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I laugh
I realize people are looking at me
i stop laughing because of them, out of embarrassment, but keep a smile on my face in remembrance of those memories
it slowly fades, as I try to think of an explanation to them as why I‘m laughing
then my smile falters, a shred of realization hits when I realize there is no possible way of them ever understanding what I went through, what WE had went through
I clench my teeth, trying to keep my composure as memories that felt like dreams flash through my eyes in an instant, filling my mind with with so many emotions all at once
but above all was a blanket of melancholy that covered it alongside a hand of creeping depression that choked me and those emotions right out
I laugh again, not because of the memory, but because of the insanity of it all
To have shared so many things with so many people; then try to look behind you and realize that they're not there
that there won't be a single soul out there that will ever appreciate that moment and smile back saying," Oh yeah, I remember that!"
Virtual reality… is a beautiful thing...

Description

I laugh
I realize people are looking at me
i stop laughing because of them, out of embarrassment, but keep a smile on my face in remembrance of those memories
it slowly fades, as I try to think of an explanation to them as why I‘m laughing
then my smile falters, a shred of realization hits when I realize there is no possible way of them ever understanding what I went through, what WE had went through
I clench my teeth, trying to keep my composure as memories that felt like dreams flash through my eyes in an instant, filling my mind with with so many emotions all at once
but above all was a blanket of melancholy that covered it alongside a hand of creeping depression that choked me and those emotions right out
I laugh again, not because of the memory, but because of the insanity of it all
To have shared so many things with so many people; then try to look behind you and realize that they're not there
that there won't be a single soul out there that will ever appreciate that moment and smile back saying," Oh yeah, I remember that!"
Virtual reality… is a beautiful thing...