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RickyTheZombie In reply to TheGirlInTheCorner21 [2013-11-18 23:50:39 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, deviantART needs to do something about that, it's been happening a lot to me as well. 

Oh snap, here's those tissues you handed me earlier. *hands you them* Yeah, he is an amazing guy, he's helped me like no other has helped me before. Also of course, you were there to help me when I was going through those times as well, like you actually made me happy when my mom reacted so negatively toward my sexuality. The two of you are just amazing people and I'm so happy that God has placed you two on this planet, words cannot describe it. 

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TheGirlInTheCorner21 In reply to RickyTheZombie [2013-11-19 00:00:11 +0000 UTC]

*Takes tissues and huggles you tightly* Yeah, Sky has done so much for so many people.. He, Mark, and other's are kind of like Angels to some since they have done so much. That's how I kind of think of them as anyhow.. I'm glad that I have helped, and that is way to kind of words for me, but thanks so so much.. *Huggles tightly* 

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RickyTheZombie In reply to TheGirlInTheCorner21 [2013-11-19 10:37:17 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, I used to be so depressing to be around before I discovered Mark and Sky, I was a literal burden to be around, I mean, I inflicted pain upon myself because I thought it was fun and that I deserved it, but then I found Mark, and he helped me for a while but then things started getting to my head, like when people said I was 'creepy looking' or that I needed to get a life, then soon after I found Sky with the help of my younger sister, I thank her for showing me such a person, I can't believe I ever thought he was dumb. It hurts to know I judged him based on what my sister told me, which was only that he loved butter and hated squids, but after watching his videos, I began to be happy again, I was finally the energetic girl I always wanted to be, but my parents, and a few of my other family members began to ruin that for me, my parents fought and they still do, my younger sees me out to be some 'punching bag' because I am weak.

Words cannot describe how happy I am to have made that Ask-InsaneMarkiplier account, because if I hadn't I would have never gotten to meet you, you have been there when I needed someone to talk to, I don't know many people like that sadly, but you are an amazing friend that has this personality that always 

seems to brighten my day up. 

You have saved me from becoming that terrifying person I used to be in which I have grown to despise immensely. I thank you so much for being there for me when I needed you, you are kind of like a light in the dark for me, kind of pointing out what I need to do to escape hurting myself, or something like that, I don't know, but you are an amazing person, Emily, you are. What I am saying is the absolute truth, I thank you three for helping me out so much. *hugs back closely with tears in my eyes*

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TheGirlInTheCorner21 In reply to RickyTheZombie [2013-11-19 12:11:13 +0000 UTC]

I always thought and still think i'm depressing to be another on most days. I almost never smile in real life or show really any signs of actually paying attention..I have never gone so far as to harm myself, but it's been a thought before. When I found Mark about a year ago, that's when It turned to the everyday no emotion me, into a more happier one and such. Pewdie kind of helped me before, but not as much as Mark is. That's kind of what happened with you. Mark helped, but Sky seemed to help much more. And down dwell on the past about you judging him before, It's in the past, and your judgment has changed greatly. It's just awesome to know he helped you though do my dark times, and still dark times going on. Try not to let your family bring you down, always remember you mean so much to people on DA, Sky, and so many others. That brightens up my day a bit when I think about it. 
And these have to be the kindest words anyone has really said to me. Thank you so much.. I'm always here when you need help, Ricky. I really wish I knew you in real life so I could be with you a lot to help with other times.. But sadly that can't be a thing while I'm all the way over here. Curse you birth place- Uh. You really are an awesome, funny, amazing person with a great personality too, don't forget that. *Tackle hugs you now* 

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RickyTheZombie In reply to TheGirlInTheCorner21 [2013-11-19 22:37:17 +0000 UTC]

See, that's the exact opposite what I think you would be in real life, but oaat the same time I know where you're comin from, like last year I was sought out to be this funny, hyperactive person online but I was a drag to be around IRL. Pewdie has kind of helped me, I guess. when I first found him, again at first I thought he was idiotic. A part of me still finds him a little dumb, but he's mostly just weird, but in the good sense. He's made me laugh a few times, but I'm never almost died of laughter like with Sky and Mark's videos. Something about them just makes me really happy,not that I mind. Yeah, I know I shouldn't think about what I thought of him before, but I tend to think about the past of things a lot, if that makes any sense at all to you. I made a vow to myself that I'd never cause harm to myself ever again, no matter how tempting it is. Sky has inspired me to do this, and so have you, Mark, and another friend of mine (her dA name is PixelKat01, if you're interested.) Thanks to my friends, Sky, and Mark, I've decided to push through these dark times and I intend to win this battle without any scars on my body.(well aside from the one my sister caused on my left shoulder due to a safety-glass incident) I've come to realize that it doesn't matter what others think of me, thanks to all of these wonderful people that I know care about me.
You really oughtn't thank me for what is the truth. And perhaps you couldn't kidnap me then? I mean, I could give you my address and everything. Ahaha, but in all seriousness there are a lot of people I wish I lived near that are members on this website, and you are definitely one of them. Also, I actually don't live in my birth place anymore. I live about two towns from it now, I believe. Thanks, I won't. I'll be sure to slap a sticky note or something on my head as a friendly reminder or something like that.

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TheGirlInTheCorner21 In reply to RickyTheZombie [2013-11-20 00:17:50 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, I have always been like that. The only thing that doesn't change from the internet to me in real life is pretty much caring for others. That's about it- OH AND MY AWKWARDNESS TOO-~ The couple friends I have call me Awkward Turtle. Or just Turtle. Or Ninja Tutrle- You get the point xD. And yeah. I have never laughed that much at Pewds, but he has helpped me a bit. I'm actually laughing over one of Mark's videos right now. Yeah, it does make sense to me, I do to a point thinking back. And That's a great vow to go by, it is.
If I could, I'd probably sneek to your house, sneek you out, and yeah- XD And I live a town or few over from my Birth place, but very close-
Yush, slap that sticky note to your head or something- 

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