Description
/sobs I know shhh. Shhh. Still have some details to add to her stuff below but I'm pretty satisfied right now.
Rp is always open she has no frens pls
pls.
C L A N
Clan || Mountain Clan
Mentor || N/A
Apprentice || N/A
Stats
Level: Lvl. 0
• DEF: 00 • SP: 00 • END: 00 • TAC: 00 • ATT: 00
G E N E R A L
Name || Ivystep
Age: || 24 Moons
D.o.B || November 25th
Gender || Female
Breed || Javanese x American Short hair x American Curl
In relation to appearance
- [Javanese] Primary location of color and markings stretching from the ears, along the spine and to the tail.
- [American Shorthair] Stocky body and shorter coat, as well as striped pattern
- [American Curl] Slightly rounded, curled ears. Stocky body and stripped pattern
Song || Sia - Lullaby
" Send a wish upon a star, do the work and you'll go far... "
Personality
- [Honest] " You don't have to keep up with the lies if you're honest about everything. " There is nothing Ivystep hates more than a liar. Though she can slip up and do wrong there is not a single time she had possibly lied to save herself. She isn't afraid to speak her mind on how she feels about a topic whether it be good or bad.
" Your conscience is the measure of the honesty of your selfishness. Listen to it carefully. "
- [Couragous] " I will die for this clan whether it be by you in this moment or moons after I end this " Scared or not, Ivystep will take a stand if needed. She is not afraid to speak her piece or leave an uncertain path untreaded simple because of fear.
" He who is not courageous enough to take risks will accomplish nothing in life. "
- [Loyal] " Even if we're the only ones left standing I'd still be by your side. " Ivypaw has a strong and unwavering loyalty to true friends and those who she respects. For her leaders, if they asked her to do something she asks no questions and gets to it. Though depending on situations there may be confusion she will not speak it. There is very little she wouldn't do to stand up for those she loves and the only way to end her loyalty is to break her trust.
" Confidentiality is a virtue of the loyal, as loyalty is the virtue of faithfulness. "
- [Faithful] " Though I am unsure of what they're planning that doesn't mean I don't have faith in the ability of my comrades; I will heed their orders. " This trait comes hand in hand with her loyalty. Her faith in those she trusts is something unwavering and beautiful. Though her downfall is how stubborn she is with how intensely faithful she is. Because she holds all of her standards of honesty and loyalty high with her friends and loved ones, if betrayed she would fight for their innocence blindy until they or another friend enlightened her.
" Faith is taking the first step even when you don't see the whole staircase. "
- [Proud] " One must hold themselves higher than they truly are, weakness should not be shown in the public eye unless you are submitting to them. " Her pride is something that keeps her head on her shoulders. If she herself were not proud of the feline she'd come to be everything else would fall apart. Her pride is what keeps her in check, it reminds her of the standards she has set for herself and molds her to be everything she ever wanted to be.
" Discipline is based on pride, on meticulous attention to details, and on mutual respect and confidence. Discipline must be a habit so ingrained that it is stronger than the excitement of the goal or the fear of failure. "
- [Grudging] " I will remember this, keep a watchful eye behind your back because I'll be their waiting to enjoy the moment I get to make you feel this much pain and humiliation. " The worst thing anything can do is get on Ivystep's bad side. She never forgets a lie, an i'll doing and if worse enough she will drop them quicker than you can say "Oh shit." Pleading and begging for forgiveness will not mend what was done and her standards of friendship towards them will never be the same. She can forgive and put the past behind, but she will never forget. Once her trust is gone you might as well forget about everything else. The loyalty she'd once had would be the size of a pebble in comparison to what once had been a boulder.
" I never forget. I never forgive. I can wait. I find it very easy to harbor a grudge. I have scores to settle. "
- [Concealing] " I would rather not talk about these kind of things " Although she is outspoken and honest there are things she will keep her mouth shut about. If she is told a secret, it stays a secret. Aside from these things she tries to keep internal emotions that are affiliated with what she views as "weak" away from public eye. If she is scared, uncertain, unstable, doubtful or hurt she will not speak a word of it. There are few times when she will open up about these things and those are very rare occasions. She views these feelings as her weaknesses, and to let someone burden them with her would do nothing.
" We reveal our joys and successes, we conceal our pain. "
- [Gullible] " So you really chased off a bear and didn't get a scratch on you? Amazing! " Because she's so trusting and narrow sighted with those around her she finds it difficult to understand a stretch of reality in someone's story. She's easily swept off into believing even the most far fetched of things simply because she can't separate her trust and common sense.
" And that's the thing about people who mean everything they say. They think everyone else does too. ”
- [Stubborn] " I've made up my mind already, now get out of my way and let me go through with it! " Once Ivystep has made up her mind about something there is very little that one can do to stop her from doing it. From this to obeying orders, she is stubborn to budge from what she is told to do and what she believes she should do.
" I have never had to face anything that could overwhelm the native optimism and stubborn perseverance I was blessed with. "
Quirks || Other
- [Affection] Ivystep loves to show affection to those she is close to, even sometimes barely acquainted with. Rubbing against, grooming and her general attention is something she is willing to bestow upon anyone within her clan or with relations with her. As a mature feline now, this is sometimes taken the wrong way and by no means is she coming onto any cat with her affections.
- [Mating|Motherhood] This is a fear that she hasn't spoken about to anyone, not even her parents. The whole idea is terrifying to her. Though she is loving and she believes her values would prove to be great it raising kits the whole idea of bearing them, having them inside of her and then birthing them brings her to an anxiety attack.
- [Scents] Rather than loving the smell of freshly bloomed flowers and berries, Ivystep enjoys the more earthy scents. You may find her rolling around in tall grass or up against a tree, relishing in the smell of these much more.
- [Joking] Playing around is very much okay for this female, however once you combine insults with jokes a line is crossed. She does not like ill names or thoughts to be added into playful jokes and will undoubtably reprimand those who do. It's not that she doesn't know they don't mean it, but it's the idea that the said thought is somewhere in their mind affiliated with that feline. As well as this, when there is something serious being discussed it irritates her when there is someone who tries to "ease tensions" by making light of the situation.
- [Beating around the bush] The expression, of course. Ivystep is a very honest and straightforward person, sometimes if the same attitude isn't returned back to her she gets a little irritated.
- [Respect] This is a very important thing to her. She gives respect to everyone she meets, the amount differs from status and their relationship but she always expects respect to given to her as well. Blowing off something she suggests, ignoring her and interrupting her are examples of things she would snap at another cat for. If she has given you respect, she demands it as well and if not given, she will certainly let you know.
Likes
- [Food] Fowl, Frogs and Rodents
- [Environment] Clear mornings, Warm but breezy evenings, Star speckled nights, Full moons
- [Activities] Climbing trees, Talking to others, Training, Singing, Playing
- [Traits] Honesty, Loyalty, Sweetness, Assertion
- [Habits] Sharing tongues, Sleeping on/around other cats, Affectionate yet platonic relationships
Dislikes
- [Food] Snakes, Beetles
- [Environment] Rainy or stormy days, cloudy nights
- [Activities] Gossiping, lounging around
- [Traits] Cockiness, Gloominess, Laziness
- [Habits] Scab picking, Bragging, Misinterpretation of her affections
History
- [Birth] Tigerfang and Stormlily were inseparable from the moment they had become friends. The tom had a confident and strong air about him that was irresistible to her. He was strong, reliable and lavished her with affection and praises. She herself was a warrior, confident in her abilities but she didn't enjoy them as much as her mate. Her time, she felt, was better spent grooming and lounging. She was coy, seductive and that's exactly what snared Tigerfang in the end. Both were ecstatic to become parents, bouncing names off of each other the moment she knew she had conceived. A litter of four was born in late November consisting of Ivystep, Lightclaw, Blossomleaf and Tigerpaw. Three girls and one boy, Tigerfang's namesake. The family was blissful, but it did not last very long. Unknown to them Stormlily's own blood was killing off her own kits. It was caused by a difference in blood types, most cats being A and hers turning out to be B. Generally harmless, if the kittens were born to have the opposite blood type as her, however, could prove fatal from the antibodies in the mother's milk attacking the kittens antibodies. And that's just what happened. Tigerfang and Stormlily couldn't understand why the kittens were ill, and why as the days went on they started to die. Devastated, upon loosing two kittens Stormlily grew depressed and refused to feed the other two, one of them being Ivystep. She was irrational and deranged, and what had seemed as her neglect was what had saved Ivystep and her brother Tigerpaw. They received a surrogate mother to milk from and in turn their health began to return. Their mother, however could not face them and refused to acknowledge them at all as the moons passed. Tigerfang was torn between his mate's depression and his kits, unsure and afraid of what would come of the situation in the future. As a mate, he wanted her to be happy but as a father he yearned only for the best.
- [Growing up] Ivystep and Tigerpaw could not have asked for a better father. What they had lost with their mother's rejections of them seemed to be nothing with the amount of love and devotion the tom so easily gave them. Favoritism, however, was unavoidable. From day one he had his hopes set on Tigerpaw, his namesake, however and the moons came and went his expectations fell. Ivystep's brother was feeble and sickly, where as she seeming was boundless. Their father became increasingly more involved with Ivystep and far less attentive with Tigerpaw's needs. With this grew the feeble tom cat's envy and hatred for his sister, he was bound to this ill body while she was graced in the eyes of all. As the two aged, he couldn't deal with being around his family any longer and left the clan. Tigerfang, although saddened that his son had left them without a word, got over the incident faster than one would expect. It was unsettling to Ivystep, who grieved for the lost companion for far too long, almost as if compensating for their father.
- [Apprentice] - nervous wreck and anxiety prone -adored her mentor, based her morals around the things the told her- though she put them on a whole new level [[DETAILS TO COME]]
- [Warrior] - far more confident -less prone to having anxiety -somewhat of a fallout with her father [[DETAILS TO COME]]
Family
[Parents]Tigerfang : Alive || Stormlily : Rejected
[Siblings] Lightclaw : Starclan || Blossomleaf : Starclan || Tigerpaw : Unknown
R E L A T I O N S H I P S
Usure || Aquaintence || Like || Dislike || Hate || Love
Mountain Clan
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Air Clan
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Stream Clan
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Light Clan
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Non-Clan
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R O L E P L A Y
Example
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