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Rising-At-Midnight — .:Vent:. Fading Away
Published: 2013-01-11 03:08:11 +0000 UTC; Views: 474; Favourites: 29; Downloads: 2
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I feel like...The normal part of me
The happy, calm, cheerful
little girl I was
Is fading
Fading Away
*sighs* Fluffy... you are always by my side... and... I don't... I don't deserve it... I really don't... but you stay and keep me company... push your problems away and cheer me up... Just by staying there, telling me, I'm stronger than what I think, that you believe in me when I don't, that... That... I just... It means so much... Not too many people do that for me... I just... Thank you...
I've been falling back into depression it seems, back into those sad moments, slowly, I can feel it. And i... I don't know why... What's different?.... What's so different about now than what it was a month ago?.... Why am I getting so easily upset... Why do I feel like how I was in 8th grade... when all of a sudden I'd be crying because someone dropped my pencil, or something stupid...
God.. .What a wreck... Every morning I wake up fine, but 5 mins in... I know its going to be ruined...
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But that's not the point here, Fluffy. thank you. for all you do. I don't know... what will become of me in the future, maybe I'll be dead, or I'll be better, I'll never know until I've reached the moment. But what matters to me right now, is that you stayed by my side. A stranger to another, staying there just because you know it's right. that, that's true kindness.
Dakota - *I-H-8-U
Autumn - *Rising-At-Midnight
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I hope you feel better, Autumn. If you need someone to talk to, just know I'll always be ready to listen.
You're important to me.
I'll be here to catch you when you feel like letting go.
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I do it because I love you...
Don't ever feel like you're a bother hun because you're not, I worry about you every moment of the day, and love just talking to you...to know you're atleast breathing....
I don't know what I'd do if I lost you...you mean so much to me...
Thank you for the pic sweety, but you aren't going anywhere....youre here....tonight you're here with me....
I'm here by your side...
If you fade...
We fade together...
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-holds u closely- you always have the riht words...
The words that keep me here and keep me stable... you deserve so much... and i give so little...
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*licks softly* i'll have a Join.me up tonight...ill be drawing you a gift <3
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Ypu dont have to do that fluffy... i mean. Id still love to join u
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You most likely heard this a lot but I am here. Its hard to be a teenager, that's whats the problem with most adults. They don't get it, but no one fades away completely you still have that part in you that stays. I understand you have stresses, you have sorrow deep in your heart that not only words can fixed. *Hugs tightly* You'll over come this just hang in there, for yourself, for your future and for what you can do in the future. You are a sweet girl, you and your Girlfriend deserve to live happily, I can see you doing much good so just hang in there and remember that you have lots of people who support you as you are on the edge.
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Thank you... i cant say much for... i dont have much to really say at this moment.
I see ur having hard times too and... i hope that... you and me... can overcome our problems one day.
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It's no problem, I know what you mean for a lack of words.
I hope so too, these troubling times are getting no where..
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awww im sorry youre feeling like this buddy, i feel the same way on a normal basis but im slightly different because im fading into insanity rather than depression 
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i fade into depression, a terrible part of it too *sighs*
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i do as well but not as much, like i said its pretty much just insanity, hrrible insanity now. and legitamate too not those insane depressed wannabees i mean like clinicly insane (or chronically whichever calls for a straight jacket and "happy room"
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you won't fade away. I will stop that from happening. I will keep you, you're in my thoughts
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you're welcome you have no idea how much you mean to me. I think about you everyday. Your art is one of the few things I look forward to on here. You inspire me.
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that... that never occured to me... my art, just me... means that much?...
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yes! are you kidding, all of my closest friends know you! I talk to them about you all the time "oh you have to see rising-at-midnight's gallery!" they know that I like your art enough to the point where it puts a smile on my face...
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XD lawl. smacked my hand 2 times today
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STAHP THE FEELS. It's very well done. Hold on guys. If I've learned anything, it's that anything that can be remembered can come back. The universe does make bargains.
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