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Sometimes I have no idea what I should do or what is right or wrong, I admit that for a long time I have lived screwing up and even wasting and wasting each and every one of the opportunities and privileges that have always been given to me for almost all of my life. My life I have been a damn spoiled and pampered idiot but although I want to finally change and leave behind the damn shit that I am, I only see that the same ones who once reproached me for all my defects, problems, stupidities and mistakes, are capable of committing their their own shit, contradicting themselves in the process and also sending to hell the thousand and one sermons that they once preached to me and that according to them could improve several things about me, so I only have to ask myself one question or rather several. You ask, why do I have to do what they preach to me when they don't even practice it themselves? Why do I have to listen to them when they are not able to even listen to what others have to say? Why do they say one thing and then change their mind saying something totally different? Why should I decide what they want when they have no idea what they want for themselves? And after asking me all those questions, I can only say that many things have ceased to matter to me.

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Sometimes I have no idea what I should do or what is right or wrong, I admit that for a long time I have lived screwing up and even wasting and wasting each and every one of the opportunities and privileges that have always been given to me for almost all of my life. My life I have been a damn spoiled and pampered idiot but although I want to finally change and leave behind the damn shit that I am, I only see that the same ones who once reproached me for all my defects, problems, stupidities and mistakes, are capable of committing their their own shit, contradicting themselves in the process and also sending to hell the thousand and one sermons that they once preached to me and that according to them could improve several things about me, so I only have to ask myself one question or rather several. You ask, why do I have to do what they preach to me when they don't even practice it themselves? Why do I have to listen to them when they are not able to even listen to what others have to say? Why do they say one thing and then change their mind saying something totally different? Why should I decide what they want when they have no idea what they want for themselves? And after asking me all those questions, I can only say that many things have ceased to matter to me.