams!!
I hope tomorrow is a beautiful day for you, and I hope to hear from you soon!

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GrotesqueDarling13 In reply to Retro-Grade1 [2010-07-29 09:10:15 +0000 UTC]

Yes, same here! Sweets dreams to you as well

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to GrotesqueDarling13 [2010-07-29 09:12:23 +0000 UTC]

Thank you, truly, Good Night

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Kabbeko [2010-03-04 01:14:06 +0000 UTC]

I could look at this photograph for hours.

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to Kabbeko [2010-03-04 01:28:50 +0000 UTC]

WOW! Thank you Erica, truly! I'm speechless, I've never had anyone say that before! You are incredibly kind!

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Kabbeko In reply to Retro-Grade1 [2010-03-08 02:33:30 +0000 UTC]

don't mention it

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to Kabbeko [2010-03-08 02:47:25 +0000 UTC]

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serenity-peanut [2010-02-09 15:11:37 +0000 UTC]

wow Ian! i love the shapes & your use of light/shadow... well done!

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to serenity-peanut [2010-02-14 21:19:51 +0000 UTC]

Aww... Thank you so much Jessica, truly!

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serenity-peanut In reply to Retro-Grade1 [2010-03-11 14:52:40 +0000 UTC]

you're truly welcome!

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to serenity-peanut [2010-03-11 20:53:01 +0000 UTC]

It's so wonderful to hear from you, thank you again Jessica, very much!

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break-fast [2010-02-08 21:40:12 +0000 UTC]

i like it Ian, such a good experience of light,
the detals are nicely under shade and strong, keep up workin
looking forward to see the new one ...

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to break-fast [2010-02-08 22:35:41 +0000 UTC]

Thank you Yasemin, truly, that means a lot and I'm delighted you like it!
I actually posted another self-portrait since this one should you be interested in seeing it also. I hope your night is a lovely one, and you're doing well!
<3 <3

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break-fast In reply to Retro-Grade1 [2010-02-28 13:32:49 +0000 UTC]

Hi my Dear,
so sorry for my late reply, i was out of town,had a short vacation
it is my pleasure

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to break-fast [2010-02-28 19:08:51 +0000 UTC]

Hi sweetie,
Aww... Thank you very much!! You have no reason to be sorry Yasemin, it's wonderful to hear from you!! I hope you had a great vacation, where did you go?
I hope to hear from you soon, and have a lovely evening!!

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break-fast In reply to Retro-Grade1 [2010-03-01 20:31:26 +0000 UTC]

short vacation to istanbul
but will go on a big trip to vegas on april cannt wait to fly

have a great and lovely night

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to break-fast [2010-03-01 21:41:52 +0000 UTC]

That sounds lovely dear, and I hope you had a wonderful time! Vegas, wow! It is a very interesting place and I'm sure you will love it! Will this be your first trip to the U.S.? I will Yasemin, and you have a wonderful night also! Can't wait to hear from you again!
<3

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break-fast In reply to Retro-Grade1 [2010-03-07 23:19:36 +0000 UTC]

i am sure i will,this is not my first , i've been there couple of times
thanks for your lovely wishes, i will try to keep in touch and let u know what i am doing

have a great night my dear

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to break-fast [2010-03-08 17:45:46 +0000 UTC]

I'm sure you will also Yasemin, and I did not know you'd been over here before. You're welcome, and please do if you are able, I would love to know what and how you are doing in Vegas! I did, and you have a lovely evening also my dear!

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Eugenia-Grotz [2010-02-06 04:13:28 +0000 UTC]

I like this Ian, don't be ashamed!

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to Eugenia-Grotz [2010-02-06 05:42:41 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much Euge, that really means a lot! I won't dear!

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Eugenia-Grotz In reply to Retro-Grade1 [2010-02-06 12:55:48 +0000 UTC]

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Number-3-Please [2010-02-04 23:32:56 +0000 UTC]

I love it! How you can see all of the lines in your body. I wish I could use you as a model for sketching. You're body is beautiful!

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to Number-3-Please [2010-02-04 23:43:14 +0000 UTC]

WOW! That is one of the most beautiful things anyone has ever said to me, I'm completely overwhelmed! I've never had anyone say they want to sketch me, thank you Number-3-Please, truly! And I wish it were but there are many imperfections!
<3 <3

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Number-3-Please In reply to Retro-Grade1 [2010-02-04 23:47:08 +0000 UTC]

Ha ha. I'm glad you like my words. But I myself am overwhelmed. You're body just has so much to it! It's beautiful and I wish I could put it on paper. Please don't stop making these! Your gallery is gorgeous! (:
If I said anymore, it would just be jumble ha ha.

<33

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to Number-3-Please [2010-02-04 23:58:10 +0000 UTC]

You're thoughts mean so much to me, I can never express that enough! Aww... thank you again, it's I who am overwhelmed by your thoughtful comments. There will be more, though at times I wish I knew someone who could shoot me, as I'm sure you know it's really nearly impossible to capture your vision on your own. If it would be of any assistance, feel free to download any of my portraits should they suffice! I'd love to try modeling for you, but at the same time I'm incredibly self-conscious and shy and might be terrible at it!
<3 <3

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Number-3-Please In reply to Retro-Grade1 [2010-02-05 00:29:26 +0000 UTC]

You can't be terrible at holding still! Ha ha. I know how you feel, and I'd be terribly shy about it too. I might try to do it from photo. But It never quite feels the same! Thank you very much! And I promise to show it to you if I do! : D Thank you!

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to Number-3-Please [2010-02-05 01:09:36 +0000 UTC]

you're always welcome dear! It would be hard, but it's more my body, I have a lot of scars and imperfections, but you seem like someone I would be comfortable trying that for. I know it's not the same, it was just an idea if you wanted to try from the photo and I really look forward to seeing it should you! It's lovely to meet you, and I hope to hear from you again!

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Number-3-Please In reply to Retro-Grade1 [2010-02-05 06:49:19 +0000 UTC]

I might just try! >3

Though it'll be a while.. I'll have to find where I put my sketch pad and all. Thank you so much though! It's amazing that you don't recognize you're body! And I'm glad you'd be willing to model for me (I think? D: ) if you were around. But this will subside. (: Thank you again!

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to Number-3-Please [2010-02-05 07:08:37 +0000 UTC]

Aww... that's lovely, I look forward to it, and thank you dear!! <3 Take as long as you need, though I hope you find you find your sketching supplies. You're very very welcome! I am sorry don't "recognize my body", it's just something I self-conscious about and showing it to the world a little terrifying! Thankfully there are artists like who appreciate and support me! Of course I'd model for you, I just hope I'd do a good job! I am around, I mean you found me, and I hope you don't let anything subside!

<3 Ian

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Cerebra-schis [2010-02-03 00:38:11 +0000 UTC]

Wow, this is absolutely breath-taking. Beautiful picture.

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to Cerebra-schis [2010-02-03 00:52:18 +0000 UTC]

Aww... Thank you so so much Miki, Wow, that really means a lot!

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skampish8462 [2010-02-02 22:31:41 +0000 UTC]

I love this one! its so good to see u up again, i was missing you!

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to skampish8462 [2010-02-03 07:56:34 +0000 UTC]

Aww... Thank you so much K, truly! And I Miss you too!
<3 <3

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skampish8462 In reply to Retro-Grade1 [2010-02-03 15:43:35 +0000 UTC]

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to skampish8462 [2010-02-04 01:42:56 +0000 UTC]

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Retro-Grade1 In reply to skampish8462 [2010-02-07 23:29:07 +0000 UTC]

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djohn9 [2010-02-02 15:28:35 +0000 UTC]

Nice lighting and tone. Thanks for sharing.

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